Yes, I admit I’m old but what wrong with having a PSP ? hahah, today I went to Digital Mall, SS14 to check it out then this guy ( in his late twenties) served me … i happily pointed at the pink psp! haha .. then I asked him bout the features and price also asked bout Nintendo.. then the first question he asked me was “er, for how old? kids?” then i was pretty shy la!! come on!!! old people cannot play issit ??? is there an age limit ? hahaha…. no, I’m not mad i just find it funny!

Tell me, is it wrong to play games when u r at the age of 22 ??? well, i don’t look old, at gym the other day , a lady asked me which secondary school I’m from, then the trainer doesn’t believe me that i’ve graduated , also it happened once in Australia, this Singaporean ah pek( who was there for hols!) he asked me which secondary school am i from ? then i was like “hehe, uncle I’m old !” he:” oh I’m sorry , which college ?” I laughed !! and i replied :” uncle, I’m in uni , last year(4th year) !!” uncle:”wow, i thought u r 14!!! look at my girl(pointing at her) she is 16 but she looks like she’s 23 !!” thank god his daughter was far away!! if not she’ll be crying! hahaha …

Or maybe he just thinks that i wanted to buy it as a present ! ok ok… it is rm800 in all(2 gb memory card, they modify it so that i can play pirated games, and the machine itself) and i saw the pink one.. oh wells … i prefer either the black or the white one..

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See the difference? Black is cheaper as it comes with memory stick and image converter! i got this price list from www.sony.com . of course this can only play original games/softwares! haha… but this is quality assured and more expensive!!! I told mummy bout it just now.. she agreed! haha but she thinks that it is cheaper in Singapore ! u reckon? erm.. not sure!  I’ll get it from Digital Mall or Sungei Wang or Singapore(Sim Lim)  but I’ll get it! this will be my soul-mate when I’m alone in Singapore..

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I cannot imagine my life there… lock myself in my room … and do nothing ?? i don’t think I’ll cook , shopping - i would love to do so , but no $$ hehe.. what can i do? rot in my room lo!  hee.. or maybe get an Ogawa Massage chair in my room?can it fit into a HDB room? i doubt so!!! how how how?? hahah … no! I’ll bring along my Ogawa Magic belt! and I’ll join gym

I’ll probably stay around Queenstown/ Tiong Bharu … bf stays in Pasir Ris..far leh?! but he works somewhere in City hall … don’t think we’ll meet up … cos i would want to come home during weekends! unless he comes home with me!

and my friend just complaint about the MRT!! she said got Hum Sup Lou staring at her, then got smelly sweating old fat man and a sleepy aunty ( who laid her head on my friend’s shoulder!!) am i going to suffer too? I want a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but … haihs…. owning a car in Singapore is not like Malaysia i suppose. i still remember when i first visited bf in Singapore, he asked me if I’m alright to take MRT and cabs! hahaa… his daddy picked up us from the bus station, dropped us off at Tampines for lunch, and visit his uncle’s pawn shop ,then we took MRT to visit my dad’s shop in Simei hehe then bus back to his house… at night he drove (thank god) the following day, we took MRT to orchard again( well, i prefer sitting in the car than having to travel in public transport) hehe after shopping, his daddy picked us up … and went for dinner … so no more public transport! hahah the rest of the time, bf had the car to himself! i need to get use to the lifestyle there!! sigh…..

Marriage-ideal age? 

I was talking to a friend just now, she said her mum wants her to settle down in this 2 years( she is only turning 21 this April!!!!)  haha then i was thinking… is she trying to hint me that I should get married anytime soon?

Honestly, i don’t mind getting engage or even ROM, but wedding dinner- i don’t think i can afford, and also it cost alot to actually start up a family ! plus , i spend a lot.. i don’t think i can survive with my pay!! hehe that’s why I’m still a student(unemployed hehe) now! What’s the ideal age for marriage??? Pro and Cons of getting married at young age?

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I fell in love with this song - Melody !! by Rynn Lin Yu Zhong( a Malaysian, proud proud! keke) . there are two versions- one in Mandarin and one in Malay with the famous Malay singer-Sheila Majid!

His album will only be release tomorrow .. well, people like me, do u think I’ll go and buy his album ?? of course …. NO la… yes I’m mean .. such that the singer spent so much time and put in so much effort yet i download for free! what to do? this is Malaysia! a bit mean .. but .. I’m unemployed!!

Today , i went to the newsagent… wanted to buy a magazine costing me rm11.90 , i took it .. but i put it back ..:( because … it came to my mind that, rm 11.90 for a magazine and i just flip flip .. that’s it ! So i didn’t buy it.save $$$

oh did anyone read about the news where this Chinaman committed suicide because of Lau Tuck Wah( Andy Lau)??? this man is crazy!! he wrote a letter(12 pages long) before he jumped into the sea ( he used up all his money to travel to Hongkong from China just to jump into the sea, funny rite? i think he wants to scare Andy off), he blamed Andy as he claims that Andy didn’t spend enough time with his daughter during a meet up a week ago( but in reality , Andy spent 10 minutes with her!! got photo as evidence!! and many fans were there too!)  .Chinaman claimed that his daughter spent 13 years liking Andy and all she wanted was just to spend more time with Andy and also wanted Andy to be more concern.. but come on lar!! Andy is a singer!! if he has to spend 10 minutes with all his fans.. he will die lor!!! i personally think the father crazy la!! Andy , don’t worry ! this is not your fault at all!! :)  in his 12 pages letter, he blamed Andy saying that it is Andy that led him to his suicide and he wants Andy to visit his daughter after his death! haha if I’m Andy i personally don’t think i would want to visit this crazy family .. but … since they so poor thing.. haihs dad gone, and mum is sick plus the daughter is also mentally retarded, i suppose Andy will pay her a visit ! Also, hahah singer ma , must also pretend to be nice right?? but I’ll be scared to visit this scary family!! check out their pictures! the mummy looks scary to me!!! enough!

remember i mentioned that i might move to Tropicana?

this is the house … nice ? i don’t know … but we’re considering other houses as well also looking at land  so that we can build it ourselves (www.indesignbuild.com) . but i really do not want to move to Klang or Kota Kemuning , i do not wish to live with those busy traffics everyday!! this morning, i took 45 minutes to come home from Kota Damansara.. i normally take 8 minutes( without traffic) , if the traffic is busy , i might take up to 15 minutes! but today 45 minutes!! argh!! why ? not because the route i use got accident or something.. it was because there was a little accident somewhere then everyone slows down to Kehpoh(busybody) so.. the traffic affected LDP and NKVE Damansara Toll … my radio was on . hehe then DHL phone ranger was telling people not to slow down to watch! as there’s nothing to watch please keep moving! eheh i love those traffic and weather report!! it saves me lotsa trouble!!  it was also good .. cos while driving.. they played “melody” hehe.. happy happy !!

aiyak, dear Sheena got me wrong la!! not that i don’t want to see bf la.. just that … i have something on during Easter!! I’m DYING to see my hunz le!!  yes i’m missing him again.. if he doesn’t call tonight.. haha I’LL CALL instead! cos .. i’m DYING to talk to him …:) I respect Ms.Sheena,she’s also having a long distance relationship with her handsome bf …they hardly talk on the phone, she emails him but if he is in his mood then he will reply but of course he reads them all , if she’s lucky to see him on MSN then they would chat! i think if I’m her, I’ll die .. I’ll bug bf to death also .. i talk to bf about 3 times a week ( minimum twice) .. that’s my minimum already … anything less than that i would cry ! hahaha  Big baby always cries.. so poorthing

WHY do i blog ? to keep people updated ? or just my personal diary ? this is the question during a morning radio program … wells, i only have 2 friends who know about this blog … bf doesn’t know family don’t know … i treat this as my personal diary .. everything said here is deep from my heart! no salt and pepper added!!  but honestly speaking, i would reveal this blog to bf one day .. maybe when our relationship is more stable or something .. agree? or should i keep it to myself ? haha .. in any case, even if i tell him bout this, i do not think he’ll remember!! he can’t be bothered to read my noisy yet useless blogs la!

hee.. i got another 15 minutes to go before i gotta leave home to pick sister up again .. haihs .. my life is so boring! i need a new speaker!! but I’m too lazy to get it … ex-bf just came online .. aiya.. not my problem also .. but i think my situation with ex-bf is better than M &A … i think they still need some time for each other especially for A! he has put in so much time and effort and $$ of course ! hhaha.. he needs some time la.. but he’ll be fine! hehe a cute cheerful guy like him, will get a good and suitable girl very soon!! I’ll pray for him!! hehe.. because.. he is bf’s good friend mar… means I’ll hang out with his gf pretty often( that’s also how i got closer to M) that’s why i hope she is an easy going and nice girl !!

how long should i be in Spore ?? when my approval of student pass comes.. i’ll need to travel down… i think i’ll go on Wednesday whole day will try to get my pass ready also body check ups , if cannot get it done, i’ll continue on Thursday , then shopping spree begins!! let’s say Thurs noon till Fri evening.. then send sister off .. then meet bf … and i’ll leave on Sunday !! opps .. do I need to look for accommodation or will daddy settle it for me ? dunno la!

Then i was thinking also, my class will start on July the 2nd .. and my one year anni is on the 24th of June! haha .. should bf come down to my place?? or am i suppose to be there to get ready for class already ? we’ll see how it goes as long as i can be with bf … i’ll be happy !!!

Alamak.. how come this post is like a MIXED ROJAK?? there’s everything in it… Music, house,traffic,Sheena,Bf,Anniversary ,future etc etc … how to categorize?? haha solution - Uncategorized!  times up! got to go now!

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Dear bf,

i cannot sleep.. it is only 2.32 am , it is going to rain outside! Just feel like writing something to you as i’m missing u … silly Korean drama with all the kissing, hugging and love love scenes! i can’t stop myself from thinking about u , when i was at the gym just now, no no kickboxing lesson, this guy his name is Lim , he was playing with me, wanted to kacau(disturb) me la cos he was sweaty and smelly , yet wanted to hug me, it reminded me of you.. i wish u could be here with me.. to hug me and sayang(love) me!

the last time i saw you was 19th of Nov.. it’s been quite some time already ! well, i could have traveled to your place but i didn’t as i took this as a challenge for myself , i want to see how long can we last also because you just started work , i do not want to disturb u . and , i need to send sister to school everyday .Darling, I think i’ve figured out what i want in life…

firstly, of course I’ll TRY to get my masters, i cannot promise that I’ll make it but at lease i’ll try after I grad, I’ll look for a job , whether issit in Singapore or Malaysia… erm … i would say the reason of me working in Singapore would be U please do not tell me i gotta think for myself, i know… yes dear, i know.. working in Sg is definitely better than to work in Msia , but i gotta think bout my living expenses and stuff la… So, I’ll see how it goes lo…

Maybe older sis and her bf will be there by then already .. he wants to get Sg PR, and of course sister will follow lo.. hehe ah hai said he would marry sis in 2009 .. dunno true arnot if sis is there, then i guess chance of staying in Sg will be higher, and of course it depends if Bf wants me there, I’ll stay there if Bf wants me to do so but it is still too early to say anything i guess …So, if u want me there, let me know okie?
So,You’ve started working for more than a month, so do u have any plans for your future?

Oh , i don’t think it is the right time for u to travel to KL during Easter .Sorry darling

I’ll see u in Apr/May ….bf, can we not be separated anymore? I don’t want to be far far away from u again! after these few months, i think i really want to be with u everyday where ever i go , i’ll think bout u .. wondering how r u doing, if u r thinking of me etc etc…. i regretted , why didn’t i spend more time with u at bruce haihs… or even fenner… silly me! too late to regret! i’m just hoping that we can see each other more often, no no not the quantity of time spend together but more like the quality of time! if i get to rent a unit to myself then u sleep over during weekends (if u r not busy ) ok ?? I’ll learn from my mistake! i must treasure our time together !! Okay Okay ??

oh … u know when i was at the gym just now, stupid blackie.. iyer.. he saw me only then he come and touch(well it started from shaking my hand then he hold and dowan to let go) my hand! haah then i faster run la.. i run to the locker to keep my stuff then when i come out, i faster run, wanna avoid him but he shouted my name… he asked me , how am i , how’ s my day , how’s my family , How’s studies, How’s this how’s that.. sigh.. but i don’t care la! maybe he was just bring nice

i know u r busy u dun need to reply .. hehe we can talk bout this sometime when u call ok? but regardless of how busy u r ,can u please reply my smses- just say u r busy … cos when u dun reply, I’ll be worried, wondering if anything had happened to u .. okay dear?

Darling, I love you!!

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i wrote this email this morning, but i haven’t send it out..because… i don’t know!

I miss him alot!!! but … i do not want to make him feel like i cannot live without him hehe.. he wants lotsa freedom, ok … off you go! I’ll keep this email to myself and share with my blogmates.. that’s it !! I’ll only tell him when it is the right time maybe over the phone ?

Shall i pray to God, i hope that he would call me tonight ? Please please call me … will miracle happen once more??? ( last time when i complaint to a friend that i want bf to call , then he really called that particular night!!)

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Wow, I can’t believe it that I actually went for a kickboxing lesson!!

I went there wanted to just jog and row the boat but the black trainer was there!!! haihs he started by first shaking my hands, then asked me how am i , how’s my day, how’s my family, how’s everything!! iyer.. then he suggested me to join the kick boxing lesson! so off i went!
He is an angmo looking trainer! haha.. his name is ??? i don’t know … Alex or something! hahah …but not handsome la! So i don’t care! My bf is still the best!!

Lim and Wong were there as well as Rachel(my new found gym mate) and this lil’ boy who is only 11 years old… we did warm ups for very long, also practice some punches and kicks! Later on , i was paired up with Rachel, wow she is strong!! trust me she is!!! because I’m suppose to be the defender when she kicks.. alamak… i felt the pain on my when she kicks me!! until my master trainer came.. he was like “Alex(i think that’s his name) , change partner!! Rachel is killing her!!” but Alex said we were alright , so we went on , at a point, i hurt my wrist abit! because the strength she kicks la! but just slight pain … I’m alright! the kicks and punches went on till about 7.45 pm …

Came back .. all tired!! not just because of the kickboxing! but also cos i’ve did quite a lot of house chores in the afternoon!! I cleaned up my room ( yes again!!) please, it is not that i’ve left my room untidy since my last post when i said i was cleaning up, my maid cleans it everyday!! just that i do my own extra cleanings once in awhile! I cleaned the shelves, wall, bed, cupboard, washroom, aircond (haha i removed the dust screen,washed and dry them) … i climbed up and down … moved left and right! hehe just like a cleaning lady!!

then then then i showed my doggie!! scrub scrub him … but he is a good boy .. he stood there … didn’t move at all, cos the weather was hot hot hot so when i shower him , he super happy la! cooking ma!

my list goes on and on … i helped my maid to cook soup! TomYam Soup!! I’m a professional now!! aha

Recipe : 10 pcs Lime Leaves, 3 stalks Serai , 3 Lime,10 Chili Padi, 1 Tomato,1 Onion, 1 Ginger, 10 Prawn, whole Chicken drumstick, Squid, 5 stalks Coriander, Fish Sauce, 1 tbsp Sugar,dash o MSG, 5 tbspTomyam Paste, 1 can Straw Mushrooms, 1.2 litres of water

1. Boil 1.2 litres of water with Lime leaves,Serai,Ginger,chicken bone ,Prawn Shells, chili, Coriander for half an hour
2. Drain it, just keep the soup
3. Bring chicken, Prawns, squid to boil and keep it aside
4. As for the soup, Add in fish sauce,sugar,MSG,tomyam paste, tomato, and Mushrooms . finally add in the chicken,prawns and squid.
5. Serve hot (may add extra coriander to increase the flavor)

DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!taaa daaaa…. sister had 3 bowls of soup!! Mum and older sister had Tomyam Meehoon! sounds good??? hahah! mum said it is better than Secret Recipe’s Tom Yum Gong! ahaha.. Sister said “good! I can drink this EVERYDAY”

Hey .. I hate “Princess hours” la!! stupid!! all the kissing scene! making me jealous !!! not only kissing, also the hugging, loving scene!! … i miss my dearie!!! i want him to hug hug me and sayang me … Also during kick boxing, Lim came to kacau me … he wanted to hug me .. cos his hands were smelly after using the gloves ! and he was all sweaty!! then it strike my mind- how nice if Lim is my bf ( not that i want him to be my bf, i was hoping that bf could be here with me to hug and hold me) then we can have fun working out! hehe ,aiks.. kissing again! this Korean Prince Shin, kiss and kiss and kiss non stop!! argh!! kill him!!!! no more kissing in public( it is prohibited in Malaysia! hahaha )

Love love my bf .. muacks!!

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Hey … can anyone please be nice to teach me how to place a Comment box on my website??

i’ve signed up a cbox but when i followed their instructions, it failed to show up!!

sorry I’m a computer idiot!! can some one please give me a helping hand?? thanks alot!!!!

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Happy Birthday Miss Sheena!!

I shall not be mean to reveal her age! but anyways, may all your dreams and wishes come true!! faster finish your master’s course and be together with your bf!!

wells, this happened last night! it was pretty shy !!! it was a MSN conversation . it was like 11.30 pm in Australia already, suddenly i saw Simon and Sheena come online using webmessenger, then i thought they must either be doing work or playing in the computer lab! then…

Simon : hi

Me: hello, how come u and Sheena come online at the same time? what’s happening tonight?

Simon: you don’t know ?

Me: no, don’t know, i don’t have friend’s birthday tomorrow!

Simon: you sure?

(opss then i think think think , think so hard, no ma, no reminder on my hp or friendster, means no friend’s birthday lor… oh no! Sheena’s birthday!! aiks. she doesn’t have friendster mar!!!)

Me: oh no!! Simon !! why didn’t u remind me?????? alamak!! Don’t tell her i forgot!!

Simon: too bad, she saw everything already !

Me: haha, aiyak, not 12 yet mar!! my acting good leh ? hahaha i purposely !

Simon: wells. Yue Miao Yue Hei ( no point explaining, it’ll make things worse)

Me: okay !! u wish her for me yah! later sing song then u shout loud loud ! happy birthday to u from (my name) and (bf’s name)!! okie ??

Simon : tomorrow only sing song lar!!

hehe.. shy leh ?? actually there are more parts lar.. i can’t remember the details.. but it was something like that!! maybe i should start saving my msn conversation’s history !!

But don’t worry Sheena, I’ve saved your number in my hp!! unless i change or lose my hp(choi!!) or else i’ll always remember your birthday !!

Hugs…

Here’s a present for u !!

Hahah.. yes a Hamburger looking cake!! it is a real cake!! Why Hamburger? i was thinking of a PIG designed cake since u love pigs and born in the year of a PIG, but then …. cannot!! Islam country hard to get lar! (sorry! haha) then i saw this hamburger Cake!

yes! this is the cake for Ms Sheena!WHy ? cos she is a vegetarian mar!! she can never eat meat/beef patties!!! so, this is her chance!! She can makan the whole slice of “patties” plus it comes with her favorite Fries!!! haha fries comes with tomato sauce!! remember yah ? tomato sauce cost you 30cents at least!! hahaha treasure the tomato sauce!! i hope you will like this virtual birthday cake! all the way from Malaysia

Once again … Happy birthday from Me and my bf

If you want a Birthday song.. here you go!

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

 Happy birthday to SHEENA,

Happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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argh . remember i’ve blogged about this shop pretty long ago?? i promised that I’ll not go back anymore??

but haihs… the wireless router blew off again today!! and … since it is still under the 3 months warranty , i went back to the shop, but once again they say .. they’ll need to send it back to check!! okay .. then it’ll take another 3-4 weeks again!! :(  anyways, haha remember the lady ?? the boss… haha she’s not in!! hooray ! cos i went at about 11 am .. she’s probably still sleeping! hahaa..  everything was good… service abit slow ( i was the only customer there with 3 workers, then came a couple to buy printer’s cartridge, but it took them ages to issue me the invoice for my  “spoilt” router , and also took like 15- 20 minutes just to set up my new router”  yes!! new router!! i bought another router!! costing me RM180 … what to do? 4 months before i could get back my router, means I’ll fight with sisters again! so .. okie … i bought it! why did i buy from them again? ahha cos the lady is not there, and the other workers were good lar..slow but at lease helpful and Nice!!! if the lady is there! confirm i won’t buy from them !!!

another problem arose! now , I’m trying to settle it on my own , i hope I’m capable! and can successfully solve the problem! speaker problem!! when i unplug the  speaker from my laptop, my laptop’s speaker is perfectly fine!! but .. when i plug in the external speaker, no sound at all but there’s current for the speaker as there’s this yellow light indicating that there’s power supply haihs.. now i’m downloading new software from www.toshiba.com haha .. hopefully it works!

then i went to gym straight… jog and run for 20 minutes then row boat for 10 minutes, then back, shoulder,chest,arms, tummy, leg exercises… all la!! today , this lady trainer trained me.. alamak.. she’s so strict!! she made me carry 2 kgs X 2 , 3kgs X 1 dumbells and all other weight lifting exercises are tougher than normal(heavier, and the amount i’m suppose to do is MORE!!!) but… i want to be fit ma.. so i tahan tahan! mission completed!!! happy but i do not know if i still can go tomorrow !! because she pushed me too far today !!hopefully i still got the strength and energy to drag my lazy legs there!!

FIT and SEXY girl is coming on her way!! Beware!! ( haha not shy huh?)

hooray !! and i talked to daddy this morning, i asked him if we’re really going to China for holidays! he said YES!! sometime in MID May!! hooray, China here I come again !!! i’m not a big China fan but i need to go for holidays!!

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Can you believe it that i’ve been running to the washroom at least 5 times aday for the past 4 days??

i’ve tried taking the traditional medicine(Feng Sha Yuen) but.. doesn’t work.. i took Diarrhoe Medicine… doesn’t work … then i gave up.. haha .. i can’t be bothered!! all i do is just to tahan tahan…. I’ll be fine soon i suppose… Don’t tell me I’ll live with tummy ache for the rest of my life? cannot be la!! Don’t scare me please! haha …okay enough !! Don’t want to talk bout that anymore! maybe I’ll need to run again ? choi!! no no! haha

Yesterday was pretty boring.. didn’t do much other than following my drama.. it is getting more and more interesting!! trust me! the drama is good!!! but it requires a lot of attention la!! cannot miss even a minute cos u’ll be lost!!

Didn’t go to the gym because it was my rest day! my body needs to rest !! i went to the gym 6 days last week and the one day i left out cos i couldn’t get a parking remember? yeah but i worked out at home! haha so it was a 7 days work-out week!

But i went to buy Augustus’ food and some groceries with sister and cousin( she tagged along but behaved well, i told her she can only buy ONE item , she agreed .. haha she was choosing from Ice cream, Yogurt or sweets, she finally chose Yogurt! she ate it immediately when we reach home, then did her homework, very good girl indeed! well done!!) haha just for a half an hour grocery shop, i spent rm 150 ++ ( cos sis bought her Enercal milk powder$46+ , milo -$20+and dog food-$60+ )  see?gone rm150, but of course i didn’t pay cash la, i don’t have cash !!

hehe something disgusting!! haha when i woke up this morning.. i felt that my pillow was wet! hahaah.. it must be my saliva! yucks!! means i had a good night sleep? alamak.. how to sleep with bf/hubby in future? he’ll see me and my saliva.. or maybe if i sleep on his chest.. he’ll be wet when we wake up the next morning? yucks! hahah i think must place tissue or handkerchief on his chest :)  I should have took a picture or my pillow , the saliva mark was like 50cents coin( Malaysia coin la.. haha ) ok ok… Geli leh? hahaha i shall stop!! shall not tell ppl bout my disgusting stuff!! hehe…. well, at least i don’t fart or something?!?!?!

my sister’s bf and his sister fart like nobody’s business!!!! and can u imagine she is a pretty 23 years old model!!! and she farts everywhere she goes?!?!?!? and she claims that she farts silently .. but still it stinks right??? hahaha and you know what she does after she farts? she said she pretend to look at  others with the funny look .. hahah push the blame to others!! haihs… terrible right? haha cos i think no one will believe a pretty young lady would fart in the public! hahah

why am i so disgusting today ? not my fault la!! time for breakfast!! apple? or yogurt?? I’ll go for yogurt i think!!

oh … i saw one nice top from g2000!! i’m getting it! i don’t care!! hahah .. also.. i am going to get this jacket!! i need long sleeves clothings to cover my big big arms!!!

can some one please tell me ! issit true that after working out, boobies will be bigger????? i really think my grew! hahaha … well, it is still cup A lar of course, but i just feel BIGGER! hahahaha not good! i don’t like it big!! i want to be small and petite!! cute ma!

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this bf of mine is sweet today!but before being sweet i was mad at him.. i was down and sad after watching my drama.. as i became dramatic myself, then i sms-ed him ok no reply then i called him .. he didn’t pick up also! hehe then less than 5 minutes later, he came online! i ignored him! angry ma! haha then he apologized and explained la- he was fixing his HDD( haha what is HDD?? i went to check from www.dictionary.com haha HDD=Hard Disk Drive) that’s why he didn’t pick up my call , he has been trying to fix it since morning, a bit frust when i call … hehe then he said he has 3 external HDD- this was our conversation

me :” why do u have 3? do u need all 3? for what ar? does that mean you got a huge collection of naughty naughty things??”

him:” aiyoh, if u want then u tell me la, i can transfer them to u , don’t have to be shy or hide it”

me( speechless but still i wanna win ma!):”haiyah, i can never fight with you , I’ll always lose, ya la, I’m DYING to watch”

him:” then easy la, you just change your nick sure people will share those files with u “

me:” change nick to what leh?”

him :” i want porns, can anyone share?”

me :” look at my nick now, good leh?” (i changed my nick to “*his name* wants porns, people please share with him “)

then he changed his nick to “OMG, my gf wants to watch porns!”

me:”wei, stupid!! change it la!!”

then he changed to “oh wells…”

me changed once more to ” who is *his name*’s gf??” hahaha

cute huh? yeah then later he said he wanna visit me in April but I’m afraid that i might need to go back to hometown … will confirm again with him ..

I have no doubts on bf’s feelings anymore! He doesn’t show and express himself well,but i know deep inside his heart! I’m his one and only gf! silly silly baby who cannot take care of herself!! Also a cry baby! Nobody can replace any of each in our eyes! he is mine and I’m his!! 3rd, 4thor 5th parties please go far far away!!

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before talking to him, i was too lazy to go to the gym, but after the”fun” time with him - i was motivated and energized again.. went to the gym but only run 25 minutes and row the boat for 10 minutes( burnt 380 calories only)

since bf is coming , i need to work out intensively!! i told my gym master trainer! he said no problem, he’ll help me! so i have to go again tomorrow!!

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i was bored so i was checking out my friends’ blogs… i found out that both of them were talking about love life! one officially announced her breaking up with bf, and sorry and thanks to bf and bla bla bla , the other friend wrote the email to thank her parents for being there for her also pray that she would get her real love soon and never be hurt anymore! another friend who is back in Spore , suppose to be looking for a suitable job at the moment was complaining over her family, brother, friends, job searching ,life etc etc..

what is life? everyone regardless of where you are , u’ll have your own problems to be solved!! life is full of challenges !! Do not give up easily, bf is not everything!! We,girls can live without Men maybe even better off without them!! I’m just saying! haha i know myself very well, i love the bf .. can’t leave without him

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haihs!!!

told ya?! i hate and love love stories??

i really hate it when there’s a love triangle and one party will be hurt badly .. and normally the person who is hurt is the only kind and nice one among the three…

yesterday, i was watching Astro,Aec.. they had this talk show to discuss about gender! ex-bf strike my mind straight away … well, frankly i do not love him as a bf anymore, i love him as a friend, i want him to do well, i want his family and friends to accept him , i want him to be good …because i know after he announce to the world that he is a gay, he’ll lose alot of friends.. i think he will also avoid some friends who don’t understand him as a gay. Even when he first told me bout it, it took me quite some time before i could accept the fact!

I wonder how come this will happen to me? is it my fault ? is he born like that? or influence by the society? how is his family going to accept him? how our friends going to accept him?

Honestly speaking, this will always be in my heart… i always tell my friends that i’ve fully recovered.. but ones.. i cried in front of bf… he didn’t say a word.. we walk in the rain.. his right hand hold me tightly while the other hand to carry an umbrella. he then gave me a big big hug … no words needed to be said… this happened after my counseling session… counselor dug out all the past memories that i’ve been burying in my heart… it was a pain … can u imagine a guy who used to kiss u , kiss another guy at the same time? when he says he love me, he said he loves the guy too!! when he buys present, he buys double, one for me and one for him … well, those things haunted me for months.. i would say up to a year.

but after the appearance of bf(who was still a friend at that time) we talked alot discussed alot about EVERYTHING! there’s no secrets.. i can tell him everything about myself including the gay ex-bf part.. then we got together.. i can feel his love, totally different as compared to ex-bf … but one thing i do not understand.. bf doesn’t kiss me till this point of time.. issit because I’m making him a gay too ???? well, it is hard to say because we’ve been apart for about 4 months already .. but when we were together for 5 months, he didn’t kiss me too…Am i making him a gay???????????? i thought the guy will get high when the girl he likes hugs or kisses him.. but why bf didn’t show any interest ? he’ll just hug me … smell my hair! argh! yet he’ll say my hair is ticklish!

please tell me…. is bf loving me?? if i were to die tomorrow, this is what i would like to find out and i want him to tell me the truth..face-to-face or at least i wanna hear it from him personally …

i just smsed the bf.. but no reply again… what does this mean? Bf is leaving me …… i hope not!

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Palace ,Goong, Princess Hours

Imagine being a happy-go-lucky high school student and finding out one day that your commoner grandfather and the King of the country had made a pact that you would marry the Crown Prince. This is Chae-kyung’s predicament as she is quickly thrust into a royal marriage to a complete stranger. (Oh, and did I mention that Korea is a country that doesn’t even have a monarchy in the real world?). For some, it’s a true alternate reality Cinderella story, but for Chae-kyung, her Prince, named Shin, turns out to be mean and selfish with little intent of breaking up with his previous girlfriend and every intention of divorcing her in a couple years.

But the bubbly and good natured Chae-kyung finds solace in the Crown Prince’s cousin, Prince Yool. He is the true Prince Charming, a kind and understanding soul who quickly falls in love with her (his cousin-in-law). Complicating the situation is the fact that prince Yool used to be the Crown Prince and she was originally betrothed to him. And as it turns out, the parents of the Princes have a complicated past and love triangles all their own.

Sound like a soap opera? Well, obviously it is. And a good one. Chae-kyung must navigate the difficult worlds of the palace and high school and marriage. The mixture of three situations that are difficult enough on their own creates all kinds of interesting difficulties for our girl next door.

Yoon Eun-hye (second from right) is perfectly charming as Chae-kyung. She is the most delightful part of the show — goofy and cute without ever being too annoying. She cries a lot but never comes off as weak. The performance really brings a lot to a character that’s hard to dislike and easy to care for. Joo Ji-hoon (far left) is also great as Shin, the troubled monarch to be (he does great even though he’s almost always dressed in questionable pink frocks). At first Shin seems somewhat one dimensional, but over time his complexities and insecurities come to the fore and are portrayed very effectively. Former boy band idol Kim Jung-hoon (far right) debuts well here, portraying the complicated and tortured character Yool. Along with the three leads are a great cast of supporting characters. Particularly of note are Chae-kyung’s bumpkin family and her wacky trio of friends — the characters that add the greatest comic effect to the show.

And the show balances the comedy and the drama very well. It never gets too sad or too silly for too long. A scene where the elders try to get Crown Prince Shin and Chae-kyung to consummate their marriage had me practically rolling on the floor in laughter, while a simple shot of Chae-kyung waiting by the phone and never receiving a call from her absent husband required a box of tissues. The show is full of tender moments, and really works best when it focuses on the love triangle of the younger characters, and tends to lose steam when a lot of attention is paid to the Elders.

Prince Shin does eventually begin to warm to Chae-kyung’s utter adorableness, and a love triangle full of joy and pain plays out over the show’s 24 episodes (It was originally slated for 20, but the show became so popular that they extended it for 4 more episodes of misunderstandings and tears). In fact, the extra 4 episodes might be a bit too much, because it does seem like there’s maybe one misunderstanding too many by the end. As for the end, it’s a bit strange and not the most satisfying I’ve seen, but it certainly gets the job done, and in no way should be a deterrent from watching the rest of this truly enjoyable show.

But right up to the last couple episodes, I didn’t know which guy to root for. Sometimes I wanted her to end up with Shin, and sometimes with Yool. And it’s not only a question of who will get the girl, there’s also a question of which Prince will become the next ruler. Because as the Princes struggle for Chae-kyung’s affection, their mothers connive to grasp the throne for them. Once again, the court politics mixed in with high school politics add a great twist to this drama.

A lot of the success of the show is credited to the top notch production values. The three main characters wear an array of designer outfits, and seem to be in a different one every time they appear on screen. The crown prince and princess’ quarters are stunningly beautiful. The production was denied when they asked to shoot in a real castle, but it’s all for the best, because what was created was perfect for the series.

The show’s surprise success in Korea (which shouldn’t have been surprising, due to how great it looked and how good the main trio of actors are) has caused it to be dubbed the next big thing in the Korean wave. There are high hopes that the show will catch on in other Asian countries. Even Variety has called it the “future of Korea’s TV drama industry”. And it could easily gain a following as loyal as Dae Jang Geum or Winter Sonata. (Review by Alison Veneto)

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Why i love and hate at the same time ?!??!!?

i love watching love love dramas but … i hate it when they break up or something bad happens..then i’ll cry cry cry … also I’ll relate the story to myself! then I’ll begin to think of nonsense.. Eg: what if this happens to me and bf ? how come my bf is not as sweet? how come this how come that??

Seriously, then it’ll affect my mood the whole day !!! i will sit in my corner then think think think and cry cry cry … I’m too emotional but i guess I’m born with it … at least when i heard about this friend who broke up recently i didn’t cry.. i used to cry when i hear my close friends break up or their relatives pass away … but the last time i cried was for M and her bf … well, not too long ago .. hahah

so now.. I’m thinking again .. how come bf is not as sweet as the Prince Yool in Princess Hours ? and how come bf is not sacrificing as much for me? does that mean he doesn’t like me? or sick of me already? how come my love life is not as romantic? aiks.. this is bad!! (mind me, I’m only at episode 11)

also, i felt sad for Prince Yool, he loves Chae-kyung but cannot be with her , and he was suppose to be her hubby but due to the death of his father, he then left the palace with his mum to UK … how sad… regardless of how much he loves her, she is already his cousin-in-law.. i teared when i watched that part!! hehe …

Good News! a friend who broke up last week got back together!! not so close to them but I’m happy for them la! hehe …

Hahah… I’m crazy over this Korean drama now..:) 宫野蛮王妃(Goong- Princess Hours)

This is not a very new Drama but i’ve bought it pretty long ago, maybe weeks before CNY, but i was too lazy to watch it! haha… since i’m so free now, i started watching it again … (i started a bit , then i abandoned it)

I thought it was boring but now, it is pretty funny i would say … I’m at episode 7 only.. more to come!

as for TVB series, i’ve recently watched 东方之珠 and 赌场风云(mum watches so i watch a little here and there, i’ve watched it long time ago! )

I would say the Casino show(赌场风云) is better as compared to DongFangZhiZhu(东方之珠) , that’s my personal opinion. I need more HK dramas!!! I don’t fancy Taiwanese Drama anymore as they’re all about LOVE!! and those actors and actresses are all new people, some cannot even act well !!

Where do people normally download the shows from? i don’t download! aha i buy them !!

Well, Gong’s love stories are so cute!reminds me so much of darling… Bf, i miss u! i remember how we squeezed on a single bed ! but once only ! haah .. other times, we have at least a queen sized bed! I love King sized bed … haihs … give me my bf now!! hehe , how i will always wake up early , shower then wake the big baby up… then he’ll make lotsa noise… hehe then gotta massage him to wake him up.. this boy will take his own sweet time lay on the bed… until i force him to shower and wash up:) sounds like a king right? yeah i think so… cos .. no1 will massage me , sayang me , wake me up … i gotta do everything all by myself!! i guess he is used to being pampered by his family ? or he simply wants to bully me!! hehe … talking about massage.. we also had fun massaging each other , i gotta use all my strength to massage him, but he simply use his thumb .. and I’ll yell for help already! but still i enjoy it simply because he is doing it ! then I’ll send him to bus stop then he’ll go home and vise-versa la…

ohh… he still owes me an fried egg!!!!!!!!! he’ll need to cook it for me when i go to Spore!haha it was our very very first challenge for each other, he was suppose to learn how to fry an egg while i gotta learn how to cook fried rice! he is satisfied with my fried rice! but i’ve yet to try his fried egg!

well, i miss those times where we spend together! simple and sweet… hehe also to my fav Jap restaurant in Canberra- Iori! Salmon hotpot , crab club! yumm yumm!! i don’t think i’ll get to try them again as i doubt I’ll go back to Canberra! well, i love that shop because- that’s where bf and I had our first dinner together before pak toring and where we celebrated out first month anniversary ….

eh eh .. i thought i was blogging about dramas?? how come it went to Bf ?!?!? stop dreaming! bf is far far away from me.. i have couple of months before i can see him again … 2 more months!

yesterday when i was at the Gym, my trainer motivated me by saying this “girl, work harder,yes keep it up,correct, go on! you’ll amaze your bf with your fit body! quick !! you can do it! ” very supportive huh? Master trainer on the other hand always holds my hand and praise me nice , pretty and stuff( yes i know he is joking) yet yesterday he said ” i am very proud of you and would be very happy to have a daughter like you , we must keep in touch okay? ” he is nice la.. like an uncle to me

I almost forget something! 24th of March is bf and i’s 9th month anniversary!! yeah time flies.. i still remember clearly how he told me that he finds it comfy and nice talking to me, then he touched my hair… so the very first time and also those “honeymoon” period where he was ultra sweet and concern i hope that we can always be in that “honeymoon” period… yes gotta admit that i think as the relationship gets stable and over time, the sparks will reduce drastically … just pray and hope that out love will spark again … because i do not want a dull boring relationship … yes i want a stable but happy and enjoyable relationship … I LOVE YOU!!

i was a but disappointed when he didn’t reply my sms(i wished him happy 9th months anni) …:( i thought like how come guys are all like that.. when they are going after u , they’ll put in lotsa effort to make u smile.. after that, everything will be gone! Bf, please do not be like other guys okie? you must always love me … make me happy okie ??

oh please… like as if he’ll read this ?!?! hahah , stop dreaming!! he will NEVER read this!!

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Hair

what am i doing now? HAIR MASK! yes.. hair mask..well, i bought a cheap hair mask- can’t remember the price but i guess it show be pretty cheap- Sunsilk hair mask( pink in color) . according to the instructions, should use it as often as possible, and just leave it on for 15 minutes after shampoo-ing, it should show differences within 3 days! i gotta admit that it if pretty effective! after silly Garnier Hair Dye, my hair was dry and it gets tangled at the end, that’s the reason why i’m so hardworking to do hair-mask everyday !! Loreal hair dye is better!!

I do not have a favorite brand for Shampoo and Conditioner! but i change them once in awhile haha more like I’ll choose from this range Dove, Sunsilk, Loreal , Pantene(but not anymore!!). depends on the price la! hahah … currently, I’m using Sunsilk (orange) shampoo and Sunsilk (pink) conditioner.. i think they are good and CHEAP!! hehe

Face

for my face, i just wash with bar soap (recommended by my doctor) then suppose to apply toner and moisturizer! haha… i’m too lazy ! i think i should stat using them again!! if not they’ll spoil i think i’ve stopped using since CNY ! hahah - PCA facial soap bar, Eriderm toner, PCA mosturizer ( all from Dr)

Scrub - Ginvera MarvelGel - ah mah brand but GOOD!! clears the blackheads and dead skin

Make up products

i have different brands.. from expensive to cheap! haha … i use cheap eye shadow,lip gloss and mascara, i use slightly more expensive face powder, foundation ,concealer and lips stick . cheap one are SkinFood, Maybeline and Loreal while expensive ones are Stilla, Dior ,Clinique and Benefit

Ears

haha.. I’m a funny person I know… haha when it comes to cotton buds.. haha I simply love this particular brand -Premier, any other cheap ones, i still use but i wont be happy using them! haha.. and i can feel the differences! well,i’m fine with J & J’s cotton buds too

Body

on top of that, i scrub my body everyday!! then i apply cream… haha i guess I’m just too free… but …

now I’m doing my body massage- Ogawa Magic Belt( i think this is the name of the thing- similar to Osim’s Uzap) haha but of course i’m a big big Ogawa Fan!! Ogawa Smart-10 Massage chair, Ogawa Eye Massager, Ogawa Foot Massager, Ogawa Hand Massager, Ogawa Perfect Eight(for slimming/toning) what-else.. can’t remember.. but I’M AN OGAWA fan!! ask me bout it! heheh

i use Jurlique hand Lotion(rose) , J & J Milk Bath and J & J baby lotion also J& J baby powder( pink in color hehe) but currently, i’m using celebrity’s choice’s body lotion … for firming and toning purposes, St-Ives’ body mousse ( issit called mousse? not sure) but that one is good!!

can’t remember the brand of my foot scrub! haha it is the same brand as my body scrub !! .. the bottle is transparent… body scrub is pink in color and foot scrub is greenish blueish! hahah

Perfume

I have a series of them… tonnes - Isemiyaki, Gucci, Kenzo( both flower and leave), Polo Ralph, BeDelicious, Dior Addict, Dior (the gold bottle- don’t ask me its name!), erm … a few more but can’t remember their name already haha.. yes I’m forgetful!!

Toothpaste

let me see, whatelse ?! erm .. i’m a Darlie toothpaste fan too.. i’ll always choose Darlie over any other brands, don’t ask me why ! hehe … and i’m very particular when it comes to squeezing the toothpaste!! i must make sure i squeeze from the back of the tube … and I’ll hold the ends up and staple them… so that the tube is still fat in front just that it gets shorter! haha sister scolds me for that!!OCD!!

i clean my tongue too when I’m free! hehe …

Nails

i got very very ultra super dry cuticles.. so i need to apply super moisturizing cream/oil, i’ve been using Sally Hansen’s vitamin-E oil but it’s greasy at times… so most of the time, i don’t use anything! hahaha …( Shhh… bf will scold me if he finds out that i’ve been lazy in applying cream!! he said that my hands are as dry as Ah Mah’s hands even though i don’t do house chores!)

Also, i got weak nails!! they crack and break easily , so i must apply nail strengthener or hardener ( all Sally Hansen )

i miss those times when bf will apply lotion and hand cream for me!!! then he’ll apply at the same time, he’ll make noise “lazy lazy ,haihs if i don’t apply for you means u confirm won’t touch the lotion right?” or he would say “aiyo, look at your fingers and , dry dry like ah mah only!!”

toe nails are dry too but .. don’t care la! and my foot .. ahha skin peels! hhehe … i’m a dry dry person !!

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woohoo.. sauna for the first time in my life!

it was good! such that i sweat alot!! but not as much as Carrie(my gym mate!) haha … She’s nice, bubbly ,one year younger than me, from the same sec.school as me, oh wells, she knows most of my friends but .. i don’t really know her friends:) hehe …

we chatted abit in that 10 minutes… we only did 10 minutes but it was great! haha..i wish i can do it again for FREE…

why issit free? haha cos Mr Francis was good! he let me,Carrie as well as 2 other guys try it out! i wonder how much he normally charges .. but mum said it is bad! because she read from some articles where bacterias tend to be very active in that sauna room as they do not normally clean up the room …  but, free!! haha so i don’t care!!

today, family are going to Johor for Cheng Beng (erm, a Chinese event to pray the ancestors)  but i’m not going, it is not that i do not respect my grandpa but i simply don’t want to go and mum scolded me.. however, she can scold all she wants! and she dragged daddy into the picture saying that “papa hates this” i wanted to “shoot” her back ! “is it daddy or you?” but i kept quiet! and because of that i refused to join them for dinner! and yes I’ll be at home and will be going to the gym again later! so this week, i go to the gym 5 days , worked out one day myself at home and one day i rest! haha… so i must go later!

Mum, me and sister went to Tropicana yesterday, to look at the land and houses… well the house daddy wants to buy in situated deep and far far inside topicana but daddy wants a nice view with lake and golf course, so i guess Tropicana is the only place… wait.. i took a picture of the house’s layout! let me upload it !

Yes , the quality of the photo is pretty bad because this particular photo is hung at the construction side and it was very very far away and i took it with my hp! this will be the look/outer view of the house! mummy brought me and sister there to see if we like it before we request for the internal layout and the floor plan and everything bout the house la!!

all i can say is that the back view of the house faces the lake.. across the lake.. it is my dad’s partner’s house!! the house with 14 rooms or 17 .. i can’t remember! haha

If we successfully buy this house, i think we’ll be able to move in before CNY2008 ! haha.. daddy kind of likes it except for the location, price wise, it is alright .. of course it’ll be cheaper if we were to build it ourselves! but … never-mind! we can stick to this design ! this is bigger than current house but the garden is much smaller compare to my garden now!

well, we’ll see how it goes.. see if I’ll be able to move into Tropicana! haha  as i really don’t want to move to Klang/Kota Kemuning etc etc..

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Haha, i just came back from the bank ! argh !! remember i ordered a cake for darling for V’day? yeah .. on the 13th of Feb i went to the bank, bought a bank draft and sent the money to Singapore.. but until today, they still haven’t receive the bank draft! so i went to cancel it - cost me RM 25 for cancellation, then i transfered money into their bank account directly costing me another rm25!! argh! i wish i could ask bf to pay ! then i’ll pay him back when i see him , but shy la.. make him pay for him own cake! haha.. in anycase, he did offer to pay first when he asked how i pay for cake on v’day ! but whatever it is, i’ve paid!! haihs.. extra rm50! i can buy a nice nice top!! half a pair of heels! haha …

I’m so so so full now, i had my favorite taro milk tea!! hehe … also few mouth of fried rice…

suppose to go for threading…aiks.. it’s dark out there, feels like it is going to rain again !! later going to gym to work out again !! hehe

oh , before i forget! i would like to welcome a new reader to my blog!! welcome to my boring blog!! hehe, at anytime if u do not feel like reading or getting frust.. just close the window!! u dun have to care about what i say, because I’m emotional and things that i say are normally based on my personal instinct!

I know you must be wondering what’s wrong with me n my darling.. o wells, we’re doing very very good.. just that the gf here always think alot especially when she is so bored doing nothing now, she tends to think of nonsense!! she definitely loves her bf ! haha and looking forward to spend her life with him …

feel free to leave comments !! i love to see comments in my blog!! i get excited when i know ppl reads it! hehehe

i’m feeling sleepy now.. last night i think i slept total of 5 hours or less!! sad right? i need sleeping pills… i’ll fight with parents tomorrow because i don’t want to go back to hometown .. but i’ll fight with them because I do not want to go back !! yes , i’m not going back ..

I’ll spend 2 hours in the gym.. then 2 hours cleaning up my room ! haha.. I’m getting like a house maid rite? but who cares! i like to be in a clean clean environment! that’s the key !

i shall nap a little now… Anu’s easter holidays has begun!!!!! friends will be going down to Sydney , while some will be working! also M* should be the happiest cos she is going to travel to Sydney with her K*( first outing!!)

apparently she said, K* has big big ego and he always thinks that he looks better than average ppl, but ..hem .. i think .alright looking only , nothing special.. but after he said that he thinks he looks better than others.. i get mad!! hahah so not shy !! iyers…but not my bf .. i cannot say anything!!

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Haha, how many times do i blog in a day ??i wonder! i jut simply type out my feelings, happy or sad.. i’ll just blog everything here! If u do not want to read then just close this window! haha I’m not forcing you to read!! I’m blogging for the sake that i enjoy typing out my feelings !

Insomnia again!! i’ve been up since 2.10am !!! and i slept at 12ish …. it is already 3.10am … i dun think i will go to bed until 4 or 5 am .. ahha then gotta wake up again at 7 to send sister to school then gym , bank … haha since sis is not going for threading i think I’m lazy to do so also la.. cos gotta drive all the way to Bangsar and gotta find parking! very troublesome!

I’m watching this Korean series now- Princess hours( mandarin title = Gong(1) = palace)  i started watching it like months ago but i stopped! hha .. simply because watching korean dramas requires alot of attention!! haha .. i need to stay focus to try to catch what are they talking about !! unlike HongKong dramas.. i can on and walk about yet i can understand what’s going on !! Taiwanese on the other hand is similar to Hong Kong dramas but .. they are all about LOVE, and i’m sick of LOVE stories already !

haihs.. i’m bored!! there’s nothing i can do …. was talking to a friend.. now he has gone to shower and will be going to bed soon .. i really got nothing to do !! i want sleeping pills so that i can sleep all the way from 10 pm to 7 am .. i don’t want to wake up in the middle of the night! it is annoying!!

let’s find a topic and discuss about it ! hehe … see?! i’m so so so bored! hhaha.. let’s talk about Fair and Unfair!

I used to think everyone is treated fairly .. but as i grow older, i know this is not true!! very simple, in Msia- multicultural country with so many different religions , but do you know even in school, each class must be a fair distribution different religions ??? must have at least 1 indian in each class, 1 malay at least … haha also , must have similar amount of males and females… that’s why during my secondary times, i know guys are not as smart as girls, but to ensure fair distribution, a Indian Male who is not very smart will be in a good class , a Chinese female who scores exactly the same as him will be located at least 2 class lousier!! can you imagine?!!?

then , look at the amount of chinese schools and tamil schools compare to Malay schools!! the amount of mosque compare to Indian and Chinese temple!!

moreover, Bumiputras pay less tax when they finance loan  from the banks, also they get special interest rate when they borrow money for investments and also , i heard that they pay less tax!

haha , and Muslims can have 4 wives, Chinese and Indian only 1.. o’wells i think this is good, because i do not want to share my hubby with 3 other women !!

alot of other unfair incidents and cases la! but not my problem … all i know is that as a Chinese, i gotta work even harder to achieve a quality life!! i guess this is one of the reason why i think Singapore is better than Malaysia (at least they are treated fairly !!)

* well, this is solely base on my personal opinion and knowledge ;they may not be true , I’m sorry if my words offended you.. I’m very sorry !*

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Small little messy corner of my room

My Study Area..:)haha with my laundry and waste paper basket. So far,i’ve not sat down to study yet!!

Sit up board and cupboards!

Pressis for my dear bf.Can you guess what are they ?

Living room , i simply love the monky on the astro decorder!

A little area to chit chat and “nap” if you like

This is the cupboard which dropped down before Chinese New Year, it is up again !

“hand, hand , August, give me your hand, no no left hand, not right hand” Wei playing with Augustus

Can you see how bored I am ? haha went round the house to take silly pictures!!my room is still in a mess.. haha simply because i’ve been lazy .. since the carpenters came over to fix the table and cupboards.. i’ve been too lazy to tidy up!! haha ..and i do not know what do i want to place on the white shelves… any suggestions ? hemm… other than photos.. still photos!! Sorry for the lousy photos … i took it using my loyal and old handphone.. Sony Ericsson W800i …

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haha, this is funny, I woke up then i went down.. Wei was already at the stairs .. she was happy and laughing.. she was peeping at the TV( it was showing a kissing scene). She laughed at yelled “haha, kissing !! hahaha!!” then i walked past her, but she suddenly said “che che(sister) big cheche( my older sister) tell (told) my mummy already! then my mummy scold kor kor”

haha.  initially i was thinking of forgetting it because after all i do not want to repeat this thing as i am afraid that this scene will be “saved” in her little brain!  since she mentioned,so i asked her… “how did mummy scold kor kor” then kor kor yelled at the back - “Wei,eat rice” then Wei ignored him and told me and my maid “che che , i tell u later ar..cannot let kor kor hear” hhaha … then we went into the room, Wei locked the door, then she said … she told us that mummy scolded kor kor in the car, and told kor kor not to do that to Wei. Also when they reach home, Aunt made Kor kor write this ” I, *name* will not like sister *name* , will not touch her” and kor kor had to sign at the bottom!!

well, this is HOW she TAUGHT him?? Don’t you think it is not proper??? firstly, yes she did it right such that she told him that is wrong, but i think she should make the daddy do his part, let the daddy show it to him , how to settle it himself, also cannot do it to any girls, unless he is married !! because I’m worried that what if he does that to his classmates/friends?  Secondly, she made him write those words and signed to promise that he’ll not do it! you think it is right ? NO, how can u ask him to write things such that he cannot like his sister????? well, in the first place, he is not suppose to even disturb Wei .. i don’t think he fell for Wei, it is just that he doesn’t know how to settle the business him-selves, and dunno how to do it.. so he  did it on sister… BUT, i think his mum did one thing right- she said she’ll call the police if he does it again!! Oh wells, but she didn’t teach him the proper way to settle his business, he still doesn’t understand!!! so of course he will look for other girls to settle the business right ????or maybe he will look for Wei again but make her promise not to tell anyone or bribe her??

okay , in settling this matter, i think their mum(my aunt) is not wise!! not doing the right thing , in fact making things worse!!!

Wei seemed to be angry at the brother . she refused to eat the rice her bro took for her, would show a long face to him ,scold him and talk to him rudely !! Also , she doesn’t seem to be comfortable to let her bro watch her shower!! ( all this while, her bro shower her! or at least watch her when she showers) and she would laugh at him , saying that “Kor kor stupid. I don’t want to friend(with) him!! I don’t want to tell him secret, don’t want to talk to him!”I think aunt taught Wei this, told her that don’t “play” with kor kor, then i think Wei got it wrong, she thought “play”= games , in fact i Think aunt meant “do the business”

Conclusion, aunt did her part wrongly! it has affected  the brother and sister’s relationship and love!! Wei is angry at kor kor, and kor kor is very suspicious in his behavior( he hide behind the door to try to listen to what Wei was telling us in the room, how come i know?I ran out straight away from the room(within 5 seconds! hahaha) then i saw him hiding la!then i asked , what are you doing here, he said ” very hot” hahahah, well i pity him , it is not solely his fault!!! yes he is wrong to do it to sister but , it is also his parents’ fault for not teaching him the proper way!!

now, my maid would shower Wei, just to avoid the happenings of unforeseen matters! but after-all,we can only watch  this matter when they are in my house( 5 days a week from 9.30 am to 7 pm, but Wei goes to school from 12.30-4.15pm , kor kor goes to school at 12.45-6.45pm )  public holidays, weekends, they will be at home, then i do not know what will happen, i do not know if my aunt will make kor kor shower the sister… or give them a chance to be together !Just hope and pray that they do not sleep together every night!!! ( they used to sleep in a same room, but now, I’m not sure)

we’ve see how it goes it future….

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sometime in the evening, little cousin(Wei,turning 5 Years old) was playing with my maid in the room , suddenly , she opened her leg widely , then she told my maid ” come! we play ( while she was tickling her bottom private part-she calls it pet-pet) ” my maid was horrified!! she asked her “kor kor(brother) play with you like that?” Wei said “yes”

My maid shouted for me, then i came down from my room ,  the maid told me.. then i asked Wei, but she denied…. i knew she was lying! so .. i bluffed her … i used all sorts of methods( give her yogurt, threaten to tell her mum or call police) finally she said .. “come, we go to other room, then i tell u secret”

so , we went to the guest room, she locked the door, she said ” it is a secret okie?” then i asked her what did kor kor did to her? she said ” last time kor kor ask me to lay down .. then he touch touch my pet-pet and nen- nen (breast)” i looked at her.. asked her to demonstrate..  she demonstrated… OMG!!! what is that?!?!she touched her breast and she moved her little hands in circle, then she tickled her private part!!  then i asked her if she lied.. she said..no never lie.. i am sure that she was telling me the truth!! then i asked again… “anything else kor kor do?” she said ” got one time, i wash my hands, then kor kor behind me.. then he go near near me, then his kukubird(penis) go into my punggong(buttock) ” me and maid didn’t understand her.. asked her to demonstrate… then she went to the basin… she showed us how kor kor stuck his birdie to her butt!!! then we asked … why you never scold kor kor? she said ” i angry, when i was my hands, his bird bird in my punggong, then kor kor shake my body and carry me up down up down, then i finish washing hands, i look at kor kor, he fast fast run away!!” I continued, “did kor kor say anything?”, ” yes, kor kor said, Wei,cannot tell mummy ar!”

both maid and I were in shock!! then i gave her a cup of yogurt( her fav! also to dig out more stuffs from her!) then she said .. one time, she sleeping, then kor kor undressed her.. then touched her all over her body !!!

so there’s three incidents when kor kor touched her!! i asked her if there’s more, she said no more! but my maid had seen herself. when Wei was sleeping, she said kor kor was touching her private part!! but Wei was sleeping, and maid didn’t suspect anything at that time, but she did told me and sister about it, we also told my mum later on. mum said will tell my aunt, but she didn’t! i guess she is shy …

then when my older sister came home, we make Wei demonstrate again!! my older sister was shocked as well!!!

when aunt came to pick cousin up , my sister told her about it!! but my aunt said” he is at the growing age, he gets excited, I’ll go home and teach him” that’s all she said!!!!  then kor kor rang the door bell short-while later( back from school) , Wei was angry, she said ” i don’t want to friend (with) kor kor, i don’t want to open the gate” see? even the little girl knows that it is wrong!!! and she is angry !! haihs!!

we’ve did our part! we told my aunt already , if this goes on, trust me, I’ll call the police!! because it is unfair to Wei, she is only 5!!!

please please please tell me what should i do???sorry for the baby languages and lousy grammar! haha cos that’s exactly how my cousin speaks! and when i speak to her, i tend to use her language too!

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