The - BlurAngel -

Its when we’re apart we feel it,
I’m missing you though I seldom say it,
When we’re together we take for granted,
And seldom show all the feelings wanted.

Sometimes I’m afraid to want you too much,
Hugs and kisses and your touch,
I’m missing you dear I really am,
Just that showing it, not really who I am.

Love is like a butterfly,
Hold it too tightly and it’ll die,
Hold it too loosely and it’ll fly away,
Come stay by my side is all I’ll say.

Love you

A message i receive from the boyfriend yesterday after being separated from me for 1.5 days! He told me the other day that he missed me alot when he was in Thailand, i must say he doesn’t show his love/feelings much…but he does express via sms/emails… Still, that’s sweet! 

Agree with me that it is the most annoying period of the month! hehe…

MENSES- i really dislike this period of the month as i will get grumpy and moodswings!Not to mention the cramps and bodyaches…

Easily annoyed and scold raise the voice towards the boyfriend!

haha, i’m glad that he understands that it is the time of the month , rather than being annoyed by me , he tends to be more attentive and caring! muahaha…. poor him!

And it is a waste of MONEY!!! as sanitary pads are not cheap! currently using Whisper Ultra thin , very good! at least it is not thick and heavy… plus i feel fresh at all times!

Every month when my AUNT (= menses) visits me, i’ll be ultra sad… but i think in future after being someone’s wifey , i’ll be glad that my AUNT visits me on time! or i’ll be super worried!

Enough of menses’ stories… Have a Happy Period!!

After meeting his mother …

i met his Aunt next , maid and younger brother …

Last night , i had dinner with his older brother whom i knew 10 years back in high school!

Well, i was not close to him but he claims that he used to come to my house for tuition with my sister! i can’t recall anything!! hehe…

I met his Fiance too!

It was a casual dinner at a Seafood restaurant which lasted for more than 3 hours!

Ok , who am i meeting next?

His Daddy!! and i’ll be done meeting his family!

I have been wanting to get this back-support thingy for the boyfriend as he slouches alot!!! and he often gets backache ….

after doing some research, i thought this would help , so i got him to try it on in the shopping mall!

see the difference in the photo below:

do you see the difference in his usual posture ( pic on right) vs the posture after wearing the back support???

i think there’s a difference , he looks taller (not that u can see from the picture) and doesn’t slouch when he wears it on , but… he is the one who has to wear and since he doesn’t see much of a difference and he hates it when his beer belly is sticking out!!! ….so, we ended up going home empty handed

this backsupport thingy costs S$178 (20% off)

**hhahah please excuse the fatty bom bom’s big big tummy! all thanks to his non stop drinking sessions when he went back to KL

haha.. what a way to start my year!!!

i was told that one of my best friends from Aussie got Engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo..they’ve been together for 7 years and she is 28 while he is 27 this year!

anyways, boyfriend and i have set our 2009’s new year resolutions are

• to be more open and honest with each other
• i shall not hide my feelings from him!
• Hit the combine income of S$10k a month
• Boyfriend to loose weight! hahahaha…
• Girlfriend to go to gym more often to be fit, cannot be a piece of TOFU!

my newly bought sandals over the week:

Ipanema sandals - S$11.95 ( 50% off)

Charles & Keith Sandals S$33.90

Charles & Keith Sandals S$35

I bought the Ipanema Sandals as my leg was killing me after walking around with my lousy yet expensive pumps!!! the other two pairs of C & K sandals are for CHinese New Year!

haha, i am eyeing on a pair of sandals from Novo too!!! but the boyfriend said ” this look similar to your newly bought sandals right?” argh… of course i didn’t buy it in the end

yes.. this is the last post of year 2008 and it is a sad one…

Boyfriend finally called at 3.30 pm to say catch a movie at 4.30pm when he was suppose to end work by 2 pm! and he wanted to know what am i wearing…

i refused to tell him…

then he said “u’re very irritating! i’ve asked u this question more than 5 times!”

sigh….

in the end …

i just told him ” i haven’t gotten dressed up , how am i suppose to know what am i going to wear later?”

yes , i’m irritating!!

i don’t feel like going out with him ..

Special Moonlight Okonomiyaki (prawn, cuttlefish and pork)

Seafood Okonomiyaki (cuttlefish, prawns, scallop)

We(younger sis,boyfriend and myself) had the Okonomiyaki(Savoury Japanese Pancake) at Japanese Gourmet Town @ Vivocity ..

It was an early dinner for sister as she had to catch the 6 pm’s bus back to KL! So , we only ordered two okonomiyaki to share among the 3 of us!

It is very good! but towards the end , you’ll find it boring as the sauce taste the same and the ingredients are similar too!

not cheap at all , 2 pancakes with 3 green teas costs about S$40 ,heheh if you were to convert it to Ringgit ,I’m sure you can eat loads of yummy food with RM100

*sorry photos taken with my mobile phone…

after spending 3 good days with my sisters in Singapore ,big sis is back at work and younger sis is back in KL ..

I cried after the sister left Singapore… i just feel like i’m going to miss my sister, will i be seeing her again ? when will that be? how will she be when she’s in UK alone? etc etc…i had alot in mind…

Boyfriend can’t do anything other than wiping my tears off using his brand new t-shirt! haha cos he was scared that ppl will think that he bullied me as i was tearing in the bus too…

well, she has reached home safely and argued with mummy upon her arrival in KL because she wanted to go out with her friends *yes , again*

Mummy claims that she’ll LOCK her up to prohibit her from going out with her friends!!no more going to Genting as her “boyfriend” is working there!!

** Boyfriend met the younger sister and had a meal together with her , they chit chatted quite abit! The only problem boyfriend had is that he can only catch 60% of what we were talking about cos i speak Mandarin to my sister! that banana boyfriend of mine - time to polish up your mandarin skills!! 

i personally think younger sister got along better *in terms of talking* with my boyfriend than sister’s boyfriend! it feels like they are more casual in conversations than with my big sister’s boyfriend! 

I came back on Friday and i haven’t got the time to blog till now!

I have been hanging out with my 2 sisters , shopping , karaoke-ing , chit chatting etc etc…Whatelse have i been doing ?

NOTHING! hahaha …

it is 3.20 am now… i’m still up ..why? TUMMYAche!!

Younger sis will be going back to KL tomorrow and the boyfriend will be arriving Singapore tomorrow too …..

i’ll definitely miss my younger sister , maybe i’ll go back once more before she leaves!  to help her to settle her stuffs and spend a lil’ more time with her!

ok … i’ll miss her but i’m missing my BF now …

I’ll be free to blog tonight onwards! Take care!

Bye Bye Malaysia, at least no till 2009 before i return home again!

I purposely postponed my return from 10 am to 11.30 pm hoping to see the boyfriend , cos he is suppose to return from Thailand today but looks like i won’t be able to see him since he was still there at 1pm ( 7 hours drive home without stopping! but i know he’ll rest  definitely)

Sigh.. suddenly i’m sad…

i’m leaving my home country again …after being here for close 2.5 weeks !

oh well , time to study hard! Exam is coming but i’ll enjoy my new year’s celebration before i start studying hard!

Back to a student’s life!

* i haven’t been seeing the boyfriend since Monday and will only be able to see him on Monday night … :( 

micro sd card became my bestest friend after i bought my Nintendo DS lite!  It can store loads of games in there and keep me busy for at least a couple of hours a day!

I have 3 cards! one for the boyfriend with all his fighting games , one for me with all the silly games and one for all sorts of games that’s not categorized under fighting and silly/childish games!

I bought a brandless micro sd card once and it didn’t work more than 2 weeks and everything got corrupted! So , be aware and make sure you buy branded Micro SD cards!

my Christmas was spent with my parents..

morning ,we went for breakkie at a nearby coffee shop

then headed to Ikea to shop!! hahah spent a good Rm500 there..

and a sumptious Chinese lunch with fish , prawns , soup and vegetables! at for 3 right?

After lunch we went to the newly open Giant at Kota Damansara for grocery shopping!

dinner? i wonder what will be on!

How’s your Xmas so far?

Protection is needed at any point of time! Well, some claims that what’s the point of buying insurance as you won’t be able to enjoy life with the money after you die? Do you know that there are a lot of expenses and burden for the family after you die ?

The other day when boyfriend went on road trip, i reminded him to check out the car insurance quotes. Because he needed to buy extra insurance for his other 3 friends since his current car insurance policy only covers the driver.

Well, at least i feel safer after he bought the insurance package!

He is away ..

Maid is out ..

mummy and papa is working ..

Dog went out “shopping” or maybe “dating” ..

Sister is in Singapore ..

Another sister is out ..

friends - haha i’m lazy to ask people out ! i’m not those that will ask people out ..

So ..

what should i do?

Anyway Merry Christmas and Happy 2009 !!

for a good 15 minutes because he called!

sigh..so easy for him to make me happy!

he asked if i want anything from him for Xmas … but i said

” i don’t want anything! just want the BF to come back soon!”

teehee….

really! when he is away , all i want is just for him to come back soon! but when he is around , i’ll think about my LV/Gucci ! hahahah

The hair stylist told me after the hair cut that if anyone claims that i look WAT TART “= disgusting in canto, that’s the exact word he used” , he’ll fully refund the money!

So i got sister to go to his salon today ….

Sister : is XXX around ? i need to talk to him!

XXX: yah , i am XXX

Sister: the other day you gave my sister a hair cut , er , the fringe ! remember? and she cried ?

XXX: yah … i remember

Sister: do you know her hair is DISGUSTING? WAT TART you know ? * haha she was trying to be mean as she knows XXX can’t speak good English* and you said you’ll refund her money right?

Without asking anymore ,XXX just took out his wallet and gave my sis the money!

SIgh.. i’m feeling bad .. cos i didn’t know he’ll need to fork out money from his pocket! and sis was so mean to him!

aiks.. i’m feeling bad! but i’m still MAD

and i’m still UGLY !!

Yesterday we had to send a friend back to Klang so he brought us to this restaurant for Bak Kut Teh! he said there are many different types of BKT

• Brown Soup
• Clear Soup
• Dry version (something like a wattery version of Kong Poh Chicken pork, with loads of dried chili)
• Soup version with Seafood (crab, prawns, fishballs)
• Soup version with Chili padi in it
• Soup version served Claypot with loads of veges/mushrooms/tofu
• Soup version served in bowls ( nothing but MEAT only)

haha he asked which one i prefer, so i opted for Claypot cos i am not a meat lover, at least i get to eat the mushrooms/vege/tofu! Good choice because it suited everyone’s taste! not to forget my favourite Yao Char Kway!

But if you were to ask me if i will drive to Klang all the way just for BKT , sorry , my answer is NO!!!
Teluk Pulai Bak Kut Teh,
32, Jalan Batai Laut 5, Kawasan 16, Taman Intan, 41300 Klang, Selangor
Tel: 03-3344 5196

A romantic candle light dinner at this Steak house * er , can’t remember the name!*

We had entre , two mains , desert and coffee/hot choc!

it was good! he was so hungry that he ate 2 mains!! hahaha i ate the sides though!

i’m going to miss him again as he will be away this coming week!!

we watched IP Man too!!!

I’ll have my Xmas pressie from Thailand and I’m still ugly thanks to my ugly fringe!!!!!!!

I went for a hair cut today at the above salon at SS2!!!!

i’ll never step in again!!!!

Horrible!!!

First , a Tanah Besar man came to wash my hair!! he spilled the shampoo on the floor .. then he took a dirty mop to clean it then he started washing my hair! i was really tempted to ask “did you wash your hand after mopping the floor?”

i kept quiet .. but once he started shampoo-ing I smelt something fishy! OMG , foam/water were dripping over my face and top!! i cannot tahan… i asked a lady hair stylist ” you sure this guy is a shampoo boy?”

she was nice , she said ” let him try , he is alright , if you are unhappy i’ll get another person to do it for u !” so alright … i let him do whatever he wants , since i had ZERO make up on my face , it is ok to have foam/water to drip over la! and my top … it is ok since it is not my dress for dinner later!

Then after the shampoo-ing , i was happy! i thought finally i’m over with the shampoo-ing part!!

but … my nightmare begins!

the PROFESSIONAL HAIRSTYLIST of 6 years ……..

he CHOPPED MY FRINGE of 16 years OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i told him just trim and i want it LONG!!

shits…..

my tears……

and yet he refuse to listen to me , i said ENOUGH! and he said ” not done yet , i’ll show you the final product soon! Don’t worry!!”

SHITS!!!!

i’m so ugly!!!!!

it is tad short till i can’t even clip them !! i can’t wear a hair band too!!!!

i’m going to be ugly !!!!!!! no no .. I’m UGLY!!!

i was so upset .. really ….

For 2 hours ….. my heart was tearing ….. the boyfriend didn’t dare to comment much other than ” i think it is fine , really!!”

After my make up appointment , I walked round 1 Utama , to find ways to rescue my hair but …. finally!!

i found a thick hair band! i tried it on! woohoo! it can at least grasp most of my fringe up!!

so .. now i have to use those black pins , to pin the hair up then use a thick hair band to secure and hide those ugly short fringe!

luckily , i’m PRETTY again! * not shy!!*