Today was suppose to be a beautiful Sunday, i woke up at about 10ish , went downstairs, dear mummy already bought breakfast , I saw my favourite you tiao ( Fried Crullers) so i simply ignored all other food! i think mum bought rice noodles soup and some other food as well! then i sat down, enjoyed my cup of Cappuccino with the you tiao… it is a 3in1 cappuccino, my first sip was like “yer… bitter!!” the coffee is too strong! i thought of diluting it abit, added more water.. then it was fine! i totally forgotten bout my past experience with caffeine overdose!! happily drank it all ….

after about 3 plus hours … i began to feel giddy !! then had bad headache! i thought it was due to the weather! so i drank cold water to cool down, and mum told me to eat porridge for lunch , i ate a bit … then i felt a lil’ better but that didn’t last for very long!! the tummy wasn’t feeling good… i rushed in and out the washroom so many times… diarrhea for few times but the rest of the times, i felt better sitting on the toilet bowl!!  before the diarrhea feeling fade off, i began to feel like puking!!! like a pregnant lady! hahaha.. i was too tired of going in and out the washroom then i just sat in the toilet … i hugged the toilet bowl for so long!! finally i puked …. once , twice….all the you tiao and porridge went into the toilet bowl!( i know this sounds grosssssss!) then i felt so much better!! when i went down to get some medicine, my maid was so scared! she was like ” u look so pale! why?” took some medicine, then went to ZZzzzZZz….

when i woke up from the nap, no more diarrhea no more puking!! Just left with headache and bit bit of drowsiness !   aiks… this is how i spend my beautiful Sunday!!

and … No more strong coffee for me okie ??? i cannot take strong tea as well!! in short, i am caffeine intolerant!!  i must always remember this!!

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Haha… i was a bit taken back to post to pictures of stuff i’ve bought from KLCC today…

Shy la!! it is not very nice to have so many bra photos in my blog i guess!! I’ll scare those guys away!!

anyways, it is Sloggi/Triumph’s sale today!! Hehe, i was the first customer of the day! first to enter the hall, first to pay! proud leh! first to receive the special discount( seamless panties for rm10 only and rm20 cash voucher for rm200 spent!). So in total i’ve spent rm360 in within 20 minutes!!

then went to makan at La Cucur- i had 1 kuih seri muka(rm1.20 - Green Kuih/cake on top with glutinous rice at the bottom) with soy milk(rm3.00) , while sister had Nasi Lemak with Chicken (rm8.50) and Iced Lemon Tea(rm2.50). this is my very first time dining there! i should say “good!! yummy!!” rm1.20 for a piece of kuih is a bit costly but it is really good!when i pushed open the glass cabinet to get the kuih, wow , the aroma of pandan and coconut- yummmmmm…I’m a kuih lover!! this is really good!! maybe i should post about kuihs one day!! haha .Sister enjoyed her Nasi Lemak too but but but she complaint that the hard boiled egg is too hard i guess it was done last night and kept in the fridge( understandable la!! they cannot do everything in the day !!) after the breakkie, we continued shopping around! wanted to buy this white bag from one of the stalls but decided not to buy! why ? cos … haha i wanna save some money and shop till i drop in Singapore( in a month time) !!

wow,the crowd became more and more busy as it approaches lunch hour! then we left….

Guess what ? my older sister just came back from Klcc with her colleagues!! she also spent rm300++ on Bras and Panties!!!

means 3 of us have spent around rm 700 in all!!! just on bras and panties!!!! geng!! hehe

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Argh!! i hate them !! go far far away from me okie? i got phobia! if u just wanna be friends with me, come on!! i don’t mind, we can go out ,shopping, movie,lunch, dinner,tea, mamak or whatever! but .. please do not confess your love okie? especially for those who think that they have the special power to convince me to break up with bf to date with them !!

wait wait!! u must be thinking i brag alot ! no no! I’m not bragging !! but please… do not confess your love to me okie? I’m not pretty (abigail, i’m not pretty at all!!) I’m not nice , not slim , not tall , not smart… there are many other better girls out there!!

at this point of time, they are still manageable … i’ve hinted them alot that there’s no way I’ll break up with my bf for them!!

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met in my hostel when i was studying in Australia!! Big and macho man, aged 25++ not sure, Australian! because i know he was interested in me , so i avoided him. then one day, he came to my room, knocked on my door, i opened, then he asked me ” why did i avoid him?” aiyor of course i say i didn’t avoid him la then he said his friend said that i said bad things bout him then i asked like “huh, i don’t even know your name!! why will i want to talk bad about u?” you know what he said ??” i’ve told u before, my name is blablabla!!” then i was like ” ok, blablabla, i’ll try to remember!” but he continued to acuse me saying that i talked bad bout him and stuff , i kept quiet lar, i dunno how to fight with him as i was scared, he is a big big macho man, 2 head taller than me , one punch, I’ll fly , so i was scared so i just keep quiet and shake my head ( means no no no!) then my friend was in the room as well, she stood up and scolded him!!! she said ” stop it!! if u say your friend said she (means me) said bad things bout u, ask him to come and say it in front of us!!” then that macho man , with his head looking at his toes, he started playing with his nails, my friend continued la, asked him to ask his friend out ! i continue standing there quietly!! then … the next minute, he looked at me , and he CRIED!!!!!!!!! u know like how kids throw tantrums and they’ll shout while they cry ..waaaa waaa waaa… that’s how he cried!! and with his big body , he ran to the stairs and waa waa waaa run away !! I was so scared, with my psychology knowledge i know he wasn’t right!! then i ran to seek help from the Senior Resident(captain or something la) then he came over to my room with me and my friend, i started crying!! i was so so so scared that he would commite suicide, in the end , Senior resident contacted the macho man’s senior resident to make sure that he was alright, then the following day he was sent to see the head of hall!! then he was warned! not to come near me and my friend! if he were to come near or disturb us , the hall will call the cops!! fun leh ? no!! scary!!

apparently , after targeting me and my friend, he eyed on another China Girl,Angel, the conclusion of Angel’s story was that, she called the cops!!! and macho man was kicked out of the hall and never come near us anymore!!

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also met during uni period, smart fella, from Malaysia as well, was from TAR college, when i knew him the first day, he called me then he said he’ll pass me some of the important notes for economics! of course i happy la got free notes!! then he asked which room i stay in … i lied! hahah … i told him i stayed in room209 ( my friend’s room, i stayed in room210) then he came over, wanted to come into “my room” i said no! then he asked me out for coffee ,i said no! hahah

then during Sky Fire(fire works), i had picnic before that, i was suppose to go straight to the sky fire after the picnic but i decided not to go to the sky fire so i went home! but this guy, he went to look for me at my place, then he found out that i went for picnic and will go for the fire works! he drove to my picnic place to look for me (but i left already) then he thought i went to the sky fire already , then he drove all the way there to look for me again!! crazy rite? mind u, i only talked to him like twice, once introduction second time was when he visited me to pass me the notes!!

the following day he asked me where did i go and stuff, said he cannot find me …. but then simply make up some story lar.. then he continued to call me.. forever asking me out for coffee or movie ! but i rejected them all!! then later, he got KICKED OUT OF THE HOSTEL as well!! why ? he crazy crazy already !! he walk around the hostel nakedly !! then his results all fail fail fail ( from all high distinction!!) then suddenly shaved bald! in the end he didn’t rent a place to stay ! guess where he settle his accommodation??? answer is HIS CAR AND THE UNI”S COMPUTER LAB!!! he showers in the uni, sleep there sometimes in the car! in the end , I’m not sure if he graduated from university!!

got others also la.. but lazy to talk bout them.. doesn’t worth my effort thinking and talking bout them! haha .. okie … please do not think that i’ve got many admirers! no no !! just a few!!

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today .. suppose to be a wonderful Friday for me , as sister finish class early(12.30) then we planned to go shopping!! but … aiks.. How(my cousin) came over when i went downstairs, he said his class ended early , okie lo.. so i offered him to go shopping with us! he agreed!

Hot hot hot!! the weather was HOT!! picked sister up, stucked in the traffic a bit which is pretty  normal, u know when u pass by the mosque, Muslims will park their car by the road side, blocked the traffic from 3 lanes/2 lanes into 1 lane!! plus, lunch hour , the traffic was even worst!! okie okie, nevermind! understand la, people need to eat and pray !!

finally , we’ve decided to go to Bangsar Village , cos less traffic( we thought!)  and easier to get parking … reached there! wah! was so so so lucky! ahha… actually i was mean!! some fella wanted to leave his parking spot, then there’s a 4 wheel-drive in front of me, actually he could have parked , but i was mean, i faster drive near to the 4wheel-drive , haha , cos his car is too big and that fella cannot come out, so he was forced to leave!! haha.. then i got the parking space lo!!!! the last time i went to Bangsar Village i was very lucky as well, i parked few spots away from this parking lot! lucky lucky!!

then … waited for the lift!! argh!!! so long!! then we took the stairs! and finally decided to dine at S*kae Sushi!! Service was not bad, we were seated, tea and drinks were served, then we ordered via the computer! we ordered

•  Chawanmushi
• Unagi and egg don
• Chicken Teriyaki Maki (sushi)
• Potato Salad Inari

Chawanmushi came within 2 minutes, then sister makan makan(eat) then .. we waited ….. argh … “why so long?” okie then my Chicken Teriyaki Sushi came, okie, then came the unagi and egg with rice… Sister and Cousin both said their food was yummy !! but but but .. my Chicken Teriyaki Sushi.. argh … there was a bone in the first small little piece of sushi… okie okie.. never-mind, people make mistakes … sometimes bones are hard to remove right?! then … argh !!! then second piece!! pui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got bone again !! okie okie.. “can u please ask your manager here?” i told the waiter, he also scared ” okie okie , manager!! u tunggu(wait) kejap(for awhile)” . Manager came , i told him , then he took the plate away … later he came back and told me that he will cancel the order… Okie! then i wasn’t in the mood to eat already .. so i just sat there, drink my green tea… then about 20 minutes later, sister also cannot take it , as her Potato Salad Inari is not served yet!! I asked the waiter, then he went to check , came back like 2 minutes later, smiling happily “hari ini takda potato salad( there’s no potato salad today” haha then sister angry “wah, if we don’t ask then you wont tell then we wait till tomorrow la!” then she chose another sushi- she got herself a plate of crabstick salad inari thingy( not sure what’s the name!) . she wasn’t satisfied because the crabstick is only filled in half of the inari, the other inari was plain rice only (one plate comes in 2 inaris) . Cousin happily eat only la! hahah … then we paid and faster leave!! Cos initially we wanted soft shell crab but they don’t have then sushi got bone , then they didn’t inform us when they don’t have the potato salad!! Conclusion, food is not very good( some might be good! ) service not very good also! Variety not very good as well cos things that we want they don’t have! hahaha… as usual , i filled up the comment form! to complain!! hehehe….

Left Bangsar Village, wow… rained so heavily! i cannot come online, cannot watch TV, cannot do anything then sister suggested to bake Pear and Banana Crumble (Half half) , Why not?! since I’m free.. then we baked! heheh short-while after we bake, rain stopped! then went to the gym… and now I’m blogging lo!!!!!!!

hehe Gym trainer looked at my palms and told me , i got 2 very good friends- and I’ll marry one of them , i told him the other one broke up after four years because i found out that he is a gay! he was shocked!! i even told him that he was from his gym as well, then he went to check his name and finally remembered him … but we had a good chat ! heheh .. he said I’ll have 2 -3 kids, i am emotional and worries alot about everything! which is true!! hahah …whatever lar!

Dinner was few bites of apple, yogurt and bit bit of Mashed potato… (i stole from sister! haha)

I’m tired now…. till then ….

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Yeah !! my favourite!!i don’t know why i just love to buy heels !!like what i’ve mentioned in previous post, that i have loads of them that i’ve never worn them before!!

Pink heels- when can i wear this? no chance to wear le!!

Black heels with Diamante Ribbon - worn once during my convocation

Colourful Heels- worn once (for dinner)

Gold Heels- still don’t have a chance to wear it

White and Silver-ish heels- Worn once for some function

My favourite Wedges- but also worn few times to shopping only!!

Bought last night- of course haven’t got a chance to wear la!

Pink Roxy flip flops- still in the bag, brand new!!

well, i got more more more!! haihs… maybe i should start selling them !!!

Something scary!! u know what?! i realized a pair of my heels went missing!!!!!!!!!!!! really!! i asked my maid , mum and sister!! nobody have seen it!! but i remember placing it at the shelve!!!! i love that pair of heels too!! rounded black heels! super cute looking!! makes my feet look small!! but it is gone!! and i still haven’t got a chance to wear it!! argh!!!

okay.. i should stop buying heels!! i must wear them all before i can buy new ones, okie ? ( haha, i’m sure i’ll buy if i see nice ones later!!)

woohoo… I’m going to shop shop again later!!!

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well, i do my shoppings very often! but i find it dull and boring! there’s nothing much to talk about ! hha.. just walk walk look look try try and BUY BUY ! hahahah

I do have lots of shopping loyalty or discount cards, here u go :

1. Padini card
2. Esprit card
3. g2000/u2 card
4. hush puppies
5. Jusco
6. Metrojaya/sommerset bay
7. Beedees/triumph
8. Aussino
9. big book shop
10. popular bookstore
11. Mesra card
12. Bonuslink
13. touch and go
14. lo hong ka
15. McDonald’s kids club
16. Ikea
17. international student card
18. Bubble tea loyalty card
19. Coffeebean
20. Primavera
21. Gym membership card
22. Gold club’s membership card
23. Yu Yan Sang
24. Genting world card
25. Malaysian Airlines-enrich card
26. Diamond and Platinum Jeweleries membership card
27. Just Gold(Hong Kong)

these are some of the cards that I’ll carry with me 24/7. This are just some of them..

Well, do u think they are really useful ? hehe i think so , yea! because i feel happier to present them with those cards! even i’ve paid rm10 for annual fee but when i get discounts off the stuffs that i buy, I’ll be delighted!! and over the year,I’ll get special offers and discounts! pre-sale is the most attractive one! and also the rewards given from points collection!!

the followings are some of my shopping vouchers :

Esprit Discount Voucher

Jusco Privelege Shopping Day .(5% off the Market,15% off household and e .

Guardian Pharmacy- see? 3 more stickers to go then i can get my Winnie the Pooh Soft toy!! i’ve got an Eeyore already!! this is my second redemption card! haha, i spent alot at Guardian huh? (spend rm25 to get 1 sticker, i’ve got 25+22=47 , 47X25=rm1175 wow!!!!!!!)

G2000 20% off store-wide

McDonald’s Discounts!!McDs Discount Card is sister’s favorite!!pay only rm1 to renew for a year! and for every rm3 spend ,you’ll get either a small fries or a ice cream(cone) for free!!!some other offers but she can’t be bothered cos u gotta buy 2 value meals to get special offers(well, she doesn’t eat 2 value meals , so it is useless to her!)

I got this since Chinese New Year but have not used it yet!! rm50 cash vouchers ,valid in all PDI stores (vincci,PDI,Padini,Seed,Miki , P&Co)

Rm5 off from any purchase in Popular bookstore/Cd Rama

Do u know what is my idea to improve the advantages of discount/loyalty cards??  i prefer those where u just need to give them your name and points/discount will be given immediately rather than having to show the card to enjoy the discounts! because there are too many cards to bring around!! my wallet can’t fit them all in okie???

haha i like pre-sales!! but not those crazy Mng presales!! i hate to go to Mng when they are having sales!! because I’ll get suffocated and die!!! really , the nice place will immediately turn into a “pasar malam” those ladies fight for clothings as if they are for FREE!!

but haha … r u surprise if i were to tell u i do not have an atm card??? I used to have a debit card which can also be used as Atm card in Australia, but in Malaysia, nope! i don’t have an ATM card!

Enough for today …. have a great shopping day if u r going to shop shop!

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sorry guys for the past few posts!! i know I sounded sad.. well, i was sad and emotional at that point of time .. but I’m fine now!! thanks!!

Don’t worry, i know how to cheer myself up.hee, retail therapy is always good!!

Something happy … yeah i bought Roxy Sandals today!! and i received so many shopping and dining vouchers today!!!! from Maybank Platinum … well, they are for daddy ( cos his birthday is in May) but I’ll do the honour!! Don’t waste mar!!! but i doubt I’ll use those dining vouchers, all fine dining at hotels and stuff…I’m a poor girl la okie?!  Plus i still have my Esprit and PDI vouchers!!! also Jusco! so , i gotta shop till i drop!!!

i realized i have like 3 pairs of new heels (i just bought them during CNY) but i’ve not touched them yet!!! one is pink, one is gold and one is black in colour!! i should wear them soon!! before they go out-of-fashion!!! i cannot resists myself from buying but when i reach home with those goodies, I’ll regret!! why did i buy them? do i really like them ? aiks… must learn to save money!!

I need a pair of nice walking shoes(not heels not sandals)!! but so far, i didn’t fall in love with any yet!! hehe.. what else, let me list down my shopping list!! erm .. i want a new anklet!!  maybe i need to go to The Curve’s bazaar market or maybe Mont Kiara’s Bazaar Market! or even Sunway Pyramid !

it’s been some time since i last visited Ikea! hemm… the other day mummy mentioned that i should  get the Ikea’s photo frame to hang on the hall along the stairs… maybe i should do it! hehe.. at least get some house chores done, to reduce mummy’s workload! such a good daughter right? haha … something i need to complain about Ikea!!! argh!! i applied my Ikea’s Credit Card before Chinese New Year!!! and till now i have not received my actual card yet!!!!!!!! i checked with the Customer service there, they said the card is being processed when i last went ( which was like in March) , see? it is already end of April!! lousy service!!! i should say i love their designs but …… there are lotsa complains bout other matters too!!

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aiks… i hate those guys!!! i hate it why bf doesn’t put in more effort to make me happy .. but on the other hand , D* tries so hard to get to know me

Day 1 , he approached me and asked me what time will I go the gym the following day , he asked ” i always see u here around noon time, will i see u here again tomorrow?” then i was like ” no , i’ll be here earlier tomorrow” then he asked ” what time?” i asked ” around 10″ then he quickly said “see u at 10 then!”

but , i didn’t turn up the following day …

Day 3 i bump into him at gym , then he tried to talk to me , asked me what i do ,personal biodata and etc etc

Day4, so unlucky, i see him there again!! then he saw my HP( SonyEricson w800i) he asked if i have new songs downloaded into my phone, i said “no” then i walked away , he come back to me again later ” do u speak Canto/mandarin?” i replied “yes” then he said ” i have tonnes of new music, do u want them?” hahah, he thought i bodoh( stupid) meh ?!!?!? if i say i want means he’ll be able to get my HP number!! haha, i’m smart!! i said “i’m not interested”

Day 5 , which is today , i see him there again !!! malang( unluckly) la!!!! he looked at me and smile smile, wanted to talk to me , but of course smart people like me , sneak away la!! when he is at 2nd floor, i’ll try my best to go to first floor!!! worst still, my gym trainer non stop pulling my legs, he knows what’s going on , so he wanted to disturb me la! non stop teasing me!argh !!

that’s enough!! go far far away from me!! I’m not interested in u !! please go away !! i am only interested in my BF!! :)  i’m so stupid right?

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Haihs… gym trainer is giving me a new program !! i’ll go everyday but do different stuff, one day upper body , 1 day lower body, 3rd day cardio only ! he said this way is better!! i shall listen ! ehhe

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I am trying hard to solve the problem, try not to think about it … try not to think about him , try not to think about death , try to think about my own future, my studies, my life and everything …..

i come to realize, i live my life for no one but myself!! i talked to many friends…one told me to reconsider the relationship , one told me to find out what’s going on , if we are not meant to be then we shall separate, the other one non stop telling me bout her new found bf( they got together on Saturday , congrats!) , and another one also had an argument with her bf(also long distance relationship- U.S and Malaysia) , so we were like sharing each other’s pain!

Pretti told me , guys tend to not to think bout marriage until it is time. while girls want to think think bout the relationship’s future and plan plan everything as they go along… so i am the typical girl and he is the typical man i guess… but i really do not want to go on if he doesn’t see a future in us !!Pretti really understands me.. though she is much younger than I do , i believe it is also because of her religion, she is a Sikh while the guy she likes is very devoted to Catholic, so there’s a big big conflict there that she and her lover needs to solve before they can officially be called couple!

Some also said , i gotta bear with it because i love him, regardless of what he thinks , i gotta go along with his thinking . this sound very much like the lady behind the man right??? that has no say in the house, all she does is to obey her hubby!! argh!! i don’t want that!! unless i dislike him or hate him , then i can ditch him for someone else!! she said he is not the only fish in the ocean ! there are many many more fishes around!! But this is the only fish i found that i truly love!!

Also, another friend said, guys are like that , so we girls have to stand up for out own rights!! never give in , make the guy love me more than i love him … then your life will be happier!! it is hard to say and do so …. i’ve always wanted the guy to love me more but but but … i am stupid, once i get into a relationship , I’ll fall completely for him .. until i go crazy !! just like now!!

i respect those married couples, how they’ve walk down the path passed through all the ups and downs… happy for them as they manage to find their Mr or Ms Right!!

Also, Thanks Kelly!! i know i need to let go when i have to but it is too hard to let go… i wish i could be like u , gotta know Alvin then pak tor then all the way till marriage and now with lil’ QianYi

the other friend.. hehe … told me bout her first day being together with that guy ! it is pretty funny, at least she managed to cheer me up.. wow..this girl , broke up with her long distance b(who is in Sydney) then on Saturday , she and this new guy Frenched, kissed, touched, hugged (everything except for sex la ok) in the car! hahaha .. then the girl was super nervous and scared, as she has this traditional thinking like me as well( no sex before marriage) then this guy wanted to climb to the back of the car as he complains that his old Honda City is too small, not comfy to hug at the drivers sit , it frightened my friend so much , that she said she was like a piece of wood (statue) , she sat there and the guy just did whatever he wants!! then that guy wanted to go into another stage(more than physical touch and kissing, get what i mean) my friend shouted at him told him not to go over board! then he stopped, but this guy- aiks i think he intentionally wanna bluff my friend, my friend is innocent, worst than me !! she was from all girls school never mix around with guys, when this guy sweet talk a little then she’ll fly up the sky !! super happy !! he used only 2 weeks time, and got her in his hands already !! haha then the day after the incident, this guy went back to Malacca( his hometown) then my friend began to think of nonsense again! she was like ” aiyak i rugi (lost) already!!! i let him kiss kiss, french french, touch touch, hamsup everywhere, bite sommore! but i am not his gf officially yet!! how ar how ar?” hahaha but then now this guy is sort of avoiding her! i think because already had enough of touching !! plus since my friend is not willing to have sex with him, maybe he is changing target!! when my friend sms-ed him, he replied maybe we should get to know each other better before we proceed!! so mean right??????

i got nothing to say about her relationship as i do not know this man personally !! all i know is that my friend looks down on him saying that he is lower class, didn’t study overseas and stuff la…. (but i don’t think my friend is so high class after all!!:) * I’m mean!!* )

Bf has never been so aggressive to me before, because before he take action, i would have ran far far away already !! and i always avoid staying over in bf’s place and never offers him to stay over in my place, except during vacations or when i visit his place or vice-versa! So when she told me , i was think .. opps, is current bf a GAY as well ????

as for another long distance relationship, Alvin and SY .. Sy is like me .. very Siu che(princess) so she expects Alvin to do lotsa stuff for her be there for her always and stuff, she will also find faults with Alvin, so that day Alvin got mad ” what other things do u want me to do for you?” see? when a girl demands too much, it will set the fire up only !! never try to play with fire okie ???

Silly Simon told me ” aiyah, argue is normal lar, don’t argue means something wrong!! must argue then will get to knoe each other better!!”

Daniel was even better , he sent me a link to watch this video on youtube, funny guy !! i miss Daniel.. if he is here, he would hug me and lend me his shoulders!!

Not forgetting Yankee… thanks!!

i think i just need to grow up and be strong!! no1 can help me but myself! chose to be with him so i gotta bear the pain!! this is what mummy always said ! Don’t worry , I’ll not kill myself !! but just in case if u see some1 committed suicide , a female, 22 years old, from PJ, just came back from Australia, Waiting to further her studies in Spore in July , reason to end her life is argument with bf then that must be ME!!

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You know.. all this while, i haven’t been feeling secure. You said it was because i was brought up in a family which gives me minimal love, so shouldn’t u shower me with more love? i don’t know what are u having in mind lately, you might blame it on me ….

Yes i admit, i tend to think alot, i tend to have my “Drama” session pretty often, last week it was due to PMS, maybe this week is Post-pms ? I don’t know …

when u said u’ve never thought about our future, do u know how badly it hurts ? it feels like a “parang” knife slashed down my heart, blood just couldn’t stop but flow out like the tap water… it is not that i don’t know your “pattern” it is just that i choose to ignore because i love you so much that i know if i mention them, u’ll be unhappy and we’ll end up being in an argument just like now.. but i suppose this time, I’ll not give in anymore! I do not want to be in a relationship which my partner do not see a future in it !! you said , in your point of view, it is different, both couples get along until they come to realize that they should move on, they would, but think bout it , I’m sure they have plans before moving into the next stage right? but i really cannot take it when u said u’ve never thought of our future! yet u turned around and blame it on me saying that if i continue thinking this way , I’ll be the one suffering ! what are you trying to say ? I’m the stupid and dumb one ???

I’m hiding in my room again as usual, i think i need to have some time to myself to think about how serious are u in our relationship. Maybe i think too much or maybe u don’t think at all! maybe I’m too emotional and u r simply emotion-less… i need to be showered with love and attention but u hate to give those to me… is it opposite attracts? when a couple has too much differences it is not too good i reckon, just like now… i cannot compare this relationship with my previous relationship , because the past one was a failure as i made him gay,, i blame myself for turning a straight man to a gay …. blame me okie ?? but in this relationship.. okie, it’s my fault also for not being able to work things out .. it’s my fault for pressuring him too much ! blame me for thinking too far… blame me for everything .. i deserve to be blamed….

am i even worth being in this world ? i don’t know …. if i need to continue be in this painful stage, i would rather end my life here… but there are too many many issues and matters that i can’t not think about .. i need to think about my parents and my family …. my friends…. but it is very very painful…. i really don’t want to suffer anymore… please let me go ….

i’ve thought of jumping down, but i want to die in beauty , i thought of hanging myself but i don’t want to die with my tongue sticking out and have a bruised looking scar on my neck , i thought of taking pills but i can;t swallow them , i thought of banging into the side of the road, but i don’t want to waste my parents’ money on my new car… my car is the worst car at home, but i don’t want to damage my Honda City , i can donate them to orphanage or something … i want to walk out the street and let a vehicle ramp over me … but what if i damage my brain and i am just brain dead?

most importantly , if i were to die, daddy will hate me forever! as I’ll spoil the family’s reputation … i want to go back to Australia and die there… or let Cho kill me… this is not easy ..

i’ve achieved what my parents want me to achieve, i’ve gotten myself 2 degrees, i’ve made them once proud of me… it is time to go …. time to let go of everything ….

I love the bf … so much so much … that i am forced to let go … i’ll be watching u …may u get your love and be happy forever…

i love my family … more than any1 elses, I’ll join popo and gong gong … it is alright to make my funeral a simple one or simply bury me.. it doesn’t matter, i don’t want my picture to be advertised on the papers… i want to die peacefully in my white coffin …. no1 is to cry for me … i’ve chose my own path …

as for my friends , take care, i hope my existence in this world have bring about some happy thought/moments…

master trainer, thanks for treating me like your own daughter!

i love all of you….

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this is what i typed and posted last night when i was tearing so badly .. i felt like it was the end of the world! i really wanted to end my life there.. or at least let me forget the past with bf … i wanted to live a new life !  i cried the whole night.. trust me… my pillow was WET!! hehe … i used up half a box of tissue!

today , bf and i didn’t sort things out, but we just assume nothing happened… but i would say there’s still a scar there lo!

Maybe i should learn to see things from a broader perspective, be more open , see things more openly, don’t stress him so much … it might be better for both me and him …

talking to bf’s cousin, she shares the same thinking as bf … maybe it runs in the family ! i still think I’m not wrong.. he is not wrong either .. just different perspective la… let it be .. time will tell … be strong !! I’ll be fine!!

What do u do when you jealous? when do u get jealous ? why do u get jealous? have u ever thought of the reasons?

For me the very first jealousy began at 7 years old !! i was jealous as i felt my status or position at home is being overtaken by the appearance of my younger sister!! because before she was born, i was the lil princess at home! whatever i request, I’ll most likely get it ! and all i need to do is to cry if older sister makes me angry and daddy will scold her!! that’s great right? and all relatives will be like “mei mei”(refering to me lar) when they visit me.. but ever since sister was born!! argh!! visitors will ask..” eh, where is baby?(refering to lil’ sister) not mei mei anymore!!” people come with gifts for her but not for me! then i will scold her , make her cry whenever i can! ahha.. but as i grew older, she became my playmate! also “fighting”mate la! haha plus mum fully focused on her! so i got less scoldings which was good!!:) .So a good advise to mummies planning for number2, never neglects number 1 okie? when u get pressie for number2 make sure u prepare something for number 1 also!!

second time was with current bf … aiks… it all started with this “god sis” of the bf la! she always tries to be close to be and show it to me that bf is her god bro , will always sayang her take care of her and everything! and always say that they’re very similar, share common interest and stuff!! then i was jealous because one day bf came and tell me that he will be sleeping over night with her in the same room !! i was mad… then bf said ok he’ll change his plan he’ll not sleep with her! but in the end , they slept together! tell me bout it okie ??

i’ve also experienced this myself… when people get jealous over me … then they began to hate me !

Incident one: ex-bf’s admirer! alamak.. she liked him so so so much (till everyone knows!!) but ex-bf doesnt like her at all!! then bf and i got together( before we got together, this girl treats me quite nice and friendly also .. but …) she started to hate me! every time she sees me in school, she’ll stare at me!! then say bad things bout me and stuff! but too bad, ex-bf doesn’t love u ! he loved me! in anycase, if she wants him now! go ahead!! haha he is a gay! do u still want him ??

Incident two: when I was studying in Australia, this neighbour of mine( from Penang , a bit kampung wan la!, not very pretty i would say , guys see her will run ! i never lie, guys run because she scares them off, she tries hard to attract attention but she used the wrong method! she tried to be nice by offering herself to help out but people find her weird ! hehe, cos she offers help to strangers! and she once liked this guy then she spread fake news to her friends that they’re together!! and to another guy, she photoshopped a photo of her with this guy(made it as though it is a couple photo la!) and posted it up on friendster! then they whole uni’s people thought they are together! that guy avoided her la!!) she talked bad bout me! said I think I’m rich, i think I’m pretty , i think I’m smart, i think lotsa guys like me, i think lotsa people like me and etc etc la.. but never in my life i say all these things!! then she finally told her bestest friend, she’s jealous cos those guys are close to me, my parents love me , give me money, i have friends, i have bf that’s why she wanted to spoil my reputation ! silly? all because of Jealousy!! ** bear in mind, I’m ugly, poor,short,fat,stupid,lonely ,etc etc …. **

i guess these are the two that i remember more clearly, other jealousy stories are more a less similar, jealous over MONEY , LOVE, FRIENDSHIP what else? nothing…. jealous over money i think it can be represented by my relatives, those that “kutuk”(talk bad) bout my family , they are simply jealous!!! and i’ve learnt, why do people get jealous? because they think that u r better than them! then the more u should show it to them that u are really better!! that’s what mummy told me!! i used to cry over these matters( when friends back stab me, talk bad bout me and stuff) then i realized, no point being sad over these people!! thinking bout them simply wastes my precious time! i might as well save my energy and tears for people for worth me sacrificing!! agree?

Also being jealous in a relationship will only spoil the relationship! serious!! because when u r jealous, partner will feel the stress! then he won’t be happy ! in the end it’ll burden the relationship! so, even if u r jealous! act!! haha time to learn how to act!! pretend as though u simply do not care!! hahaha .. i think i can win the Oscar award already since I’m such a good actress!! even when u don’t miss your partner, say I love u and I miss u dearly …. hahah partner will melt!! especially to girls,we like to be showered with care and love! Guys out there, learn this okie ??? and always get them lil’ pressie or do something small just to cheer them up!! even the smallest thing like buying her favourite ice cream for u , she’ll be touched!! that’s how u win a girl’s heart!!

however, don’t ask me how to win a guy’s heart! it is the hardest thing to do on earth!! i made him happy by baking him cheesecake lo( it was a surprise!) but current bf dislikes surprises!! so i don’t have any surprises from him!! which is sad la!! argh!!!!!!!!!!! he wanted to surprise me during our half year’s anniversary! instead of staying over at his place when i go over, he booked a nice hotel room for just both of us! i think that’s really sweet, though it didn’t happen!but still…. it melts my heart!! other than that, those little restaurant/dinner or lunch bookings so that i don’t have to wait lo..nothing else!!! this is my boring bf! oh .. also he surprised visit me when i was injured, he didn’t go to the hospital with me, which was a pain , but once he found out bout it, he rushed over to my place, exam period yet he did his work on my bed with me, cos one arm to hug me, one arm to do work ma, of course must be near me lo !!

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my head went crazy crazy since last night! first headache attacked at 7ish pm… it went on till i doze off , this morning, when i woke up , i thought “eh, no more headache wor!” but .. when i send sister to school.. on the way .. suddenly the headache strike again !! argh !! so i zoomed super fast, instead of the usual route, i took the highway, zoomed at 130km/h paid dunno how much ( 2 tolls) then i managed to “fly” home within half an hour! it usually take an hour for the whole journey !

sigh.. i dunno how can people sleep and rest when they are sick! when I’m sick, I’ll watch drama or do something, read magazine or story book, just cannot lay down n sleep peacefully ! just like last night, when that “smart” headache attacked me, i cannot sleep, i turned on my laptop and watched my drama, but headache made me uncomfy so didn’t concentrate in the show, on the other hand, that sweet bf was sms-ing and comforting me! hehe … smart fella asked me to sleep! but i can’t then we chatted again lo.. bout him being my slave as well as the campus killer.. then i dozed off while sms-ing ! hehe … good lullaby right? yeah he also promised to hug me till i faint ! haha …  why? cos he hasn’t been hugging me for months lo!! i wonder will hubby and wifey hug each other everyday? my parents definitely don’t!!

aiks.. if headache continue to attack me, i might not be able to meet up with my friend at 10 am later, might not able to go for my facial treatment also!!! in that case, mum and bf will be happy! cos they can save money and bf dun need to listen to my cries !!( i definitely will cry after the treatment!! painful la!!)

ok ok.. headache…. will blog again later!!

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insomnia again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i haven’t been sleeping enough, never had enough sleep, never enjoyed sleeping … i want to be like others whom can lay on their bed and sleep sleep sleep … but there’s an advantage for not liking to sleep - haha i can take care of the house at night!! no thieves can try to target on us!! in future , it is also good in the sense that hubs can happily sleep( he is a big fan of sleeping!!) and I’ll be able to handle the baby i guess!

but .. I’m also silly !! when I’m tired, i sleep, i don’t care bout anything!! bf said i once snored!!( shy!!) then i won’t be able to hear anything!!!! when the whole big big shelves fell off , my neighbour yelled for help as there’s some1 broke into her place- all i cannot hear!! i think i shut my ear drums off! that’s why i hear nothing!! or i should say i sleep better with bf or at home because i feel more secure !! in Australia, u just need to push my door a little, I’ll be awake!!! really jump up!!

guess what !? I’m going for an expensive facial treatment, it costs me rm 2700 for 2 sessions!! this is one of my present i’ve gotten from my graduation! and I’m finally getting it!! Why now ??? cos…. check this out !! http://www.ogawaworld.com/index.php 

and see this ???? yeah increased by 23% means i’ve earned money lo!!! wah stay at home also can earn money! woohoo!! i earn this in one day rather than my sister has to work one whole month sitting in the office!!

thanks to Ogawa!! hahaahah…. I called Daddy at about 7ish pm,

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dad: ar..what?

Me: er, u happy today?

dad: why?

me: u earned money from Ogawa’s Shares right?

dad: ya

me: then u still remember u owe me a present ? i know what i want already, only rm3k

dad:ya ya, meeting now

me: ok bye!

haha.. so when mummy came home i told her! then she said okie!! so .. I’m going for the expensive facial treatment!!! no more threading for rm7 , it is rm2.7k hahaha Friday is the thingy , then weekend I’ll get my hair cut!! it is getting messy and out of shape !! Ogawa’s share, please rise more more more!! then I’ll be richer!!

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Part 3.. final part already !! in this part I’ll combine 2 suicide stories!! eheh my aunt’s sister and my dad’s cousin!!

Ladies first … my aunt’s sister! she is about 50+ now, she has a family with lovely kids( i suppose she is a granny now) she moved to Singapore after the suicide to work and that’s how she met her current husband.

okay , her story is as follows: when she was young( about 18/19 years old) , she was working in this factory, then she fell in love with the boss’ son but as u know, in olden days, rich people must marry rich people ma! poor ones can only marry the poor ones! So , of course the boss angry ma!! he tried to separate his son from my aunt! then aiyoh, my aunt also sad lor.. then she committed suicide!!! she drank soda(she said is those soda to wash clothings in olden days, i guess it is something like bleach!!) then she felt the burning sensation down her throat!! she was rushed to the hospital !! but luckily , she is still alive la! just that due to the burning, her throat is damaged already!!! so , now her throat is replaced with a plastic tube! and there’s a plaster sticking on her neck, she cannot eat hard/solid food! her voice is damaged she speaks as if she has a bad bad sore throat!!! initially i thought she lost her voice from sore throat in the end she told me the whole suicidal story !! she said when she was in the hospital, the bf didn’t even visit her!! they used to be a pair of loving birds but that guy followed his father’s words la, when dad says no to my aunt, then he follows lo!

my aunt then left the kampung, she went to work in Singapore , to earn more money also to forget the bf of hers!! now she has a happy family ! hehe she told me , she felt silly to try to end her life!! half way talking to me, she coughed!!! then she opens the cotton on her throat, to clear the tube!! it is such a pain! it has left a deep scar in her heart ! it’ll never leave her! every time she looks into the mirror, she’ll see the scar and it’ll remind her of the incident! but I’m glad that she is alright now! thank god!

As for daddy’s cousin, I’m not sure bout his story but but but … he drank the pesticide medicine and dead on his bed! reason was because of his wifey and family again la… not sure.. but he passed away after that …

this are all the suicide stories that happened to people around me ! i hope it is enough!! over my 22 years of living in this world, i’ve always met those sad stuff!! I’m waiting for my close friends to get married, have babies … i do have a friend who got married and his wife is pregnant now!! (shot gun that’s why get married la!) , another friend is official hubby and wifey but haven’t go through the Chinese ceremony !

i want to attend those true love weddings!! not when their wifey is pregnant!!

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Mood: Easy Rider

I am abit of romantic and like to get back to basics. A real dreamer, I like the chance of new begginning- starting over. when it comes to art, i have a traditional eye. i am passinate about history ad skills that have been around for centuris, i beleive truly great art stands the test of time. as for music, it’s the soundtrack to my world. an open road , my favourtite tracks- cliches are there to be enjoyed!

always taking life how it comes and living in the moment. i don’t get fazed by life, i breeze through

Fun: Thriller

oh- insatiable! my thirst for affection never drops. i’ve got a high sex drive(0_O) and appetite for lurve. for kicks there is nothing like a little affection to give me a buzz.there is never enough time to love! when it comes to holidays, i like to explore and immerse myself in another culture.Always on the go, i take in as much as i can. i find it hard to switch off, as i like to learn all the time! i like people to be well groomed!

I can make the best of any situation- always lot of fun to be around. i love to laugh and have a big of naughty side

Habits :New wave puritan

Living in a material world i am always flashing the plastic. i like to live for today and not get caught up thinking about tomorrrow- hey, that would slow your shopping down! my choice of drink shows that one the whole i care about my health and make sure i am putting thte right stuff in.As for home, i have cool and contemporary taste. i have simple appraoch to style, but like things to have their places!

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I am a real romantic and a bit of dreamer. ok, life may not be a movie, but what’s wrong with thinking it is? when i think of freedom, i think of love. the comfort of being loved makes me feel free with my thoughts and words! i’m a love bug!!!

i’m the type to fall in love a thousand times a day. my feelings snowball quickly and i am full of passion!!

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Bf and I had a deal! we’ll fight when i go over to Singapore!! hehe

if I win, he’ll be my Slave for one day !! he’ll do everything according to my wish !!

if He wins, i gotta cook him a meal, all by myself, initially he said Fried Rice(haha knowing my standard!!) then he said he’ll think bout other dishes to raise the bar higher! but one condition- the food is meat-less as his dear gf here doesn’t touch meat (except for crab stick/ fishballs/sausages/ luncheon meat )!!

so now, i need to practise my kick boxing!! i want to win! i want him to be my slave! then i can yell at him! make him do everything!! even carrying my hand bag for me at Orchard! hahaha … or make him feed me or carry me up to his room or anything!! yeah yeah!! this is a great motivation!!! i want to win! i need a SLAVE !! hooray !!!

what is the worst thing a slave does???i love my “slave” …

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as for my uncle… he ended his life when he was at about 38 or something la, when i was 15 years old!!

that noon , i went to Atria with a couple of my friends for lunch before head home for tuition at 3.15pm . ok , during lunch, we were bored, then i don’t know how it strike our mind, we discussed about the best way to end out lives, of course, when girl gather, chit chat non stop la, car accident, jump down, medicine, cut wrist… anything lar.. we discussed!!

then went home lo, before my tuition teacher arrive my place at about 2.45pm or 3 pm , i received a call from mummy , she said ” shu shu( uncle in mandarin) passed away, he hung himself at home, at about 11pm, but ah nek (grandma) and ah yen(cousin) found out only at about 1 pm.” then mum hung up the phone, i sat on the floor, wah i told my friends, everybody stunted!!! scared la!!!! cos we were just talking about that topic!! heheheh, ok then we had out tuition lesson and off they went home after that, i balik kampung few days later for his funeral lo

okay why?that’s the question people always ask!! he was young ! he has 3 kids(1 girl, 2 boys, age 14-18) with a “pretty” wife, not pretty la… her finger nails!! all 10 all different colour, she dress up like a butterfly( dad calls her “hua hu die” (butterfly) ) she is 36 that year she wears those platform shoes( that time it was in trend ma) with blonde hair and stuff la…. okie , apparently she has bf !!! then she works in a pub always come home late la.. then my uncle suspects lo, then the night before he ended his life, they had a great fight , he wanted to chop up the wife!! really he took knife and stuff! then my grandma went over to his place la to unsure everyone’s safety !! grandma told auntie not to come home, later he really kill her! okie lo, that night, uncle cried, apologize to my grandma . the next day, all kids went to school . left grandma and uncle. at 9ish, uncle walked out of his room, grandma asked if he is feeling better then said she’ll cook porridge for him ask him to eat later la, but told him to go back and nap first! then he said thanks and went in to his room lor… at about 11am , grandma knocked on his door wanted to ask him to eat but no answer, grandma thought… he must be tired, let him sleep … okie lor, until 1 pm , cousin( the girl ) came home, she asked where is her dad, grandma told her the whole cooking porridge and knocking door story , then she felt funny la, she peeped into the dad’s room via the window, she saw the father hanging at the ceiling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she shouted! grandma rushed into the room , carried uncle down , but too late…….

ok, wife i not the only reason la, money is also another factor, his health also ! he had heart problem, he once had a major heart operation but recovered , of course still weak ! and cannot work too tough job , he needs rest , plus a bit lazy also , so don’t have enough money to support the family ! that’s why he thought that’s the reason why his wife will look for bf la! and my cousins also, not studying material, all fail to complete secondary school!! 2 sell Vcds/dvds 1 sell hand phone( that time la, now i think 2 sell handphone, 1 i dunno)
did my aunt feel bad? i don’t think so , she didn’t cry , also her bf attended the funeral!!! 1 year plus later, cousin got married cos pregnant la! during her wedding, wah , my aunt wore Bareback dress lo!! more sexy than my cousin!! hahaha …. now cousin is a mother of 3 , my aunt moved out and staying with the bf … see?! uncle’s dead didn’t affect her life at all !!! better for her in fact!! she can happily go dating!! and bought new car after that … see? better life right ? yes!!

hehe i still got part -3 to go …:) stay tune !

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argh!! i’m killing my cousins!! i’ve never seen such annoying cousins before in my life!! okie .. i have those back stabbing cousins those are cunning and wicked la!!

but this one is that, not rich act rich, not smart act smart, then forever wanting to take advantage of others!!! plus never listens to people!

Kent is suppose to feed Wei her lunch! then he said he’ll go n get the rice, knowing Kent , he’ll take alot ( i mean alot !!!!) but Wei can never finish them , in fact, Wei don’t even eat 1/10 of the portion he takes!! plus he is stubborn in choosing the food for Wei! then i told Wei to go n have a look what she wants and how much she wants! she went to the kitchen and told Kent that she wants a little bit only with soy sauce! Kent said no no no, he took one full plate of rice, and yelled at Wei, no no must eat meat!! i went and i saw, then i told Kent nicely ,” You think Wei can finish ? why not u ask her what she wants ? for what u want to waste the food?” guess what he said “this is very little( hello? one full plate of rice!!!) , eat meat good mar, and no need money one!” wah… of course i angry la! yes no need money cos it is my mum’s money! not his!!! he pays nothing to my family to eat 2 meals in my house and spend all their weekdays here!! on the other side, Wei was shouting ” i don’t want meat, i want soya sauce, i want little bit!!” i took over the plate, i asked Wei if i can give her a bit of mushrooms, she said no but in the end she agreed la.. cos i told her nicely that she needs to eat a bit of others ( haha to be pretty i said) then okie, she had mushroom and rice! but come on !! that full plate of rice!! she ate 2 spoons and she stopped, then my maid told Kent to eat but she said she is full, then how? my maid told Kent, i always tell u not to take so much , so u eat! then he really ate!! haha … well, i just dislike the fact that they have been told by their parents to make use of my family … argh!!!! my aunt’s words always pop in my mind ” aiyoh, y never eat/take bath in Gu Gu( auntie)’s house? shower/eat at home waste money !!” please it’ll strike my mind that they treat my cousin( who rents a room in their place now ) like shit!! really, they treat my cousin like a maid!! asking him to mop the floor,wash the car and clothings… aiks.. i hate all these family conflicts!!!

you see ?! if we were to treat Kent and Wei like how their treat How(my cousin), how would they feel?? but don’t worry , i won’t torture them! I’ll teach Wei , make sure she thinks and behave well!! unlike her parents and bro( I’m sorry, i cannot teach her bro, Kent is too old and he doesn’t listen anymore!!) my hope is only to rescue Wei! make sure she is well behaved!!

this is what i call , like mother like daughter, like father like son!!!! i dislike them !!!! and mummy please stop protecting your brother!! he is not a nice guy !! everyone can see it except for u !! u are blindfolded by him !!! i don’t know why but u’ll soon realize it one day!!!!!

haha i told my maid that i actually post stuffs about them online …. then she asked me “haha what if she finds out?”haha i replied” good lar!! let her know bout her kids!! and herself!!!!!”

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Looking at my friends as well as lotsa mummies and daddies bringing their kids to the zoo! haha , old lady like me is tempted to go too!!!

yeah! bf had agreed to bring me there! ahaha.. I’m not a kid anymore, in fact I’m OLD already, bf is even worse! he is 26 this year!! old man going to the zoo with gf ?! sounds funny right?

not like i’ve never been there, i’ve been to both the zoo and night safari(age ago la!) but… for the sake of it! yes 4 of us will be heading either to the zoo or Night safari!!!

oh wells, i think there’s nothing much to do there(Singapore i mean) anyways! he went to watch Phantom of the Opera without me, he went for the 251 play without me!! aiks….

ya bout the zoo plan, well, we’ll be going together with another friend of mine as well as her bf (she’ll be back in Singapore in June for hols and her bf from UK for holidays as well!) So , all 4 of us are going together! hehe… sounds realy fun!

but .. we had another idea in mind! maybe we should go to the Night Safari instead of the Zoo! what do u think ?? hem.. the price is not a problem, timing is not a problem either … we’re just thinking which one is nicer ! hehe

but silly bf warned me.. don’t make me piggy back u okie ?? u’re going to WALK alot!! don’t complain! haha.. made me sound like a big fussy old lady right?!blek….

Mummy wants me to go to Singapore for holidays .. funny right? she wants me to go and have a look at the accommodation at my cousin’s place because if it is not suitable then i gotta look for my own accommodation lo!  but like what i said, I’ll only go end of May !!

Zoo or Night Safari.. I’m coming SOON !!!

eheh when bf visits me in Malaysia, I’ll bring him to the Malaysia’s zoo to scare him off with those smelly animals and shit!! hahaha Malaysia’s zoo is in Ampang rite? the one in Kl is the bird park yeah? alamak, am i from KL ???? no la, bring him to the petting zoo in Sunway( but closed down right?) sigh.. then A-farmosa la! no where to go already la!! can go to Genting (but i don’t gamble, i don’t think he fancies it too) and i hate those scary rides!!! hehe so the idea of going to Genting is just for the cool weather and SHOPPING! i love shopping there, i don’t know why !! just enjoy shopping there lo!! i bought 4 pairs of shoes in the same shop in less than 10 minutes the last time i went there…!! geng leh?

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