The - BlurAngel -

First

I’m begging to sense that boss is pressurizing on us! *me and other colleagues who came in almost same time*  but..  i’m just sensing it! actually he didn’t bother me.. he just asked my colleague! after-all, i’ve been performing! so, no worries.. just that i’m afraid what if i can’t perform in future?

Second 

I’m mentally very tired.. about everything.. this morning when i stepped out of the house to take the mrt to work.. i suddenly had this in my mind - ” WHAT AM I DOING HERE FIGHTING WITH THE REST TO GET INTO THE TRAIN??” i don’t want to be competitive.. but in this world.. i have no choice, right?? i wish i can just relax at home, don’t need to worry about work! what motivates me ? money? or the sense of satisfaction to be able to self sustain?

Third 

I’m a contractual staff! i don’t understand why i am a contractual staff!!!! i have the qualification and background … but why ????? argh!!

forth … finally something good …

today, we were suppose to go for a HR meeting, it is meant for all permanent staffs, me- the poor contractual staff is excused! but …

Boss - hey, it is time! let’s go for meeting!

Me- i’m excused!

Boss- Why ?

Me- cos i’m a contractual staff!

Boss- ya ..but it will still be good to go to understand

Me- well, no point also UNLESS you are converting me to a permanent staff! *hint hint* 

Boss- i’ll have to convert you some day right? LET’S GO!!

haha.. so i took it as boss is converting me! not confirmed but at least he is considering!

Fifth

Stop giving me false hope! people have been asking me when am i getting married… bf proposed already?buy house? wedding venue? etc etc … the more you guys ask , the more i’ll look forward to it and get dissapointed when this day doesn’t come! so ,stop asking!!

Sixth

my stupid owner!! guess what he said to me just awhile ago?! ” will you move out for 2 weeks then come back again?” well, if i ever move out , i won’t come back anymore!!! very fun to ask me move out then move in again?  move out two weeks to avoid letting your family know you rented out a room? haha i wish i move out then u will not get a tenant anymore!

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