nothing but apples today !! i must make it through! haha.. i went down ..wanted a sip of water.. but yes i manage to stop myself from drinking!! i wan tempted but i manage to self-control! 3 kgs in 2 days! i must make it!! by friday i’ll be 3 kgs less!! woohoo!! pretty pretty again! yes!!

last night was chatting with bf again.. it is different now… bf is abit more mature i suppose.. while i am still a little girl… will he decide not to want me anymore? will he prefer a more mature person ? haihs.. i’m thinking of nonsense again la! bf loves me i know for sure… of course i love him too! muacks i love u dear… i want to be with u for as long as i could…  this is the only thing i wanna let him know! why will i say it is different.? because the way he talks he thinks … it is just how i am feeling la… hopefully his change will not affect our relationship !!

i saw the holiday packages are on sale.. to langkawi is just rm155 perperson..but to redang is rm488 perperson… i think this year i’ll make bf bring me to redang! good? yeah ! he better be good! i’ll tell him we shall celebrate our birthdays and anniversary together at redang! but of course must lose weight first lar rite? yeah ! i think that’s the best way we can celebrate ! lay on the sand.. we both can hug hug each other .. chit chat whole night… then can swim swim.. see nice fishes … take nice photos … happy rite? yeah … i think this will be better than one night at the hotel …. plus i think the price will be similar ! hehe… hotel should cost him about S$300, redang is rm1000 hotel is one night, redang is 3 days two nights with all food included!

now that i am watching the last episode of my casino show.. it is getting more and more interesting and exciting! :)i would recommend this show: Du(2) Chang(3) Feng(1) Yun(2)

story is something like that/故事大綱:

賭場內　從來只論成敗
賭桌上　兄弟難分難解

自從二十年前在世界撲克大賽中敗陣後，齊歡暢（歐陽震華）便逢賭必輸。偏偏是這份霉氣，為他帶來一份賭場工作，而聘請他的，正是當年的對手之一喬正初（苗僑偉）。

暢因為好賭成性的李青雲（宣萱）的緣故，而重遇失散多年的弟弟齊歡樂（黃宗澤）。樂是?閉青年，初欣賞他對賭的天份，教授他不同的賭博技倆。表面上，初對 暢、樂照顧有加。實際上，當年設局令暢一敗塗地的是他，今日令樂仇恨暢的亦是他！初的挑撥離間，令兩兄弟不斷在各地的賭桌上將兄弟情押上……( from www.sinchew-i.com)

later i’ll start another show Jian(3) Dao(1) Shi(2) Tou(2) bu(4)[ scissors paper stone] this is a Taiwanese show…..

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:’( why am i crying again? this few days i’ve been depress and sad.. i don’t know why .. i cry over the smallest thing! i first cried when i found out that Xu Wei Loon passed away..then last night when i smsed darling but he was at work… then now.. cos the main characters in the show seperated with his partner! i want to be loved …. but what is love? is it everlasting? or just temporary?

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later got to go out to he pharmacy .. to get nanny her eye drops.. also to buy shampoo and stuff lar… today as usual… renovation is still on … i still cannot watch my tv … all i can do is just staying in my room ..watch my drama! haha.. but it is also fun lar!!
i packed and re arranged the photos yesterday and i realise i am so ugly …. i’m not saying that i am pretty now.. but … just ugly lar!! spikey hair… round face and body .. look exactly like  boy boy! i think mum and dad did it on purpose because we do not have a boy at home.. so they simply dress me up like a BOY BOY …:( thanks god i am girlie now… but since 6 years old then i kept long hair ( cut short once when i was 11..) the rest of the time my hair was LONG … hahah … from single eye lid to double…

now i’m a grown up lady … i want my photo album to be filled up with bf’s pictures then wedding pictures, honey moon, pregnant, baby…. then the growing process of baby then kid getting their partner… then finally my grandkids ! hahaa… by then i think i wanna go on hols with hubby … enjoy life… then can say bubbye to this beautiful world at that time
my friend asked me a question just now… if i am in this situation- i’m holding Aussie PR(de factor PR) but i cannot get a job in Aussie.. so I went back to Msia and found a job ..started working here…. but BF who is in Aussie wants me to go back to him in Aussie.. and he gave me a deadline till March if i don’t go back to him by March..that’s the end of our relationship… i asked if bf can come with me in Msia.. but visa problem then he personally dislike staying in Msia…however, i also dislike the Aussie lifestyle… so what’s my choice?????

Conclusion: depends on how strong the relationship is.. if he can give me some form of certainties.. then i’ll go over with him… if not … then i ‘ll stay with my family at home

plans for today? i think i’ll just stay at home today .. i cannot do my daily routine as i am having my mens at the moment.. i can’t even go tomorrow …

sent an email to my close friend.. she just went back to Canberra , i’m hoping to hear from her… just pray that everything goes on smoothly for her ….

breakkie was apple low fat milo and few pieces of biscuits..  i think 250 cals already … so later lunch and dinner another200 cals( 2 apples) so 450 cals aday !! which is good!! but i think i’ll drink tea… green tea…2 cals each cup haha… very minimal..

i’ll do exercise at home… sit ups(50) , abking pro(5 minutes), hulla hoop(10 minutes), skipping rope(10 minutes) , and another exercises called the M-leg exercise- this is to build up thigh muscles and firms up the butt!

bf oh bf… since u started working.. we’ve been chatting less i understand because he is busy with his work.. it is not like he is ignoring or neglecting me… he loves me of course!! haha stupid me.. i am imagining our v’day celebration again … how will it be ? i don’t know le….all i know is that i will arrive at about 1 pm … all i want to say is that I AM MISSING HIM…I LOVE HIM.. HE IS MY DARLING…

Vday is meaningful to me but i cannot be with him on the exact day … it’s a waste.. but definitely he wont be able to visit me .. he needs to work ! i can stay there longer but.. nope.. i shall not disturb him…:) working is more important!

Grandma again…. 

mum said the other day that grandma is not an intelligent lady .. now i know why she said so ! this morning she showed me a consultation card from Dr Yong ( from Johor Bharu)… she asked me what was written on the card..what’s the name of the dr… then i said lar..” Dr Yong - for what ? you sick ?” she said no.. she wants to intro to her QiGong friend because she needs to go for injection for her knee… crazy lar… who will go all the way from KL to Johor to inject???? haihs.. i dunno if it is her old age that’s why her mental capability also deficit-ed??? or she is not so intelligent since last time ??? i don’t care lar.. but i just dowan her to be the joke in her friends’ eyes…. and younger sister said something like ” thank god we are a but smarter!!” haiyo… so sad right?! but … the fact is- she is getting more long winded, annoying, slow(mentally and physically) , smelly( she doesn’t shower!!! she is also SOUR!!! her sweat smell is extreme- if i were to rate 0 as not smelly 10 as extremely smelly , i would rate her as 8.5!!! bad enough lar!!! daddy is 7  mummy is 6 .. maid is 5 … haiyo.but at least maid showers.. i smelt her sweat smell cos she cleaned the house up mar.. dat’s y i can smell.. if not i don’t think she smells at all!!

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Sad!! Taiwanese actress - Xu(2) Wei(3) Lun(2) passed away at the age of 28 due to a car accident!! haih. i found out that she was in critical condition last night on the TV but in reality she already passed away at that time. but the program i watched was a bit outdated( one day slower) .. yeah.. she passed away in the evening .. how sad.. she’s pretty … though she’s not very famous but i think she is one of the potential ones! what a waste …:(

Cleaning up again  

Cleaned up the house again!! today’s venue is - Storeroom no.2 and space under the stairs!! wow… u won’t be able to imagine the amount of rubbish we ( me and maid) threw today !! we threw

• old bed
• foot massagers
• badminton racket
• tiles
• tables
• pillow
• mineral pot
• water dispenser
• tortoise’s home
• carpet
• books
• magazines
• stationary
• kitchenware
• acquarium’s stuff
• old modem and computer’s stuff
• cds, dvds,cassette, tape
• fan
• lamp and lights
• rice cooker
• iron
• ironing board
• piggy bank
• caps
• mattress cover
• shoes
• socks
• and lots of small small things that i can’t remember already

alot more .. but i simply cannot remember them … too much to actually recall those rubbish! hhaa .. as usual when i throw grandma will stand there and watch then picks up everything!! i throw she recollect and keep… in the end? i didn’t throw anything right? but i told her off straight in her face! i asked her why she wants to keep? reason ? and where is she going to keep? if her answers are not reasonable, she cannot keep them abit mean but i got no choice because she really picks up everything!!!!!! argh!! even my maid cannot stand her!! hahah…

i’m sleepy …. nights!

oh .. i bought 2 new dramas!!

1. Dong(1) Fang(1) Zhu(1) Li(4) Ye- Asian Juliet
2. Jian (3) Dao(1) Shi(2) Tou(2) Bu(4)- scissors paper stone

one more coming soon - Princes hours- Korean drama!

i am missing my hunz… i want to be hugges and kissed to bed… i think this is one of my v’day’s wish- i want bf to sayang ,kiss and see me to bed! hehe.. then i can serve him the following morning! haha i can massage my hunz… to wake him up i miss him .. i love him .. i want him …

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tired…. 2nd day of mens… tummy still feeling alittle bloated… but didn’t eat much after breakfast.. cleaned up the house( yes again!) haha this time we cleaned up the kitchen and store room !!! help her a little only … cos  i gotta send sister to school and tuition at 12.30 pm so i stopped cleaning at about 12 to shower .. wow… the amount of stuff i threw today !! crazy .. what’s worst?! my granny’s existence at home is driving me crazy !!!! she non stop prohibiting me from throwing those unwanted stuff..she tells me that they’re expensive and stuff.. but .. even if it is expensive when it doesn’t function anymore, what’s the point of keeping it??? right??? haihs… whole day i see her makan makan makan and sleep sleep sleep ( eat and sleep)

driver of the day - me!! drove younger sis to tuition then send older sis to LRT station then stuck-ed in the jam.. then pick younger sister up …. then came home and continue cleaning .. till about 4 … then left home .. went to Sg wang!! haha..

loots of the day ….

1. Bra set ( hot pink!! and the buckle is in front from Pierre Cardin)
2. Pdi Polo-T( brown with pink bit bit here and there)
3. Bilabong Skirt ( rm 139 )
4. Comforter and  fitted sheet … SILK okie? hahah.. but just a little … RM 576  wahahaha.. but of course got discount lar.. 60% off!!

mum bought 2 tops , sis has bra set and top .. i think i am the champion again ! …i wanted to get lotsa stuff but just cannot seem to find the suitable one … so,

things i wanted to buy but i didn’t

1. scissors paper stone (taiwanese drama) ( rm 129 … too expensive!! i’ll buy pirated dvds! haa)
2. Heels ( nothing catches my attention ..:( )
3. Bag  ( refer to q.2)
4. Diamond!  (refer to q.3)
5. a new bowl!! (grandma used my private bowl!!! argh!!!)

shopping took only couple of hours but i am super tired.. maybe because i am weak plus mens..:( tomorrow i’ll stay home to rest!! i cannot go out anymore.. my legs are going to break into pieces!! dun even wanna go out for breakkie with family .. cos grandma is here ….

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i can’t take it anymore..

1. she came so near me when she had bad breathe ( chicken rice’s smell)
2. she came near me and almost touched me with her oily hands and fingers ( she ate her chicken rice with hands!!)
3. she’s naggy -repeats over and over
4. she’s smelly - not just breathe, her sweat smell( she doesn’t shower after morning jog yet she sleeps on the sofa in the living room .. and she only showers in the evening-plus she doesn’t wash her sourish smelled-hair everyday ! she wash once in few days )
5. she farts- lost control already but that one cannot blame her
6. she’s dirty !! she has always been dirty !!
7. she asks silly questions just to start a topic

CNY

mummy asked Grandma if she wants to follow us back to mum’s hometown .. she said no .. but  mum pretend to ask her again.. then she said she’ll think bout it… i wish she doesn’t follow.. it is better if she celebrates her CNY at my aunt’s place.. rather than my house.. in my place she’ll be alone with the maid for the first 3 days of CNY …

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this post is back dated..suppose to be posted up yesterday… but i was  too tired.. last night i had bad headache… and now tummy-ache.. it is just the time of the month!! I find this annoying!!! forever also must suffer, tummy is super very uncomfy now…

 well, it was a tiring day ! morning woke up early , sent sis to school, then help maid to move the furniture alittle( just very minimal cos workers were coming to remove the unwanted furniture) then out for awhile… ta pau(take away) food for sister.. she had fried rice with french beans and soy milk … as for me , i hate silky smooth bean curd ( tou fu fah) yumm yumm! then picked her up .. had lunch in the car..then i drove to KLCC( first shopping stop!) oh … almost forget, haihs stupid Sony Ericsson w800i .. dunno what’s wrong.. sometimes it rings sometimes it fails to do so then auto restart at times… also the mouse pad was something wrong … so i called up the seller… asked them what should i do .. they told me to send straight to the factory .. which is in Kelana Jaya .. they have outlet in KLCC as well… so, just nice!! i can shop while fix my HP yeah we arrived at about 1.30 pm .. not much of traffic considering it is lunch hour.. then started shopping.. KLCC was so so so crowded.. i was about to sign up to register for election haha but the two ladies were too slow… they were suppose to fill up my details and i dunno what they do .. it is not computerised!! they do everything manually !! so sad right? so i gave up .. they were too slow!! went to my fav Vincci shoe store.. but haihs.. my dream shoe is gone!! gone!!! but it is okie lar.. i’ll wait for new stock to arrive lor.. plus i don’t think i should buy any more wedges!! haha .. i need a pair of proper heels … walk walk walk.. bought nothing .. finally went to Esprit.. they had walk in lucky draw.. so we tried our luck .. i got 28% off store-wide while sister got rm28 off from a pair of bottom…  this is not what we want! ahaha.. we want 38% off store-wide!! so .. we walk walk … waited for awhile..then i went to the cashier.asked this Chinese young men ! hahah… he is so nice.. he allowed me to draw many many lots until i get what i want! haha so i got 38% off store wide!! good huh? yeah !! so i bought 3 tops haha… then .. repaired my phone! then left because we wanted to avoid the kl’s traffic moreover we were done with the shoppings… it was already 5 … we headed to Midvalley Megamall!!! can u believe it ?!?! i went round and round … took me more than 40 minutes to get a parking space… yet it was a reserved spot for panasonic( i wonder why !?!? but i can’t be bothered because it was already 5.40 pm and the place is only reserve from 9 am till 6 pm ) at midvalley. . i bought a set of bra and panty .. white with red polka dots.. pretty cute.. wanted another set as well, purple in colour but that material is a bit off.. not so nice.. so only bought one!  also bought my Acuvue Define!! alamak.. it is rm 7 per pair!!!! and it is dailies.. rm140 for 30 pieces(1 box) i bought 4 boxes cos buy 3 get 1 free…. bought a lipstick from Kanebo as well cos i wanted a nude colour lipstick cost me rm49.90.. but i like the colour .. what-else did i buy? i think that’s it !! dinner was at The CHicken Rice Shop … erm … not very very nice lar… sister had BBQ CHICKEN set( comes with rice, chicken, bean sprout , dessert and drink) and i had plain rice noodle soup( just rice noodle and 2 strands of Choy Sam–> rm3 only what do u expect??)  not very satisfied because the bra shop lady was pretty rude!! argh!! then mumm called.. haha .. we planned to go to the third shoppign stop- The Curve.. why ? because Daddy got rm1500 ’s worth of voucher from Metrojaya… so we wanted to spend them all.. but the metrojaya there is SAD..there’s nothign there!!! … however, we went to esprit again … did the lucky dip again.. won another 38% ( but must be top and bottom, not storewide this time) so mummy bought a capri pants and i got myself a sweater! super nice!! rm 229 (original price) my lil’s sister made a big fuss out of it because she said when she requested mummy to buy for her last time.. ( the price was even cheaper) haha mummy scolded her!! and didn’t allow her to buy .. but this time round.. mum didn’t say anything .. other than asking me to get another colour ( cos it is navy blue… she thought it was black ..yes i have too many black tops!!) so..loots of the day - 3 tops, 1 jacket, 1 set of bra and panty, 4 boxes of Acuvue Define! good good! happy happy …. if we have the time today .. we’ll be going to shop again .. but my tummy is not going to allow me to do so … nvm .. i got lotsa time ! ahah i can shop till i drop…

this year’s Shopping spree is not as terrible as usual years.. normally at this time of the year, malls will be packed with people , rushing for CNY’s last minute shopping.. but this year…. it was all peaceful.. even mummy realise it!! my best friend from Spore told me that also !!

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came home.. all tired.. phone rang at 11.30 pm .. i thought my hunZ will be asleep already but he claims that since it is fri .. he don’t need to work on Sat.. he can afford to stay up a bit later ..:) and this is our first time chatting over the phone since he started working.. it feels so good.. i think i miss him alot.. can feel that he misses me alot too!! HunZ, i love u !! yeah .. we chatted for about an hour only lar.. cos my sleepy bf gotta rest .. we talked about his work a little!! haha i asked if there are many pretty colleagues!?! guess what he said??? YES ,A Lot! hahaha … then go ahead and tackle those pretty and young wan lar! G’luck in fishing for the perfect fish ! hahah.. i dunno if he is joking.. but i’m sure there are female workers.. whocares? i know my honey only loves me.. good enough!!  chatted more about our friends… haihs..happy and sad … also told him that i got so angry over best friend’s bf and i said he is not a nice guy … bf told me this long time ago .. but i also scold him .. cos i dowan to talk bad bout him after all he is bestie’s bf ma!! but now .. i cannot take it anymore!! he is going over the line!! but bestie loves him… so i got nothing to say !! let it be.. she’ll realise it herself one day !!

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Vday- Diet 

Vday is so near … i lost 2 cms in my waist over the 2 days ! hahah..good huh ? but still got tummy !! trying hard to get rid of it.. i think due to the mens .. tummy is a bit bloated up also .. nvm… no dinner from now.. cos apparently it is very effective to diet before and after the mens! can easily gain weight also if don’t take care properly ! get it ?

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 Grandma always-uses my private bowl!!! how many times have it old her? that is my private bowl! i am going to buy another bowl!! mum’s great idea is - keep your bowl at another corner!! bf’s brilliant idea- keep it in my room when she’s here… use public bowl first when she is around.. when she leaves then i can use my private bowl again! hahaha

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I’m a stupid girl.. always conflicting myself!!

example 1- i wanna study in Spore but reluctant to leave home

example 2- i waana see bf but scared of seeing his family at his home…

example 3- i miss canberra a lil’ hoping to study back there but if i were to be sent there now.. i’ll cry !

example 4- i wanna go shopping but i am lazy

i am also indecisive! i can take more than half an hour at the restaurant/food court trying to decide what food do i wan !

i love the bf .. but why is this happening? i cannot be with him always.. we have to live on a long distance relationship …

i’m going to try my acuvue define later! and will see how i look like! haha… i’ll take a picture of myself later!!

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i fell in love with cleaning! is that suppose to be good or bad? i think at this point of time since i am rotting at home and CNY is around the corner.. this hobby is absolutely fantastic! good for the house, family, maid and myself of course! haha.. can kill some time also work out alittle!! i think it is perfect!

i did some cleaning when i first got home.. cleaned the room… throw all the rubbish off..bought new tv for my laptop… then yesterday i was bored! haha i went to wash the bathroom.. scrubbing was good! hahah.. today guess what i did? i manage to clear the little living room upstairs… i placed most of the luggages up to the cabinet … and throw lotsa RUBBISH( accumulated over the years) now.. the whole area looks so much bigger and cleaner!! i am impress!! so does my maid..  well, i gotta do all the carrying stuff to the cabinet as she is so short.. she cannot even reach the top.. well, got to admit that those luggages are very heavy indeed.. i sweat like mad!! then selecting and throwing those stuff.. moved some furniture around.. haha.. spend about 3 plus hours…  wonder how much calories did i burn? woohoo.. i’m too tired to go for a jog! hahaha…. nvm .. cleaning the house is better… benefits the family better. but poor doggie.. u gotta stay home la yah? hehe… maid said we shall clean up another part of the house tomorrow.. i don’t mind.. as long as i am free.. i am more than willing to help her… house is undergoing some mini renovation at the moment.. just a little.. dad wants to make the most out of his money .. designer came today .. i saw the design of the new living room..pretty alright.. but i wonder if it will turn out to be the same! haha… or simply photos normally look better than real life!! we’ll see!!

i am really getting a little mad over little cousin’s behaviour!! she is ignorant!! she was so rude yesterday.. i didn’t know about it until my maid told me just now that lil’ cousin said this to my grandma  ” ne ne ne bu bu” see?! how can she be so rude? and when i told her to do her homework.. she pretend she was busy doing other stuff… when i warn her ( actually not warn.. i spoke to her nicely not to be rude to elderly) she closed her ears … so in order to punish her alittle.. i pulled her little ear.. well.. i think it was a PAIN-FREE ear pulling … i’ve seen how her bro whacks her.. that was terrible… she was left with red red scars on her thigh for hours…  but this girl need some proper punishment!! and i also taught her bro some English today .. i made him read me a poem.. but he failed to do so …. many errors! haha.. then my maid wanted to pull a trick on him… maid ask him to read the word “PILOT” ahha.. he said  PEE LOT… rather than  PIE LET … then he was asked to read “ISLAND, he pronounced it as IS LAND… then i taught little cousin the two words as well.. i wonder if she still remembers now.. but i’ll test older cousin again later.. but immediately after i taught him..he went to the kitchen..and when he came out from the kitchen.. he forgot everything again!! both the bro and sis have pretty short memory span …  feeding her was another tough daily routine… but it was good that she didn’t cry when she sees the transporter outside my house.. because i told her before hand that there are many “uncles- who were doing the renovation)” outside.. then she went to count- there were 4 of them.. i told her not to cry or else those uncle will laugh at her.. yeah so she didn’t cry .. but she did cry when she went to shower.. i didn’t know what happened.. but her bro showered her… i really wonder what went wrong.. but both maid and i were too tired to go in and watch them.. also Grandma was sleeping in the room, we didn’t want to go in ( 2 cousins were noisy enough … with maid and i .. worst! haha)

Grandma is getting worst day by day .. today i was told by older sis that if Grandma fails to come home by 9 am ( she leaves home for a jog at about 7 .30am ) then i need to drive around the area to look for her.. because she had past history when she forgotten the way home.. then thank god a kind man sent her home… we thought of giving her a tag .. just in case she suddenly forgets.. but i’m sure she’ll refuse to do so… she went to the dr b4 this… but there’s no medicine for it.. all u can do is try to do some basic stuff..make use of your brain..the more u use the brain..the fasterthe brain will dysfunction…but this is too late.. she can’t read( she looks at pictures only when she “read” the papers) , she doesnt play mahjong( thank god!! i do not want a grambler grandma) so basically she doesnt huse her brain at all …. it was funny … this happened few days back

sister came back from work.. at the door.. she shouted :” key please” then no reply ( grandma was sitting at the living room) .. then she shouted again… “arlene( maid) key please” haha grandma answered ” arlene is in the room” . i thought she’s suppose to just come and get the key for sister? instead of saying maid is not around?? this shows that grandma’s listening ability is deficiting very very rapidly .. i heard from mum and sis .. she wasnt that bad when she came last time … dunno what’s wrong.. and also .. her daughter( my aunt) rarely talks to her nowadays.. because she claims that grandma is annoying and repeatitive.. what to do ? she’s old!! but it is often unbearable when they gotta see each other everyday ( they stay behind each other) .. so when she speak less… her brain works even lessor!! that’s the reason why she is deficiting so rapidly .. but no choice la.. cannto be helped anymore!!  just hope that she remains this way .. don’t get any worse… then that’s good! haha …

but grandma is a modern thinking!! haha… she said not adays everyone get pregnant before marriage.. it is so common.. all parents do not mind kids sleeping with their bf/gf!! alamak!! can u beleive it ? then i told her .. sleeping in a room doesnt mean must do the naughty thing!! she laughed..she said ” aiyor.. what generation is this? it is so common!!” i replied” eh.. i don’t!! even i sleep with bf i don’t!!” well, i am think if i am really abnormal ??? i think i am … how how how? save me!! please!!

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yes…. my diet plan is <500 cals aday !!!!!

1 apple= 79 cals

1/2 papaye=59 cals

1 banana= 105 cals

1/2 grapefruit = 52 cals

1 cup honeydew melon= 60 cals

1 kiwi=46 cals

1 cup mango=107 cals

1 pear=98 cals

1 cup pineapple= 76 cals

1 cup watermelon-52 cals

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okie.. back to my aunt and uncle again.. Mum came home from the funeral yesterday and she’s super tired also she is not feeling very well, so she didn’t go to the market.. she normally goes to the market and will prepare at least one dish .. well, she dun have to do that actually , because she told my uncle before.. that she doesn’t cook.. my uncle has to prepare food for my cousins himself, he can buy some food and make my maid cook… since i gotta go out today .. i told maid and grandma that i will buy home some food at about 1 pm …. so i didn’t bother about my cousins( as they dad/mum are suppose to … not me!!) then i wasn’t able to pick up my hp while i was out.. when i picked up my phone… i had 11 missed calls.. from HOMe… can u believe it ? my uncle did not prepare any food for his kids???? and expects me to buy for them!!! what if i am not at home? i simply do not understand!!!! how come when i am not around, they can handle things themselves, when i am back, then tend to rely on me and in the end push the blame on me ?????? i’m seriously not happy , if later my uncle/aunt blames me, i’m going to fight with them! trust me , i will… in the end, cousins gotta each white rice with fried egg.. ( honestly speaking, there’s no food at home other than eggs and rice) but of course i brought home food for my grandma and maid…

am i wrong? i don’t think so.. i am not suppose to be in charge of cousins’ food! uncle knew.. he gave my maid rm50 each month.. and they think they can make my maid to do everything for cousins… come on, maid has to clean the house and cousins really take up alot of her time!! plus , mum purposely goes to market and cook for his kids before going to work.. can u imagine how tired my mum is??? she wakes up early , to jog, go to market, then come back and cook , then shower then off she goes to work!!! shouldn’t my uncle do something in return ? he can buy food and teach my maid to cook … right? if your kids are obedient and good.. it is still alright… they are naughty.. yet the parents think that they are perfect! OMG…. whatever it is .. i cannot say anything…. because my dear mummy is protective over my uncle as well, she thinks that he is not very wealthy so she tries her best to help them … especially when it comes to money ! car, phone bill, food …. i’m not trying to be calculative.. but .. they are going abit overboard! and please stop praising your kids when they are doing wrong thing.. only praise them when they do the right thing! bear in mind okie?!

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How “smart” can i be? yesterday evening after picking sis up from school.. i drove her to “ta pau” (take away in mandarin)dinner for the family.. she went down to ta pau while i waited for her in the car… i sat in the car happily .. then i saw this middle aged Chinese looking lady.. 30+ i suppose…she came next to my window..she knocked.. then u winded the window down a little.. then she said:

Chinalady(C): hello, do u understand mandarin?

me: yah

C: i am from China, i just arrived yesterday and i was suppose to meet up with my friend but unfortunately she went to Singapore then now i do not have any money for dinner.. can u please spear me a little ?

me: ( ar.. i was thinking.. okie lar.. CNY is around the corner.. she also very poorthing mar.. then i thought.. i’ll dig out rm5 for her .. but i didn’t have rm5..then i gave her rm10 ..:( )

C: thank you very much, u r so kind… ( i smiled) miss, i will u return u the rm10 tomorrow how can i contact u ? u give me your mobile number then i’ll call u to return u your money tomorrow..

Me: no .. its okie with me

C: miss… how can i address u ?

Me: my surname is TAN

C: Miss Tan … aiya.. DA JIE( big sister in Mandarin) here also shy to ask u for more, i need more money to catch a cab to KL and i need a place to stay .. do u have more? i promise i will return by tomorrow…

Me:( oh no!! how come she just arrived one day , when i give her the rm10 notes she didn’t even look at it she knows that is a rm10????? something must be wrong!! plus she is asking for more now!!! stupid!! wake up.. she’s a  CON-WOMEN!!!!!! )sorry , i don’t have anymore..that’s all i have…

C: please.. i really need it. i promise i’ll return . i’ll send it over to you. don’t worry i’m not cheating on you…

Me: sorry i realy dun have… (quickly wind up my window)

oppsy.. when sister came back.. i told her….

Sister: har?? u stupid or something????

me: but she sounded very poorthing and real at first

sister: do u know rm10 is alot???

me: er… for dinner and drinks.. okie mar…

sister: one plate of rice is rm4…

me: okie lar.. i am stupid .. but at least i didn’t give her few hundred bucks rite?

sister: i’m telling u .. please do not be so stupid in future!

then i told older sister this morning

big sis: har? each person give rm10..she asked from 10 people then she gets rm100 for dinner already !!!

me: then how ? give her rm1 ar?

big sis: dun give lar stupid!!

me: ya lar i am stupid…

i also told mummy …

mum: there are alot of similar cases already .. even at the airport … then how much u gave??

me: rm10 only

mummy : aiyah.. nvm lar…

i ha-vent got a chance to tell bf yet.. i’m sure he’ll say i’m innocent( well, that’s just a nicer word to say i am STUPID!! )

Bf’s first day of work- he said it is alright .. but when he left.every1 were still working.. means eventually he’ll need to work overtime also!!! 9am till6pm yet overtime… and he got to read up when he went home..he said it feels like he is going to sit for an exam..poor-thing!! we only chatted via sms. and msn for awhile.. i think he is tired plus he had to do those readings!! i also dowan to disturb him..:)

yeah ! mummy gave me money again! i am a little richer again ! hahah .. i gave the CON-WOMEN rm 10.. but mummy gave me rm150 … i still have rm140 .. okie lar… just assume that i buy my friend dinner or sumthing lor… but i still feel bad.. that day when i went out.. i saw this beggar…it was drizzling.. he lay on the wet road.. he was still writing… when i put the money into his little “cup”.. he wanted to gave me a red piece of paper( usually there’ll be a 4 digit number- what’s that for? for me to go and buy lottery .. if i win then i’ll come back and give him more.. but i didn’t take the red piece of paper lar.. because i dun gamble!!

okie okie..  i need to buy grandma and maid lunch later.. but i got something on.. i will only be back at about 1 … how ? grandma will be super hungry by then.. moreover, i got 2 cousins to take care of…. i hope his dad will be smart to buy them food!! if not .. i need to buy for them as well…

a change of my teaching plan- today i will not teach lil’ cousin to do her homework.. i’ve decided to let her go to school without completing her homework.. i want her to know that it is her responsibility to get her work done and if she fails to do so, she’ll be punished by her teacher!! not me! haha.. i dowan to be the bad one to punish her( since her parents also refuse to make her do her homework and never scolds her… i’ll let her be)

this little cousin of mine is getting worse!! is she smart such that she acts sweet and cute in front of her parents… this happened last night …when her mum came to pick her up…

Cousin: mummy ……( acting cute…)

Aunt: yes..darling..my little notty baby- why did u cry again this afternoon? ( come on auntie, she cried at least 3 times aday !! don’t u know?? and u know the reason why she cries!!! yet u dare to ask plus u r not doing a good job in teaching your daughter!!!!!)

cousin just smiled.. acted cute again .walked away …

my sister was there as well, she knew that cousin didn’t do her homework and she refuses to go to school … then she asked my aunt..

sister: how come your girl didnt do her homework during the weekend???

aunt: oh.. cos i wanted to let her do on Saturday but we went back to Johor then I as thinking to let her do on Sunday .. but … very little homework only ma

sister: er.. no .. aparently 4 different type of homework

aunt: oh 4 only … when she wants to do, she can be really fast! just like last time i made her do her work before we went to johor.. she finished in very short period (hello??? yes! that’s if she wants to do !!!! but she really needs to come and see her daughter one day .. how “fast” she does her homework.. how “good and obedient” she is…. ) sister just smiled.. maid was there as well.. her eye met with sister’s eye .. both smiled! haha…

also .. my aunt often praises lil’ cousin!! when lil’ cousin wets the bed.. she’ll ask :” aiyoh , how come u didnt “whee whee”  before u sleep?” (she’s 5 !!! she should know how to do it herself!!!) then when maid asked her : ” how come she’s so old already yet she “whee whee” on her pants? at home also the same thing happen?’ aunt:” no.. at home she’s very good.. never wets her pants!! but i dunno why when she comes here she is different!!” yet she always say lil’ cousin has good memory .. haha both maid and i have tested her memory .. we taught her how to differentiate “the” from “this” … and taught her how to pronounce and read… after 3 minutes.. she forgets them all!! u call this good memory span??

i’m not sayign that she is slow or not so brilliant! every child has their own potentials… but all i want to say is that.. i beg her parents to teach her and also do not always praise her when she does the wrong thing.. they are not protecting her… they’re just spoiling her.. one day .. she’ll become a big bad brad! she already is!! she doesn’t listen to anyone … she whacks her bro when her bro scolded her for breaking a mug the other day … then when her bro said he’ll tell their mummy .. she spitted saliva on the bro… see? this is how “good” she is!!!! when i do not want to give her candies( because the initial deal was such that when she finishes a whole row of writings, she’ll get one sweet… but she wanted the sweet before she finished.. so i refused) guess what she said:” my daddy got alot (of) money , he can buy me alot (of) sweets.. then he buy(s) me 3 playstation…” but after that when she finishes the writings she’ll come and ask for sweets.. then i’ll tease her :” i thought your daddy got a lot of money ? che che only got a little bit of money .. cannot afford to buy play station also and this candy is not nice.. u ask your daddy to buy u sweets …don’t ask me” then she’ll change again:” my daddy dun have money , no sweets la, i bluff you only!!!” argghhh!! i’ll really teach her a lesson if she is my child.. every-time i tell bf about her.. bf will say it is her parents’ fault and he’ll not let this happen to his kids! haha… good! i’m sure bf will become a good daddy in future.. so see who is the lucky woman whom will be marrying him lor…

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* sorry for the lousy english.. i just want to make it more real! but this is how i communicate with her… haha.. read it by adding alittle ah ma’s accent in it.. then it’ll be funnier!!*

Guess what?!?!!? i went down after showering … at about 11 am .. i saw Grandma downstairs..

me:”hi” (u know what she said? )

Grandma:” eh.. u are back ??? i thought u r still in Aussie?”

me: ” er… ya …”

Grandma:” when did u come back?”

me:” a month ago?”

grandma:” oh….then when are u going back again ?”

me:”i’ve graduated already … no need to go back already”

grandma:” oh ya .. your mummy went to visit u rite? then u came back with her? “

me:” yes”

Grandma :” then when r u going back again ar?”

me: ( er.. i thought she just asked the same question????) but i replied lar ” no need to go back already “

kept quiet for awhile then i tried to be nice lar… start a topic…

me:” how was the wedding yesterday?”( she went to her niece’s wedding dinner)

grandma:” what wedding? no wedding.. i didn’t attend any wedding!”

me:( blur???!!! yes i am pretty sure she went!)” your niece’s wedding yesterday???”

grandma:” oh ya .. i went last nite with my sister… in batu pahat”

me:” no flood meh?”

grandma:( excited.. she stood up.. showed how her car go pass those water … haha)” no lar.. not alot water( that’s what she said!) abit only.. but the roads got some water lor…”

me :” when r u going to be great grandma?”

grandma:” i am already a great grandma!”

me:” erm. but that’s ah yen’s( my cousin) kids.. their surname is not wong.. what i meant is ah hui and ah han’s wives.. any news about them being pregnant already ?”

grandma:” oh yah.. ah yen’s kids are not WONG.. no le.. not that i’ve heard anything bout them being pregnant!”

pause…

grandma:” ar… i ask u ar…… u go there ( as in OZ) so long already ar….. u … ar… got… bf ar?”

me:” y u ask? mum told u ?”

grandma:” NO LAR.. i ask myself, sure got la?”

me:” er… got lar..”

grandma:” golden colour hair wan ar? or from Msia?”

me:” not gold colour lar… not same as us also.. from Spore…”

grandma:” oh then very good lor.. got bf already …”

i then looked at her ….. she continued with her grandmother’s stories … i just simply entertain her abit.. while teaching cousin to do her homework… this cousin.. she had 4 homework .. but she cried and cried as she is lazy to do them.. in the end!?!? her bro did her homework for her!!! can u believe it ? and when her transporter came to pick her up ? she showed tantrums again!! cried and shout shout non stop.. but still.. she went to school!

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Grandma arrived last night.. oh no!! she’ll be staying in my place till CNY ends!! which is till March ! but i am hoping that she will say she wants to leave few days after CNY ! she’s alright except that she’s alittle smelley …. and i was suppose to go out and buy her breakfast but maid and sister claimed that she’ll go out and buy for herself! so, save my energy plus mummy will be back later( after Uncle’s funeral) so mummy can go to Night market to buy food for her…

while i was  jogging with my doggie just now.. i bumped into grandma!! but she cant recognise me!! haihs.. but she’s old .. so i’m not surprise.. i didnt even want to greet her.. knowing that she wont be able to see me.. but since i’m nice.. i called her :” ah nek” she’s old i would say … haihs…

and i went out last night.. guess who i bumped into.. i met my dad’s fren.. his whole family were there… his son( 13 years old… is tall.. but not very big in size..average.. but the wife and the youngest son(6 or 7 years old) wow… unbelievably big in size.. the boy is averagely tall but he is strong and muscular!!! wife on the other hand has big body frame also a bit plump lar… i’m so mean ! but seriously .. they are big!! especially the little boy ….

during dinner last night with sister at this place called “ming tien”- the theme of this place is beach feel… waitress and waiters dress up in hawaii custumes… there are lotsa food there… let me name afew-Millenium chicken rice, kampar fish ball noodle, yong tau fu, pork noodle,fish ball noodle,sizzling noodle, kuey teow th’ng, wantan mee,sarawak mee, mixed rice, nasi lemak, fried kuey teow, pan mee, yee mee, spicy noodle, duck rice, pau, dimsum , waffle, french toast,fried carrot cake, sharks fin, hokkien mee, cantonese noodle, steam rice with dishes, jap food, udon, satay,chicken wings, bbq seafood, lo bak, thai food, western food, pancake, muah chee, tako fish balls, fried mushrooms, bak kut teh , porridge… aiyoh. alot more lar.. i cannot remember !! drink and dessert wise, they serve all sorts of drinks, bubble milk tea, jelly, ice cream, cendol, ice kacang, sea coconut, hot chinese desser( red bean soup, black glutinous soup, barley ginko) and they also serve fruit juices in big big big mugs!! they come in 3 sizes..small, medium and large( small is rm2.40- cos sister ordered it last night! haha.that’s why i knoe) , of course they serve beer as well…  worth a try if u happen to be around that area.. great variety of food but taste wise.. i think alright lar!! i normally go there for drinks with friends…

Maid cooked me the diet soup already!! i went down to taste it just now! it is alright.. it has a strong capsicum taste( smells like curry too) but it is sourish .. maybe it’s those tomatoes! not that bad la… but i dunno how long can i survive on that… that pot of soup confirm is 99.9% fat free! haha… it is clear like water.. the only seasoning i added was Salt, pepper and ajinomoto .. dat’s it … it is good to clean your digestive system at times … let me recall. the last time i ate meat was i think last Wednesday? no no.. Tuesday ….  i am going to be vegetarian soon!

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they are getting more demanding compare to those olden days( 10 years ago) i remember my very first maid… her name is FINI… i do not know how to spell it .. she took care of me when i was at the age of 2 .. then change to elvie… she came when i was 5 ? then when i was 6 , i had Elvie and Cynthia together… later on when Elvie leaves .. Sella came.. then both left.. cos that time Philipinos are not allowed to enter Msia.. then we hired Indonesian… but .. haiyo they really cannot make it… first maid .. she got a little crazy after about a week … she started crying, complain that it is cold ( she covers herself in comforter while washing the clothings), then she sleeps in my mum’s room, she doesnt shower… in the end we sent her home.. then we got Ah Sim.. she’s much better… worked with us for 3-4 years.. then we thought of getting an Srilankan as they speaks English.. Irene came!! alamak- she lies everyday, she brags to everyone including our guest!!what did she lie about?! she lied she said she lost her gold chain and earings when she arrived at the agent, she said that’s her most expensive property and it is memorable, yet she cried.. then mum promised to buy her in return if she fulfils the two years contract… then she used our phone to call home without permission yet she dares to lie saying that she didn’t call- but come on!! who will call Sri Lanka other than her? she didnt know that the number appears on phonebill… she denied once, twice.. mum got mad. the third time( because the bill is pretty costly she calls like for rm 30-50 each call) it happened in the morning, when mum and her were gardening, mum came up with this brilliant idea wanting her to admit her faults.. mum told her”irene, u can see those telekom people there? they are checking out phone because so many time we got calls to Srilanka but no1 in this house calls.. so i suspect people steal our line.. later they’ll come in to perform a check .. if they catch the house or person who mis use our line, police will be called, okie. then u stay here okie? i go and shower first!remember to open the gate for them!” mum then walked off… u know what happened? the maid quickly ran into the house .. ” madam, i admit i called Srilanka, please don’t call the police.. please, i am sorry i am sorry ” mum got angry:” how many times haf i asked u ? u said no!! ” irene:” i miss my husband and son..” Mum:” i told u already .. u can call them but u must ask me for permission… how can i trust u ??” So , in the end mum forgave her.. but those phone bills will be deducted from her pay … and since then.. mum promised to send letter for her.. u know wat she did ? they sends 3 letters or more each week..she will ask my mum to send 3 , ask me to send a few, ask dad to send a few .. she even asked our guest to buy her stamps.. of course my dad’s friends( those guest) will come back and tell us lar saying that our maid wants them to do this and that.. also she asked for angpows during CNY … she ASKED!!! then she will promote her husband ” my husband is a very good carpenter ,he can drive also, u hire him then we can stay together!! ” crazy !!! who wants to hire a big liar’s husband… this went on for about half a year… her lies got worst!! 3 weeks after she worked.. she said .. when i sign contract i was told that i get offdays … Msia cheated me! i need a rest and i need to go out ! then mum pitied her.. let her go out with my other maid gave her rm50 …. u know wat? she  wanted abandoned my other maid but my other maid was scared lar.. cos my mum told her to take care of Irene…. So both of them caught a cab and went to Indian Temple then buy milo and toys asked people to send it home for her.. how come she has so much money ? moreover she doesnt know that person yet she’s not scared that he will cheat on her!! haihs.. innocent people!! later on, she started to steal money …. then mum got mad one day … sent her to the agent straight… then came home without her.. we started packing her belongings because we need to send her home! and we found alot of things! mum’s gold watches, few hundred bucks, her gold chain and earings( that she claimed that she lost them) and some other small stuff  like toys and clothings( for her husband and kids) then mum wanted to trick her again.. she brought all her stuff to the agent again.. then maid cried.. madam please bring me home.. but my mum said no no.. u can finally go home and see your carpenter husband.. she said again:” i still got things in your house”( cos mum kept the money and gold chains and earings) mum asked” what do u have? everythign is here already..” then she said ” my gold chain and earing” mum” i thought u lost them on the first day u came?” Irene:” oh i found them back …” mum:” then y didnt u tell me ? yet everyday u make noise say your heart pain cos u lost your most precious gold ? i didnt see any gold when i pack your stuff, where u put them?” Irene:” in a shoe box!” Mum didnt want to argue with her anymore.. gave her back her chain and gave her extra rm150 for her kids.. and said bubbye! haha.. end of Srilankan maid!!! then we continued ith Philipino maids.. much better.. more pricey but at least there is quality control! hahah…. now.. Arleen has been with us about a year plus… wondering if she will continue working for us … i think Elvie worked for us 10 years.. Cynthia - 8 years then went home and came again for extra 3 years… so 11 years in all .. maids now adays carries handphone around.. unlike those days … my maid’s hp rings more often than ours! seriously , even when she washes the bathroom- she carries her mobile phone with her! anytime anyminute.. her mobile phone will ring!! canggih leh ? haha …

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i’m looking for fitness centres which offers Pilate:) i am interested because since i cannot join the dancing lessons( mum said they’re too expensive rm30 for an hour) , i’ve changed my mind to join Pilate! to tone up my body ! hehe… but still looking for the best offer in town !

chit chatted with my dear bf just now … he sounded abit stressful .. maybe because it is his first day of work tomorrow, he needs to wake up at 7 then leave home at 8 .. estimating to reach at about 8.30 am .. starting work at 9 am and finishes at 6 pm , such a long day right? but .. Man and woman both have to work! no choice lo…

referring to the previous post under the title “Sad story 5?( or 4? sorry i can’t remember the number!) about my friend might have broke up with her bf … yes they really broke up already …:( their relationship only lasted for about 8 months .. but in reality time spent together was only 3 months because the other 5 months- they were on long distance relationship … bf didnt talk much about it as he claims that he is speechless in relation to this topic…

well, everyone( all my relatives) knew that i went for cosmetic surgery already .. and they are all thinking that i am SICK - as in Mentally/psychologically sick. because i’ve been hiding in my room … never appear , never see any of my relatives and friends since i came home! today i went out.. went to pasar malam, it was raining cats and dogs… accompanied sister for dinner… i had my Lemon drink without sugar, sister had Congee with steamed chicken and Honeydew milk( she loves it since i introduced it to her sometime last year!!) also bought some vegetables for my meal the next 3 days! i’ll be surviving on this soup! it is consists of onion(yucks!), capsicum, celery,tomatoes, cabbage and water…. instructions: diced everything and bring it to boil until everything turns soft! just drink the soup.. Day 1: drink the soup and eat any fruits .Day 2: drink soup and eat raw vegetables, no fruits .Day 3: soups, fruits and raw vege . this is my first time trying this out.. i hope the soup will taste alright! if not i’ll die the next 3 days!!

yeah …  as CNY is around the corner.. i need to quickly lose weight buy new year clothings! however, i know i still have plenty of time because i am not working.. working-studying people can only do their shopping on weekends of after work, as for me i can shop from 10 am to 10 pm daily ! haha .. except that i have to send and pick sister up …

i drank too much water today .. nonstop rushing to the washroom .. haha! that’s the reason why i dislike drinking loads of water as i hate going to the washroom! can u believe it , mylaziness has reached the crazy extreme level where i am lazy to pee! haha… but … i must shower everyday ! at least once… max 5 times i think! and i like my room to be super clean.. but my house is always in a mess because of my family members!!1- they like to keep those rubbish even when they are already mal-functioning or old 2- they hate tidying up especially younger sis 3-they leave everything to the maid to clean up 4-too stingy to throw things away so ended up having loads of rubbish! also, they will tend to move their own belongings over to other people’s territory when theirs are full!! see?! this is how the rubbish are piling up day by day in the end - rubbish house!
i will be visiting Singapore on the 9th … leaving on the 11th the Monday … Sat and Sun- i will spend all my time with Bf , Monday while bf is working - i will meet up with my friends.. till dunno what time then i’ll leave … maybe hang around till bf finish work then i leave at night… which is also more convenient because mum has to work , she’ll only be free to pick me up after her work which is after 7 pm … if not i’ll need to catch a cab home.. no .. i think i’ll catch the KLIA express..then lrt then cab from LRT station back home … because cab is just too costly if i am taking it alone!! this trip better be fun! i wanna spent quality time with bf … make sure he is happy ! and i want to be happy also .. and i am also hoping that he could visit me during CNY .. because i plan to surprise him a little… so i will try to persuade him to visit me .. then bluff him ! i’m such a sweet gf! don’t u think so ?? yes i think so ! haha….

bf is turning 26 and i’ll be turnign 23… aw!! so old!?!?!? i want to get married by 25… but i dun think it is possible.. since we both are still uncertain over each other… marriage is far far away from us ! but of course.. i hope and pray that bf will be the one i am going to spend my life with.. because i know he is reliable and he will love me and my family alot… he’ll be a responsible hubby and daddy …:) i love u darling..

i’m getting sleepy .. need to get up at 7 am to send sister to school tomorrow and i will be seeing my nanny tomorrow.. she’s here already .. she arrived my house at about 9 pm last nite! means i have to hide in my room again.. i do-not want to see any1! including her!!

okay.. time to go to bed honey ! G’ night!!

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it’s been ages since i last saw bf(19th Nov) i was suppose to go down during Xmas(which is also our 6th months anni) but .. haih.. now i’m asked to go on the 9th … but bf has to work till 6 … so if i catch the 10am’s bus.. i’ll arrive at approx 3..then i gotta hang around alone while waiting for bf… Alternatively i catch 8am’s bus on Saturday … but bf said not worth it because if that’s the case we’ll only have very short time together!

Bf is cold at times… he can be warm also … he is very inconsistent.. if i have mood-swing .. i think he has also! last night he was warm…. in the afternoon when i told him my uncle passed away and i was down-he was cold! same goes last night… i really dislike it! also, i really want to tell him- i hate talking via Skype… yes it is free but when the connection is bad.. i find it very hard to listen to him but he doesn’t understands… he thinks that i am wasting my money when i call him.. since then , i call him less … also sms less! if this goes on, my love for him will also be lessor and lessor…… the gradually i’ll move away from this rship… we’re already so far apart, if we still don’t communicate well, small little arguments can lead to a big problem ..owells, we cannot determine our future only god can tell i suppose!

What will we be doing in Spore? other than shopping … i want a romantic date..but what’s my definition of a romantic date?? erm…okie… a nice nice dinner with nice nice view… then go to the beach for a walk( barefooted) then lay down watch those stars… chit chat all the way till 5 am … why? cos i want to see sun rise… after sun rise can either go for an early breakkie or sleep…. but knowing myself.. i wont sleep much .. then i would want to shop shop …. after shopping then fly back to Msia … a short trip like this ends really soon!  ohh … also i wan to catch a movie before we go for dinner … haha… okie a more professional schedule

4pm-movie

7pm-dinner

12 midnight-car ride, beach, watch stars, exchange pressie

6am-Sun rise

9 am-breakkie

11 am-Shopping

3.30pm- off to the airport!

abit boring rite? but i do not know what is there to do in Spore mar.. not my territory !! ahaha .. if it is in Msia… i would say …erm! Dinner then late night movie then go to PortDickson… see sunrise… then check-in to the hotel …  hhshaha.. they’ll give complimentary welcome drinks… then go get into our room … wah ! nice bed! heheh, lay down rest abit… then visit Sban town .. nothing much  but still gotta visit abit.. lunch at this Indian Rest… then after that we can go back to hotel… walk by the beach … kayak ! then dinner by the beach …. then watch stars,chit chat,feed mosquitoes (haha) , then SLEEPING time!!must have a full massage also okie??  yeah then following day will have complimentary breakkie …. then go home!!  end of Sban trip! then gotta send bf to bus station of course and see him off…. this is Msia’s version of romantic date to me i think …. Spore’s version i dunno ler

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i am missing my honey again…. i don’t know why! when i was driving just now… i suddenly felt the pain … pain of losing another family member…. on average.. every half a year or one year.. i will lose a relative…. i cried while driving.. i was depress… but it was just for a short-while.. haihs… at about 12 noon.. mum called auntie.. and she was crying terribly .. she said all her family members advised her to send uncle home, no point wanting him to suffer in the hospital… so she agreed to remove the heart machine from uncle.. and send him home( once the machine is removed, dr claims that uncle may not even tahan till he gets into the ambulance..)  and cousins already called up the Chinese sami,undertaker and everything… tonight they’ll start the “dong dong chiang” ceremony and Sunday will be the funeral ! haihs.. this is so saddening .. but there’s nothing we can do to help… mum and sis left home to Tangkak( where aunt and uncle stay) at 2 pm just now! estimating to reach at 4ish …

every-time when i am sad or down.. i will think of bf alot… bf, where are u ? can u come over and sayang me? can u please say it to me that u love me and care for me ? 

mummy lectured me again just now… ” u must eat okie? dun make me worry …”

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i’m watching this TVB drama- It is a story about this fat lady , how she finds it difficult to be accepted by the society, the difficulties a fat person suffers and etc etc..then another girl-super skinny yet she diets! she is super super skinny! she diet by just eating apples( that’s what i did also!) i really have to admit, in the society today - alot of people will lookdown and discriminate fat people! this is the truth !! that’s the reason why i am dieting!!!!!  i eat less, i bring dog out for a jog, but the problem is i hardly move around at home… so my bottom part of my body tend to be bigger … and my arms!i’m borned with big arms( so does mum and sisters also my relatives… those aunts and cousins also have big arms!!)   but i am lucky .. i have perfect legs! haha… but flabby lar.. due to lack of exercise… that’s why i’ve decided to excersice everyday ! if i got the courage and energy la!:)  but mummy is bad.. always asking me to eat!! argh!! i hate it!!  diet diet diet !! this is part of my life…

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a very good example- my lil’ cousin! and me too! i used to hate going to kindergarden when i was at the age of 6 ….. what happened? it was because mummy transfered me to a brand new kindergarden.. and this particular school is Mandarin base… and it is lousier class compare to my previous school.. mum was forced to send me there because i had to attend Mandarin primary and at that time i knew nothing but English… so i was transfered to that school… First day of school, i cried and cried… non stop.. teacher came carrying me.. sing song.. eat… but nothing interest me.. i still cry and cry… no choice… the class went on when me crying … i’m sure all my classmates hate me!! haha… mummy got tired after following me to school everyday..she gave up.. then she made my maid go to school with me… maid started sitting next to me in class.. but then .. this headmistress came into our class one day … she said :” no maids allowed in class” then i cry out loud again!! haihs… then headmistress carried me..trying to be nice! but ! hahaha i kicked her !! she also gave up… i ran out to get my maid… and i didnt want to go back to class… in the end.. maid sat outside the window.. then my eye will be watching at her i make sure my maid sits there.. but i think she bluffed me! she said:” when u see the umbrella, means i am here” hahah but i was innocent and dumb at that time ..i believed her lar! however, she should be there most of the time( because there’s no where for her to go around that area other than to the washroom!) this went on for about 3 months!! Geng leh? hahah i also respect myself for doing that! then some time in June, i fell and i broke my leg, i rested at home for about 3-4 weeks… i remembered i removed the cast on my birthday!! how sad?!?!?! worst still all my classmates had exam during that period!! then stupid teacher!!! argh!!! worst teacher ever!! she gave me ZERO instead of NOT AVAILABLE .. and that’s wat written on my report card!! and .. position in class is 26 out of 26 ….:( but whatever lar..stupid school! haha… but after the fall… i gradually got used to the school then i began to go to school normally again… haha… it was very very shameful indeed because until now.. whenever i see my ex-classmates… i just need to say .. “i’m the girl who cries non stop and had a mate with her in class” they’ll definitely recall me! hahah! also this lousy school, the class is too big for 1 teacher to handle… my fren fell when we were about to go out for a play …. he knocked his lips and nose… he bled alot alot! see?! the teachers there are not professional and they cannot even ensure child’s safety …:( that’s so terrible!! i will not send my kids there!( haha i hope the school close down by then … hehe…

and i used to think that i enjoy being around with kids.. but guess what?! i just realised that kids are not that adorable afterall … my cousin is the worst kid if ever seen in life! she’s is very fake.. she knows that her parents will follow acording to her wishes and demands once she cries! and she knows how to cheer the parents up ( simply by bringing glasses to dad when dad reads the paper, and says I LOVE U to ppl when she says goodbye.. she would ask ppl if they would miss her, then she’ll say i will also miss u or but i will miss u ..can i call u ? u can also call me… anytime! ) see? she’s good at sweet talking! today …she came back from school.. she went to take her bath .. then drank her milk.. while drinking her milk.. she decided to follow me out to buy dog food for my doggie… we went to the supermarket nearby. bought her choc bun and sweets( of course she promised to finish her work before she can eat those sweets) but when she reaches home!! argh!! 180degrees change!! she became so demanding( she demanded for this and that) and she wants a lot of attention from everyone.. whenever we fail to do whatever she requested, she’ll show angry face or cry or fight back…example- she wanted her sweets before she finish her work so we didnt give in … we kept the sweets and told her she’ll not get them if she fails to finish her work, guess wat she said?!?!? ” my papa got money! he buy (s) alot alot alot (of) sweets for me… got strawberry , purple(grape) , green( apple) “also she will spit saliva all over the place!! argh!!! kids like her are annoying!! reason is she’s so spoilt! all her parents and brother’s fault! example- she din want to go to school today- her bro will say “aiyah, no need to go lar” , when she refuses to do her homework,he’ll say ” koko do for u or no need to do la” then when she cries -she’ll say “i want my mummy and daddy..they love me.. ” and she calls her mum and dad’s handphone at least 5 times aday ..

honestly speaking… i think my aunt and uncle are too much.. my maid has to take care of both their kids and they only give my maid rm50 a month! my maid has to cook and shower and feed them… also, auntie wanted maid to tutor her son also !!!! can u believe it ??haihs…because of them, my mum cooks almost everyday( she has to go to market,and cook!.. she’ll at least boil soup or cook one dish … sometimes she’ll cook a feast! ad my uncle and auntie never even give my mum alittle money … and they make mobile phonecalls so many times aday ,… we have to pay also! and cousin calls for super long and for no reason she would call also … i am not money minded…also! she took my car without paying us!! moreover, my car was damaged by her! she got into a pretty serious accident ….. i just think they’re taking advantage on us .. but mum will say …”he is my only brother, i’ll help him as long as i can afford! ” haihs.. this is my mum lar.. she’ll help all her siblings…

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