yes! it has been turned off ! why ?
cos he FINALLY remembered his girlfriend…
he actually smsed me during his lunch hour .. but what a great phone i have , i didn’t recieve the sms till 4.23pm !
He wants to see me at my house …
i wonder why …
i got a bad feeling …
Me : Mummy , i’ve thought about it , i think i want to work and part time MBA
Mum : har?
Me: because this MBA now is a bit waste of time !
Mum: then u need to apply for working pass ?
Me: no PR
Mum: Why leh ?
Me: because just in case if i cannot get a full time job , i can work part time if i am a PR
Mum: er.. ok
Me: but .. my friend told me he work using working permit first then few months later he applied for PR , because he said working permit don’t have to pay CPF ! but PR needs to pay
Mum: oh.. who is your friend ? from where?
Me: From Australia last time la, now he is working in Singapore!
Mum : oh.. then u see what u can do lo! working is not a bad idea since u’ve never worked before !!
Me: yah ! but if they give me very low pay how?
Mum : even people offer u s$800 , u have to work also ! must begin somewhere mar, since u r a fresh graduate!
Me: no ! i am expecting s$2k at least!
Mum : where got so much ?
Me: no la, boyfriend’s first pay also higher than s$2k lo!
Mum :different ma! his job requires skills so maybe they offer with higher pay?
Me : cheh , i got double degree! he got single! bleah ! ( want to show off a bit! hahahaha)
Mum: told u different lo.. don’t understand meh? your degrees don’t teach u skills!
Me: ok ok !!
Mum : which field are u looking at?
Me: my friend to me her hub said Private Banking is good!
Mum : what’s that ?
Me: i go n find rich people to cooperate with the bank , something like investment kind of thing la
Mum : this one earn alot of money one wor..
Me: ya la.. that’s why i want to do !
Mum : hahaah … then u try searching for it la.. working in the bank is also good ! u just try !
Me: some friends said funds management also good !
Mum: wah .. your friend’s father is working in the private banking sector?
Me: aiyoh , my friend’s husband ( she doesn’t know i blog and have married friends! hahaha)
Mum: why your friend got husband ?how come i don’t know?
Me: cos she is my new friend ! met through internet ( she doesn’t know what is blog , so i just say INTERNET!)
Mum: then how much he earns ?
Me: dunno! but he got transferred from Malaysia to Singapore lo!!
Mum : ok ok ….. u just try your best!
Me: ahahah we say till so happy getting big job and loads of money but but but what if i cannot get a job ? hahaha nobody wants to hire me then i die la !
Mum : u can find slowly ma ! whatever job also u should take up !
Me: u going to pay for all my expenses right ? cos if my starting pay is s$800 , then how ?
Mum : NOT A PROBLEM!
Mum: hahahaha so good ar? got people to play with u !
Me: iyer , i said NO NO NO to her lo !
( mum laughed so happily ! hahahah, don’t ask me why ! maybe she thinks it is good that the kid can annoy me! hahaha)
Mum : bla bla bla ( about our own family matters ) ……….
(censored!)
ahahah.. okie … so i’ve told mummy my plans ! she has no objections in me applying for PR ! she is okie with me getting a job here in fact she said it is good to have overseas opportunity !
I’ve yet to inform the boyfriend about my latest plan! because i didn’t get a chance to see him and even talk to him! 
revenge mode is on ! you ignore me , I’ll also ignore u ! bleah! in reality , he already told me that he is busy this week, but come on today is Friday ! let’s see if he will ask me out !
This is not a sponsored post!! i don’t get any reward!!
Puffie (sS25.90) ( click on the images for clearer view)
Sunflower (s$28.90)
Let me introduce u to a very very nice website that sells nice nice clothings! i just bought two pieces from them ! and … the delivery man( Miss Dainty’s Boyfriend) is a nice guy! ahaha.. please , i didn’t fall for him but he is a nice person, really ! Apparently , they got these stocks from HongKong ! and the prices are very reasonable!! so what are u waiting for??? Miss-Dainty is waiting for u !!
Sunflower is for me while Puffie is for sister dearest! she wants it as she claims that it will make her look elegant! we are also interested in Bysi inspired, pleaty, eloise, tricia,zebra,tricia etc etc ….( those are the names of the clothings!) really ,this is one of the best online clothings website i’ve come across so far!
Also , i got to know that Miss Dainty has gotten a batch of new stocks in! so , before the stocks run out, grab one for yourself!! quick quick!! i will not want to lose out!! 
Miss Dainty , if u are reading this - please please get me PLEATY and BYSI INSPIRED! i really love them .. will u still have stock or re-stock up by any chance??
again! sigh .. i don’t know what’s wrong with her again .. or maybe it is ME!
hahah .. last night i totally ignored her!! she asked ” can u play with me ?” i just smiled and say “no I’m not free”
She asked twice/thrice when i went to the bathroom( one time when i go n one time when i return) ! other than that , i locked myself in my room!! Kids free room!!!
This morning , again! she asked “can u play with me ?” ” har?! i throw this and u catch ?” ” u wait , i will bring my toys” ” can u put the balloons to my fingers?”
those questions were asked in 3 minutes okie !?!?
then i said ” no ” , “no” , “no” she asked ” why ?” ” are u angry?”
i replied ” no, i don’t want to play , go and play yourself ”
she looked at me with the pitiful face “why? are u angry ? ”
i said again “no , go and play yourself!”
she replied ” smile !”
***Faint***
Oh and u know what ?! this morning my alarm clock rang at weird time! i looked at it , the TIME is wrong!! argh !! must be her ! she sneaked in to tune my alarm clock!!!! oh gosh ……… kid, leave me alone!
she is “cute” la.. but annoying! maybe she just annoyed me at the wrong time!!
Maybe like what Yvonne said ” if she is my kid, i will love her” or like what Wayne said ” i got something special with her ” ( er… not anymore! i don’t want to see her eat/play/do homework anymore!!)
thank god! she is leaving this Sunday with her grandma! So , the house will just be left with me and her mum(landlady ) for 3 months at least!! then the lil’ one might just stay in India and never come back !! woohoo….:) so mean ! but …. i rather stay in a quiet house ! i am a lonely ranger!
After chatting with this lovely lady who refuse to show me her photo ( if u insist to send me your photo, you are welcome to do so , u have my email address right? hahahaha… don’t worry , I’m just joking!!) and after some serious thoughts…. i think this is what I want to do in my near future :
MBA course : S$ 8k ( half a year/1 semester)
Rental : S$550 ( s$ 3300)
Living Expenses : s$ 20/day ( s$3600/half a year)
Entertainment/shopping Fees : s$300/month (s$900/half a year)
Transportation Fees: s$
90/month (s$ 540/half a year)Phone/Internet bills: s$100/month (s$600/half a year)
Total : s$13,520
Let’s say if my pay is s$2400 per month ( s$14,400/half a year)
wow , i can cover it!! but but …. hahhahahha
minus off school fees and rental ( daddy greatest will sponsor! )
so …. i will be able have s$1310 remaining for me per month! wahahahha…. actually then i can cover my rental too right? but come on , this is just a draft! makaning outside will cost me s$15 per bowl of Ajisen Ramen( now i know the boyfriend’s pain in bringing me out for dinner , not just that he has to pay for himself , he has to pay for me also , though i don’t order , but he will order a side dish or something small for me , so he has to pay also !! ) … i added those into my entertainment fee because that will become a luxury good to me if i work here!
what should i do ? will this plan work out ????
I’ve yet to discuss with anyone …. what do u think ? wise to do so ? or wake up and stop dreaming ?
Yes i am being mean today !
It is annoying where i walked in the rain and got home from University , then i munched abit then i thought i should clean up my room ! i was still in my mood … took the broom , starting sweeping every little corner of my room , then and the HORROR begins!
The 4 years old monkey ( my landlady’s daughter ) … sigh … she first blocked my way when i was trying to get the broom n dustpan … fine, i just ignored her , move to aside .. then i walk into my room , she wanted to follow me in!!
Firstly her mum banned her from coming into my room for my privacy purposes!! but don’t ask me why ! she likes to sneak into my room!! i caught her many many times!! onces playing with my hello kitty alarm clock . once eating my mints left of the table, once laying on my bed when she was dirty ( yes i hate this!!) once drawing on my precious textbook once followed me into my room and scare me to death( because she is dark and her hair is so black , i thought i saw a ghost!) and many many more incidents where i just close one eye !!
but i got no choice , i don’t scold her or warn her simply because she is not my kid !! fine … after blocking my way … then she wanted to follow me into my room ! i just ignored her … and closed the door ( i even lock it)
While i was cleaning inside , i hear her trying to open my door! i ignore!! then she knocked on my door! i ignore!!knock knock knock , i ignore!! then when i finish sweeping , i opened the door, she was seating at the door ! she looked at me and SMILE! please… what are u doing here?! go away la!! don’t disturb me! then i saw on my CLEAN FLOOR that she stuck PLAY DOH into the door … so my clean floor has play doh on it! and her play doh is the dirty play doh !!! yucks !! i just said (nicely , i didn’t even raise my voice) ” what are u doing here? pick it up ?” then i watched her while she clean up those play doh ! and I CLOSED the door , i went to the bathroom to get the cloth to mop the floor… she followed me ! Yeeesh !! she even wanted to follow me into the washroom to get the cloth!! please leave me alone!!
so every time i walk in and out she’ll follow !! sigh …
normally i am fine with her ! but today she is being extraordinary annoying!! even her grandma just yelled at her just now!
She is a good liar too ! yesterday she told her mum that her pants were cut by itself where actually both grandma and I saw her cutting with a pair of scissors on her own few days back ! she even make up a story something like she went to bathroom then came out and saw the cut on her pants! whatever la!!
then last night , she asked me ” can u see me do my homework?” ok , since i was free for like 10 minutes , but i ended up sitting there for about an hour!!!! because after her homework she asked ” can u see me eat my dinner?” fine ! i cannot reject as her mum was there ! i had to pretend to be nice!
So whatever lar!! i just need to shout it out!! so my blog is my victim and u r the poor reader! thanks for listening !!
i don’t hate kids ! just that she is too annoying today !
Let me introduce my new love:
Dejavu Mascara ( Dejavu please sponsor me for advertising ! hehehe I am not paid ok?)
Well, when i first bought it i didn’t like it that much ! but once i got to know how to use it and after practicing twice, i fell in love with it!! the texture of Dejavu is very very different from normal mascara,it has fibers on it! what’s best?? it doesn’t SMUDGE!!! so don’t have to worry about your black black looking eyes after a whole day!! and it is water resistance!
See this :
**** please ignore my eye bags! runs in the genes, cannot be helped!! but … some1 actually told me i look cute with those eye bags! bleah!!Also, i didn’t draw any eye liner, just 2 layers of Dejavu ****
hahaha… i know some1 will be cursing why my photos are just part of my face! hehe…
Anyways … steps to bigger eyes :
1. curl your lashes with Shu Uemura’s Eye lash Curler
2. Use Dejavu Mascara once
3. curl it
4. apply once more
5.Done!!!
Alternatively , first apply Maybeline Mascara( or any ordinary mascara) followed by Dejavu ( just one last time) . This will create a more natural looking lashes !
If u want a very big pair of eyes : Draw eyeliner, also before applying black mascara, use WHITE MASCARA first! heheh but normally i don’t do that , as i am a lazy girl!!
IF U WANT A BIG BIG BIG and BRIGHT pair of eyes : follow the above steps plus wear Acuvue Define contact lens! too bad i don’t have pictures of that … one day I’ll take a picture of before and after wearing Acuvue define!
Where to get it ? Sasa (Singapore) for s$25 ( i think! around there! ) Updates: Annie-Q mentioned that it is also sold at Sasa,Malaysia only for rm49 !
Want to know how to make up to make up eyes look brighter and less puffy ? let me know if any1 is interested …
Take note: Mascara’s life is just a month! Dr advises users to dispose the mascara after a month because germs and bacteria can grow on it! and since it is very near to our sensitive eyes, we better be cautious and make sure u clean it twice okie?
Sunday morning , i got a missed call from Mummy …
then later in the morning , my phone rang again! and the display photo was DADDY’s FACE! Daddy called?? but i thought must be mummy using daddy’s phone!!but i was surprise to hear a man’s voice when i pick up the phone….
this is his second time calling in since i came to Singapore! and i am really surprised that how come he has my mobile number in Singapore because the last time he called the Malaysia’s number! anyways , this was the conversation :
Dad: hello ?
Me: ya!
Dad: Ah mei (lil’ sister- that’s how they address me) ar?
Me: ah! wah , why u so nice to call me ?
Dad: har?! cannot issit ?
Me: Can!
Dad: what r u doing ?
Me: day dreaming !
Dad: dreaming of what ?
Me: dreaming of LV !
Dad: hahaha , LV ar… very good !!
Me: so u buying for me ?
Dad: of course ! how many do u want ?
Me: not too greedy , just 2 will do! u give me money then I’ll get it myself! thanks !!
Dad: no no , I’ll buy for u !!
me : u ?! u know what is LV arnot ?? the one Miss Lim ( his partner) always carries ..
Dad: I know! i buy from CHINA !
Me : er… no need lar . just give me money , i buy from Singapore!
Dad: u stupid one!! LV ?! china everywhere also got ! yet so cheap! bodoh!
Me: nvm , i will buy here in Singapore! thanks!!
Dad: ok la! expensive la the phone bill! u go out and eat la ! bubbye!
er.. the whole conversation was less than 5 minutes!!! see?! this is what he always ask ! makan already ? what am i doing ? got study arnot? don’t waste money , go do something , sleep, watch TV ! when i was in Aussie , i think he called me once or twice a year only …. so i assume, he was with mummy , so mummy made him call me ! but i didn’t ask la, i simply assume! because i doubt daddy will have my number!
about an hour later mummy called! i was surprise! how come they call again ??
Mummy : ah mei ar
Me: yah .. why ?
Mummy : what why ? cannot call u ar? where did u go this morning ? still sleeping when i called ?
Me : no la , i didn’t hear the ringer! papa called me just now !
Mummy : har? how come he has your number? what he said ?
Me: eh , i thought u were with him ? i thought u told him to call me !
Mummy : no la…
Me: he said want to buy me LV !
Mummy : u sure ?
Me : ya la, he said OK !
Mummy : must be from CHINA one lar !! ( see?! hubby and wife both same same one! LV from China!)
Me: no la… so I’ll go and buy another LV ar?
Mummy : u don’t waste money ! what r u doing ?
Me: waiting for boyfriend to go and see his popo
Mummy : why so fast see people’s popo?
Me: cos he wants to bring me to see popo la! not first time also
Mummy : then u bring him to JB to see your ah Neh ( my popo in Hakka) also lar!
Me: then see my ah ta ( grandpa in Hakka) also lar!! haha since the grave is nearby !
Mummy : go la go la!
Me: u go yourself lar! i don’t want !!
Mummy : then u going to eat with him ar?
Me: ya lo , with popo !
Mummy : ok la ! bubbye!
Me: bye!
conclusion : like husband like wife! both want to get me LV from China ! oh please…. i rather carry brand less bags! i don’t want a fake LV !! support original please !!
“… he scolded u because he cares , he could have let you do whatever you want, but he didn’t!! he talked to u nicely asking u to be a good girl… ” ( Preeti*** opps, what’s your family name?***, 2007)
“… i think nobody is wrong and nobody is right too.. it is just a small matter… his intention is good , so u give in and fulfill his wish la…” (Fu, 2007)
okay … I admit that he is just being concern ! but the problem with me is just that i don’t take angers/comments so easily !
This happened long time ago with daddy and mummy too! we were suppose to go for lunch , then dad suggested Cheras’ Bak Kut Teh ( all the way from Damansara on a Hot Saturday afternoon) , so i made noise , in front of the 7 eleven at Damansara Utama ( the highway) i told dad to make a u-turn to drop me home if he wants Bak Kut Teh … but he ignored me!
So i was mad! i didn’t make a single noise in the car! But mummy was telling me , other than pork ( i don’t like meat for your information) they serve tofu, vege, you tiao etc etc… i IGNORED !!
When we reach the Bak Kut Teh place , i wanted to be in the car, daddy turned off the engine , so mummy said go down and have a drink! no choice , i don’t want to die in the car, i went down !
I sat there ! with my ARMS CROSSED !! i STARED at both mum and dad! including the waiters !!
Then the waiter ask if i want drinks/food, i ignored too!! Yet Daddy laughed at me telling the waiters that i am mad! so i continued STARRING at them!!i didnt touch anything!!!!! mum ordered extra vege, egg, tofu for me but I REFUSED!!!
Finally we left the place ( with my arms still crossed!) i sat in the car…. remained silent … reach home , i went straight into my room !
10-15 minutes later, mum came knocking on my door, she told me she went to ta pau(take away) food for me , and the food is downstairs already !
I still didn’t talk to any of them .. till i dunno when ….
See?! say i am spoilt/pampered! I am ! but … even dad and mum doesn’t dare to scold me !! (even if they scold me, they’ll have to give in to me later on)
I gave in , i whispered to bf , i hold his hands, i sayang him , i kiss him , i hug him , i love him … which is considered as very good improvements already …
Or else , i would have left the table and went home!
But i do not want to lose my man …
” he has to be firm or else u won’t listen to him….” (Preeti, 2007)
Yes , he did try to use a “softer” method but it didn’t work so he tried to be FIRM ! but that got me frightened!!
bf added ” u better do something about this issue , or else it will be a problem to this relationship ”
want to know what issue is it ? the issue is:
I DON’T EAT ENOUGH FOOD!! ( as simple as that)
but i ate …. he just wants me to makan more more more … he said i am even more difficult than a baby ! baby eats more than me ..
ok ..nvm … I’ll go along with him … he wants me to makan then I’ll makan … fat fat then he don’t complain ! i told him that long time ago ! but he said “yes i want a fatty gf …” * faint*
Tagged by this guy , this is easy , just 7Ps:
Passion - Loved ones..including u ! hahah of course my hobby(shopping) is part of it!
Purpose - born to make this world more interesting as i tend to create problems! no problems means no spice rite? so i create colours!!
Pursuit - my ambition:be a rich tai tai with good family and hubby !
Position - hahha laying down position on my bed? hahahah not doggy style ,don’t think dirty things okie?
Pummeling - the bf !! wahahah
Progress - learning to be good to bf ,myself,family and friends! in the process of studying too! hopefully everything is progressing well
Personality - er for me to know , for u to tell !! i am very introvert ! i am a psychology graduate, i’ve done this test on myself but I’m not going to tell u ! bleah !
i shall tag :
Annie-Q
Yvonne
Misha
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Yes , i met up with his GRANDMOTHER(popo)!!
Well, i thought of it , if i am serious with this man , i need to also get along well with his family ! so boyfriend offered to bring me to his popo, so we went to pick her up from Whompoa
Suppose to meet up with his cousin too but last minute cousin had diarrhea ! so , just popo, me and bf ! we headed straight to Changi Airport because we were already at the highway ….
walked very very very slowly .. cos got an old lady ma! both bf’s hands were busy ! one to hold me , one to hold popo!
We went to Sakae Sushi! surprisingly old popo can makan sushi!! we makan-ed till like 2.45 pm !!! from 1ish!! then we went to ta pau for his cousin and we headed to his cousin’s place…
He is nice , nice house too! a newly renovated 4 rooms flat , but he redecorated the whole place with a walk-in wardrobe ! very very nice!!
Had a little chat , drinks and tit-bits… then left ! this is where i am now , HOME!
woohoo.. I’m glad to be home! because being in front of this family , i need to behave well, need to smile smile smile!
guess what popo asked ???
Not once but three times!!!!!!!!!!! alamak , i was speechless ….
also , she non stop praising her grandson ,daughter in law (bf’s mummy) …. haiyo .. last time when i saw her , she said the same thing also , except that this year she non stop asking when am i getting married !!
more family gatherings coming up i think …. family as in HIS family .. not MINE!!
coming up next will be to visit bf’s parents and wai po ( his mum’s mum) plus all his family members
*** this is not the first time , just that this time i see more like a family gathering … it was like a casual friends meeting up last time … now , FAMILY !! ***
What is a Marriage??
Why do we get married?
What’s the differences between arranged and loved marriage? how likely is the relationship will last??
I find this interesting as i have recently watched this documentary on Indian’s traditional arranged marriage!!Furthermore , i am currently staying with a Singh family which also still prefers arranged marriage!
According to the show , they filmed this lady lawyer who is 24 years old, underwent an arranged marriage by her dad, she didn’t get to meet this guy until the real wedding, she was anxious and she was relaxed as she trusts her dad in choosing a right husband for her! She said she wouldn’t want to risk her love by trying to find love herself! She claims that her dad will know what is her ideal husband will be and certain that dad will choose a right one!
also , if u happen to watch an Indian wedding, OMG , i think the lady’s family must be very wealthy ! because they need to pay the man’s family for taking care of their daughter , they pay all the wedding’s expenses ( up to S$150K just for the wedding dinner itself). moreover, bride has to have loads of jeweleries etc etc … Even the bride’s uncle have to chip in money to the bridegroom’s family !! poor uncles! hahah
All i wanted to say is that - even she is a lawyer , she should have an open minded mind right? why will she choose to have an arranged marriage? don’t she want to feel the excitement of love ? and how can u sleep with this man whom u’ve only met at the wedding ceremony and u have to address him as HUBBY ??
and oh yes , mother in laws are wicked!! if the bride does not bring in money/value to the family , they will bully her !! of course if she give birth to daughters , her life will be worsen !! are they bully a money/baby boy generator or are their getting a daughter in law ? i wonder!!
Also , bride’s life will be worsen because her husband often listen to the mother and never voice up for his wife! MIL plays a great role in the family !
once the bride is married, the bride’s family will not want them to return home! regardless of how bad the husband’s family is treating her , she will be asked to bear with them , tolerate and do well to make them love her! because it is a disgrace to return to your parents’ home! so , if the bride really suffers alot , what can she do ? that’s y there are many suicidal case in India arose from bad treatment of the husband’s family !
Some cases are worst ( not some, it is quite common) , husband’s family will burn the bride to death if they find the bride not worthy !! not bringing home money , not giving birth to boy etc etc
In India, there are also many young Indian ladies getting married to old man , so of course the old man will die earlier, so how’s their life being a widow???
Not to forget , the traditional thinking of Indian people whom believes that ladies are not as precious as man ! Widows are seens as bad luck , never to attend weddings or full moon celebration! plus , they have a special widow village/housing area just for widows!! Widows are not allowed to live a good life! they have to dress up in dull colours! even if they attend weddings , they have to prepare their own food!
and do u know in those rural areas, the poorer Indians, the ladies’ lives are even worse!! they have to handle the house chores and when they see their Father in law, they need to cover her face , she is not allowed to show her face to the elderlies ( she needs to cover with a piece of cloth even when she is serving drinks!!) this lady whom got married , even after so many years where her son was already about 6 years old , yet she had never showed her face to the elderlies! imagine u have to work on those chores yet u need to watch out for father in law because u must make sure u hide your face fast enough before they can see u !
what’s the successful rate of arranged marriage???
well, to me , marriage is a bet !! a very very expensive bet! there’s not certainty that the marriage will work out! because wedding is not just about two person! it involves both the family ! that’s my opinion!
but i will not want my dad to have a hold of my future life! i would prefer to seek for true love on my own and if that fails, i got no one to blame but myself !
Yes , dad may see better things than me , but daddy won’t have a chance to get along , stay together with him! all dad can do is just to check family/education/financial background , if it matches with me ! but daddy cannot tell if this man is abusive/loyal/etc etc …. those takes time to examine and also the bridegroom might just make it up himself right? he can pretend to be mr.Goody in front of dad , but maybe behind the scene , he is a lazy bum or something ??
of course there are successful arranged marriages too!
see ?! even when i know this guy for such a long time, after holding hands, kissing , and already built some love there, i find it hard to give him my virginity ! so how do u expect me to have sex with a total stranger????
haha also , my dad has 3 daughters, if we are Indians , then i think daddy will need to earn more money , because all wedding expenses are to be paid by the bride’s family ! and the more money u give to the bridegroom’s family , the more likely they will look high in your daughter and not bully her ! less money means worst life for your daughter !! poor thing right ??
ok , these are just my personal opinion , and might not be your view !sorry if information provided is inaccurate!…. :)
Unfortunately, things didn’t turn out as the way i expected it to be!
He picked me up and we went for dinner at Sakae Sushi , and had our FIRST COLD WAR there ( or maybe 2nd in 14 months)!
It was pretty awkward as i refused to even look at him , and he just went on eating while ignoring me! this lasted for 5 minutes or even up to 10 minutes .. then i gave in …
Me: Don’t be angry la
Him: Eat the vege and half of the Cawanmushi , or else we won’t even go for movie!
then i ate bit bit of each ..but still very angry inside my heart ….
he asked for the bill , i waited for him outside … then he came to me
Him : let’s go
i looked at him
Him : so still want to go for movie ? still got mood to do so?
i just looked at him ( i wanted to walk off.. but i know i heart this man …) so i cling my hands onto his …. then he held me very thightly… we started walking towards Vivocity( we were at Harbour Front just now) …
Him : Next time , i won’t force u , but u better be more automatic with your food, u know this is a problem , it will always be …
I just said nothing and held his hands even tighter … i don’t want to lose this man ….
Him : want me to carry your bag? heavy ? ( hello? my bag has only key and wallet inside! how to be heavy?!)
I just shook my head .. still refuse to talk to him …
after quite a long walk
Him : do u know blablabla …
Me : then good lar… ( still wasn’t in mood to talk to him yet!)
after washroom , things became better ….we were watching this man playing Nintendo Wii
him : Stupid man (yeah ,the man who was playing it was a bit “slow” and dumb, he doesn’t know how to aim and target )!
Me : u very bad lar
Him : true ma!
Me: darling , i want one also .. u go and buy then we play together !
Him: i don’t play game also (but he plays Dynasty Warrior)
Me: but fun ma.. then we play together
Him : see how first
Me: can exercise your arm muscles
Him : i think he’ll injure himself
Went into the cinema, still early …then i whispered in his ears
Me: darling , next time don’t be so fierce can arnot?
Him: if u guai guai ting hua ( be good and listen) then i won’t be fierce ( sounds like daddy talking to his girl right?)
Me: u don’t be Xiong ( fierce) can?
Him : Ni Guai Guai Ting Hua la (U be a good girl ,listen la)
Me: but u dont be fierce! cannot be fierce! u very fierce u know!
Him: u want to ting hua(listen) arnot?
Me : ok lo ( kissed him on his cheeks )
hehe..then everything was okie already … hugged, hands were together most of the time, laughed , smiled, eye contact, touching everywhere
later on , when he sent me home , he was more gentle too(compare to normal) … big big hug, with face touches each other’s, so sweet !!
wanted to tell him , the whole idea to go out tonight is to celebrate 14 months anni, but .. i guess it wasn’t the right time !
Never in my life , some1 did that to me ( ignore me , tell me off ) …. it is a pain i should admit , but i love this man , so i gotta tahan !
*** how do i feel personally ? i really didn’t want to tahan him… but … i guess this is because I’m in love with this man , if this is my mummy or any family members, I’ll just scold them ! and in reality , nobody will actually forces me … he is the very first one. Can’t believe it , i still can go and whisper in his ears even when i’m angry! but .. i guess one party have to give in , this is a process of learning to get to know each other better i think! but … knowing him that he is not good a his speeches/expressions , when he hold my hands and sayang me, i feel his love again ! ok, Sunday will be a better day since i’ll be meeting his cousin and popo, let’s pray and hope that it will be a good one! … ***
er.. it is a sad outcome..
He is free , but he doesn’t want to go to the LomantiKKK Jepun punya Restaurant!
Because he thinks it is too costly ! when i said it will be on me, but he doesn’t want ! too bad! hehe but i’m sure we’ll have a chance to try it out some time ! :)
instead, he suggested that we just go for a normal dinner , shopping and movie! eheh ,i’m still happy !!
Vivo, here I come and we’ll be watching HairSpray tonight!! Let’s go Retro!!
***Part-III will come up tonite or tomorrow! stay tune! ***
I’m going to talk about the most random things on earth now ! because … i don’t know .. i don’t know what am i having in mind ….
1. I want to be happy ! happiness or sadness depends very much on ourselves! well, since we can choose to be happy , why not ? why force yourself to be sad? right ?
2. i want to treasure people around me! friends, blogger ( i treat u guys are my friends too!!) in fact bloggers understand me even more than some of my friends , family , bf … i should not hide myself … i should open up and be friendlier i suppose…
3. i need to learn to appreciate life! i cannot take my family’s wealth for granted! there are so many people out there who are suffering … so , yeah .. treasure everything i have , do well in everything !
4. I should not let anybody down ! whatever i’ve promised , i need to keep it a promise and make their dreams come true !
Mummy’s biggest worry is me not taking good care of myself, bad temper, pampered and spoilt!she wants me to be happy everyday ! knowing that i was in depression for some time …
Daddy’s biggest worry is that I WASTE TOO MUCH OF HIS MONEY ! hahahaha
Bf’s biggest worry is that i am too dependent on him !
so , yeah i’ll try to make them worry less about me !
5. i shall not fall back into the depression and anxiety period again ! those times were bad … i cry everyday for no reason ! and for your information i went to a psychiatrist/counsellor for some time … bf is the one who suggested me to go , and in the end , i stood up and i solved everything ! now , i am a happy girl! but of course , i would still sit there and cry at times …
6.i should treat my ah ne (grandma in Hakka) nicer! she is very poorthing , she is sick yet she is staying alone, no 1 is willing to take care of her ! ok , i’ll make it a point that bf and I will visit her one day okie ? ONE DAY , i dunno when
7.My head is aching! my bone is aching too ! maybe it is dengue ? i’m dying soon … because i jog everyday so chance of me being exposed to mosquitoes are higher i guess!
8. i want to have a good relationship with my future family !( hub’s family) because just then my landlady’s mum was telling me bout landlady’s marriage till divorce! it was a pain …sobs !!!
9 .i feel hardworking today ! because i did my studies !! heheeh … good girl!!
10. i dunno … i should learn to love myself ! see good things in myself ! i never think i am good , i am smart, i am very negative! i see myself as bad .. everything negative!
11. i don’t know what am i talking about now! i want to …… graduate and work and get married! then get baby … that’s it !
12. i cannot die now, cos i haven’t tell everyone that i love them ! i love u guys!
13. i want to die in a white coffin! i want all my relatives and friends to come to my funeral ! choi now is Lunar’s July, don’t simply talk !
14. Mooncake Festival is coming!! yeah ! mooncake!!!and Lanterns !! i want to play lanterns by the beach !!
Since bf and I didn’t get to celebrate 12 months anniversary together, yesterday it struck my mind that today is the 24th which is our 14 months anniversary ! ( sorry i forgotten bout it last month!)
So , i asked his friends if they’ve had plans with him , thank god NO ! i wanted to surprise him by asking his friends to ask him out but i turn out in the end ,but it is unlikely because such last minute plan will make him suspect!!
no choice , i smsed the bf ” darling, wanna have dinner with me tomorrow?” but the answer is that he has to see if he has to work extra hour tomorrow! but i think he’ll be able to make it!! He asked ” why need to reserve? for what?” hahaha .. he must be scratching his head , wondering why Gf asking him out for dinner? wow , first time i date him ok?!?!
This place is located at Clarke Quay , it is a Japanese Restaurant - Sho-U is the name ! apparently , the ambiance, food and service are all good! my friend just visited it two days ago ! And there are 3 themes there , the lights changes every second , Red ,White ,Black ( if i am not mistaken) i saw the photos , very very nice ! and they have a lovenest !! a special dining area for couple ! unfortunately this is booked already ! so , er… u can only get a window sit ! but i guess that is very good too!!
Let’s see if he can make it for the romantic date with me … then we can walk about around Clarke Quay that i’ve never been there before ! looking forward to it … please do not dissapoint me !
** sky dining was in my mind, but Jap food is darling’s favourite, so we should give it a try ! plus , i’ve never been to Clarke Quay , so yeah …**
Thanks to this Loctor, she calls herself a Loctor because she said she is not qualified to be called a Doctor! hahah
She read my post that i bought PeiPaGou and she taught me how to drink it !
Normally i mix with water and drink it ! but she said WRONG!! hahaha …
So , let me teach u how to cure your sore throat using Pei Pa Gou
1. Open the bottle, remove the transparent stopper
2. Pour out to a spoon
3.Sip the sticky and black syrup bit by bit
4. Enjoy the taste
5.let it cools down your throat and it will feel more comfy
6. Must remember to Sip bit by bit okie ? cannot fast fast yah?
Done!! and today my throat is much better! i can shout and yell again!! can continue talking on the phone and scold people! wahah…
** of course i drank dunno how many gallons or water!! as well as sore throat pills from the doctor **
Backdated- happened some time last week
He wanted to hug me and i can see his motive (bleah) …
but i can’t resist myself but to push him away and RUN !that’s how i react when i think he wants to hug/kiss/have other intentions
I feel bad …. how can i reject him ??
then he asked “Does that mean u don’t want me forever?”
i said ” yes yes …. ” and kicked him off the house…
or else tonight will be a nice and romantic….
I’m sorry darling , i don’t know why either , i just can’t stop myself from protecting myself!!
Updates: the following date we had, i became more clingy and girlie… once i see him , i go close close to him , hold his hands , once in awhile lay on his shoulders and etc etc…. but .. a friend said that’s close to FLIRTING with the bf ! argh … is that Flirtatious ? hahah i don’t know .. well, i always do that … means i’m a FLIRTATIOUS girl ???
Maybe that’s what bf likes? wahahha… ok ok … as long as i’m not slutty then it is ok! plus he is bf right? so it is alright to flirt flirt lo ! agree?
The big baby never fails to call home to tell her mummy dearest that she is suffering from pain every time! so this time , she did the same!!
So , mummy said ” see doctor or go to Chinese Traditional Medical Hall to buy the followings”
Pei Pa Gou/Pi Pa Gao (S$3.20)
Ginseng Crysanthenum Tea (S$2.00)
Water (S$0.00)
actually , mummy told her to buy crysantenum or herbal to boil it myself! but lazy people buy those instant ones la!! u think i so free to boil meh ? but she reminded me WONG LOU KAT ( with extra medicine powder) is the best! but but but i hate that taste! bitter yet powdery lo! bleah ….
Also i need Strepsils or the Orange or greenish throat soothing tablets to be sucked( i forgotten its name) !
I want the bf to sayang me… but cannot kiss kiss ..cannot spread the germs to him right ?! haha ….are i should revenge!! since he wanted me to eat the prawns yesterday … i should make him suffer together with me too!! 有福同享有难同当 （i don’t know if this is correctly typed! my mandarin is bad la!)
*** the ginseng crysanthenum is BITTER !! i think i’ll forgo it .. i will make my Pei Pa Gou Drink la !**
How much does Blurangel the Doctor cost ? S$ 0 for consultation but .. medication is s$5.20 !! Pei Pa Gou is s$3.20 , so exp meh ? i thought like rm3 only?? tell me if i am wrong ! first time buying medicine!
i know i should rest but but but i’m not in mood to do so !
can anyone get me sleeping pills and pat pat me , sing lullaby to ease me to sleep?? … greedy : i want kisses and hugs too from HIM